Couple: ZexyXLexy!!!! X3 3 With others here and there!!!

Summary: Zexion a desperate emo boy who wishes a certain jock would look his way and love him… Dreams are dreams and reality is reality but can dreams become reality?

I am back I'm so sorry but the lack of ZexXLex was driving me insane or more insane then I already am… bwahahahaha!!!! Ok me be done nows!!!! XP ON WITH THE WRITING!!!!

WARNING: BoyXBoy! Don't flame me you have been warned… -twitchy eye thing- EMONESS courtesy of Zexion VIOLENCE courtesy of Lexaeus beating up emo kids and Zexion and his self mutilation! And strong language courtesy of Axel and his dirty dirty mouth… And Demyx constantly yelling WORLD DOMINATION!!!! XD You have been WARNED!!! Flamers will be shot with potato guns and puked on by my puppy and will face the wrath of THE EVIL COOKIE and SCARY UMBRELLA MAN!!!!! X3 sleep in fear... –scary evil mad scientist laugh- I am finished now…

Chapter 1 You hate me I love you… Confusing eh?

Sitting in my room all the lights have been removed along with all sources of heat except my little space heater I secretly have. My name is Zexion most people call me emo probably because I am… I finally came to realization after awhile… In my room thinking of him of how he hates me and wishes I was dead… If I died would it make him happy? Probably not I think he'd rather have me alive so he could continue making my life hell… Why do I love him? All he does is hurt me and say he hates me I don't understand… He's just beautiful and look at me I'm hideous… If he saw what I was what she did to me THAT STUPID BITCH!!!! My face is hideous how can anyone even look at me? How come my friends don't run and leave me like everyone else? Maybe my life isn't all bad I mean Demyx, Roxas, Axel, Vincent, Kadaj, and Zack still love me right? They said they did… but do they mean it? Hard to tell I trust them I guess I'm just paranoid yah that's it I'm being paranoid… Then pulling me from my thoughts I see my

reflection my hideous discusting reflection… The left side of my face fully exposed showing the scars and that dead orb that only sees darkness staring back at me… I screamed… I scream a lot these days and whenever I go into my hysterics of screaming I pull out my knife… Seeing the metallic sharp object sitting at the flesh covering my veins… I stuck the knife into the flesh sliding it down slowly cherishing every moment of pain longing for the next… Moving the blade left, right, up, and down creating a sick dance of silver and red until all I saw was black…

My alarm began to sound telling me school was going to torment me once more… -sigh- I was dreading the rest of the day the pain in my wrist burning like fire as I slipped my cupcake wrist band over my left wrist and my A.F.I. over the right. I began getting dressed picking out my 'Nightmare Before Christmas' shirt and tight black jeans with holes in the knees. I grabbed my black and red checker boarded book bag stung it over my shoulder pulled on my ES and walked out to my car. A dark blue 2005 Jeep Wrangler. I put the keys in ignition and began pulling out and just my luck I almost hit some one. They did not sound happy I looked in my rearview and… oh god it was him… DAMMIT! "HEY EMO BOY WATCH WHERE THE FUCK YOU'RE GOING! Worthless little fag…" Zexion's eyes began filling with tears once again listening to his dream boy say those words… "I'm sorry I'm so worthless in your eyes… I love you… Like your listening…" Zexion whispered aloud to no one but himself. The ride to school was long and painful but eventually the dreaded building came into view… Here we go again…

Zexion got out of his car only to be tackled by his best friend Demyx… This child had enough energy to run the continent of Europe and them some… "Good morning Demyx. How are you this morning?" Demyx always gave Zexion a funny look hi politeness was just so weird! "I'm good Zexy! How's you doin' hm?" Zexion chuckled at Demyx's awful grammar using his hand to cover his smile it was a habit of his. "Zexy don't cover your smile!" Zexion looked at Demyx questioningly. "And why not Demyx?" Demyx pouted "Because your smile is so pretty!" This caused Zexion's cheeks to darken. Before Zexion could say anything a loud booming voice that didn't sound too friendly interrupted "Well well well if it isn't the homo musician and his little faggot emo boy. Hehe." Once more it was him but Zexion doesn't take shit from nobody not even his dream boy. "Meat bag must you make fun of others? You're so stupid…" Zexion was glaring daggers at Lexaeus. "That is it emo boy! You almost hit my car this morning and now your being a smart ass huh? Well I know how to fix that." The jock was smirking cracking his knuckled Zexion and Demyx both were fully aware of what that meant. "Demyx RUN!" that was all it took and the emo and his best friend went running.

Zexion didn't see his dream boy for the rest of the day wishing he had he went home and repeated the same episode as the night before… Screaming, pain, and them peace and slumber…

Continue???? X3

I know it's short but I hope you all liked it!!!! . Thanks for reading! And please review!!!! Reviewers get cupcakes!!!! 3