Fat...Stupid...ugly...bitch...whore...

Thats what they call me.I'm the girl nobody likes, the girl everybody hates.I'm the girl that gets picked last by the captain when we're getting ready to play a game at recess,I'm the girl who doesn't have the richest family in town,where I have to wear the same clothes everyday and the same dirty old shoes everyday.I'm the girl that cuts their wrists,and writes their thoughts in a stupid old worn out diary...I'm the girl that wishes their life could just end, the girl who wishes to just...Die.I'm the sad,heart broken,angry,depressed,suicidal,Ally Dawson...

"Wake up you stupid bitch!"The man who I disappointedly call my father yanks the blanket off of my warm bed, leaving me to shiver from the coldness."School starts in fifteen minutes I want you out by ten if your not gone by then...Well you know what happens next."yea...I do... he walked out my room slamming the door.

I hate him

I hurry out of my bed and rush to my closet,quickly picking out clothes. I picked out the black jeans I wore the day before yesterday and the long sleeve shirt I wear every day . To cover up my bruises and cuts. I slip on my converse that have a small hole in the bottom which I patched up with cotton balls and tape.

I hurry to the bathroom and brush my teeth,when I was done I checked the timer my father sets in my room in the morning and noticed I only had 2 minutes and 45 seconds left to leave the house. I rush over to my small cracked mirror and applied blush to cover up the the bruises my father left last night. I cringed each time I dabbed on them. This time I got beat for not bringing him his water he asked for during dinner time.

"45 SECONDS LEFT!"He shouted from downstairs. I quickly dabbed faster cringing harder then closed my foundation shut and ran downstairs. I quickly ran to where I kept my book bag and jetted towards the door,but I was stopped...

"WAIT!"My father yelled. I instantly stopped running and slowly turned to face him."Were you just running in my house?"He asked,his voice chaining to deep. I quickly shook my head 'no'

"You lying bitch!I just saw you running in my house!You lied...You already know how I feel about lying."He said through gritted teeth. I looked down and set my book bag on the ground.

"Go to the basement."He says. My body shook with fear and my throat tightened, you know the feeling in your throat when your about to cry,thats what it felt like in that moment.

"NOW!"He shouted. I hurried past his way and made my way downstairs to the basement where nobody was able to hear me cry for help.

When I got downstairs to the basement,my father was behind me with a whip.

"Sit down on the chair like a good girl."He said his eyes turning black. I sat in the chair like he asked me too.

"Father."I cried."I am so, so, so,sorry for running in the house I promise I wont do it again."I pleaded.

"Now, ally bear isn't that what you said the last time?So you're lying to me again?"He asked. I shook my head fast."Extra punishment."He said. He closed the basement door and carried away with my punishment leaving me to scream and cry for help. I dont know why I even try to scream for help...Nobody can hear me and even if they did nobody would save me, because nobody cares about me...If I were to die today everybody would be happy...I could already see the celebration going on.

When my father was finished he walked out the basement leaving me on the floor to cry. I looked down at the bruises he left on my weak skin. They were red, some were even bleeding. Thank goodness he didnt hit my face or else I would have to apply more blush to it and he doesn't like it when I stick around in the house longer then I should.

I got up from the floor and walked out the basement checking the mirror in the hall making sure he didn't leave serious bruises. My face looked the same as before. I quietly walked to where I left my book bag and walked out of the hell hole I call home.

hey guys!so sorry I have not been updating I've been so so so busy with school and a lot of things have been going on at the moment...But let me know is you guys have enjoyed this chapter and I will update the chapter ASAP...Please review your thoughts my loves!Thanks!