Dear Diary,
Maybe it was fate or just plain luck but, I met him (officially) today. The one I want to spend the rest of my life with. But he has got a secret. One I have a feeling I can't know. Always with this group. This Beautiful, Gorgeous, mysterious, and stunning group. I was in awe struck when he spoke to me. He has been in our school for about 2 years although, I haven't noticed him before, I now know that I am in love with him.
English Class 11:18 a.m.:
"Okay students, today we will start a project." I sighed. I know the deal; Katie and I pair up, she tells me what to do, I do it, she doesn't like it, she does it over, we turn it in, and then she complains about how she did all the work. "But, today I am going to shake things up." What does Mr. Baker have in store for us today? "Instead of your usual partners, I am going to put you in pairs with people I don't see you interact with." Please…Please just let things be normal, let this be a dream.
"Here are your pairs; Mike and Sarah…" I look around. There was a lot of people I did not want to work with. "Helen and Emmet, Dakota and Rosalie…" That must be hard for them. Rosalie I mean. She and Emmet are inseparable. "Bella and Edward…" Ugh! When is the end of this…OMIGOD! "Sarah, who did he say I was paired with?" I wanted to make sure I was right. Someone tapped me on the shoulder, "Me." I turned around. And there he was. The perfect angel. I gasped. I had to remind myself to breathe. Edward Cullen… Sarah looked at me, "Good Luck!"
Lunch 12:52 p.m.:
Normal lunch, well as normal as today can get. Mike and Sarah are talking. I just stare. The whole table was looking at me…well except for Edward. He just stared out in space. I look down expecting food. I forgot I hadn't gotten my lunch yet. Neither had Edward...or the rest of the table. OMIGOD why can't I stop thinking of him? "Mike, What is for lunch today?" He looked up, "She speaks!" He smiles and then jumped up and ran around the lunchroom, "She speaks! Isabella Swan speaks!" I laugh. Everyone else laughs too. I glance over at the table. Now they all are looking at me. Now, I am cracking up. Mike is running around screaming! Everyone is laughing. Finally I say (well, more like yell) "OKAY, we get it. I spoke." That got everyone laughing again. Although Mike stopped, everyone else was still recovering. He ran over and said to me (not yelling) "Grilled Cheese."
I decide that I need to eat. I get up and hop in line. I froze. He wasn't at his table anymore. Gasps could be heard around the room. OMIGOD…what could be happening? It suddenly got really cold…ice cold. I felt this cold hand wrap around mine. I saw the pale skin. His chin was tilted into the V of my neck as if he was going to give me a hickey. He was behind me. This was like no other expirence before. He took a deep breath. I am afraid to move. By now, the whole table is around us. Alice, one of his sisters, turned to face me, "Isabella, please listen to us." It seemed as if they were giving a pep talk to Edward. They told him things like, "You can do this." Or "It's okay." Or "Not here, not now." Jasper comes to the front of me and said something to Alice so low I couldn't hear him. She just nodded. And Jasper walks away. "Listen, do not move." Alice confirmed my fears. I felt the cold hand loosen his grip on my very own hand. "Once, Edward is," she cringed at the word, "off you. You must leave school." She said this part really low, "Come and meet me at the town library. There is not a lot of people there. Come alone." Why did that matter?
Everyone eyes are staring. I look around. I feel like a poor helpless lamb. "Edward," the grip on my hand tightened. "Isabella don't." Emmet's raspy voice comes out of nowhere. I ignore him, "Please let go of me. We can ask Mr. Baker for a partner switch." He snorted and let go of me slowly, almost painfully. "Please Bella, why would I do that?" He whispers to me. He walks away. Alice looks at me in disbelief. "See you in a few." I rush the words out of my mouth and then myself from school.
Love,
Bella