When I was younger
Never reaching what I want to reach
Everything was scary
Never being who I want to be
I hated school
Blaming me when I fall and fail
Perfection was the only thing acceptable
All my dreams splintering
And my room was the only solace
Under my fingernails, Under my fingernails
From the dark horrors outside
I'm empty, lonely, and accused
Others teased me for my looks, my tears, and words stung like knives,
Accused without a word
Even the elder thought I was a terrible child
My fingernails are chipping down
But then
From clawing in the dirt
I found my savior
I'm so lost, lost and confused
He was perfection
I threw it all away
Skinny, smart, silent, the essence of beauty
How can I be beautiful
And I found myself drowning in his ocean blue eyes.
When I am so afraid
But even then I knew he would never like me
(Chorus repeat)
He was something angelic
I watched it all slip through my hands
I was a hellion, doomed to wallow in depression
My brokenness revealed
And pranks that I did not commit
I'm so proud, I'm so proud
Went against me
I'm crying to be filled
Like tattoos
I'm killing, destroying the plague
Marking me forever.
That's killing me away
Samos made it clear for me not to speak with him
I've got to live, I've got to love
I watched him, though
Like I am unafraid
From afar
(Chorus repeat)
And admired his grace and compassion to all
I'm wasting, wasting every moment
One year passed and still I watched
I want to be tasting
He had grown taller
Tasting every moment with you
And had become muscular
I'm suffering, I'm bleeding, on my knees
From his adventures into the forest
Who's gonna save me?
And his 'secret' training with Isa
Suffering, bleeding
One day
Save me from this pit of frailty
He was in the clearing the forest
(Chorus repeat)
Sitting, and watching the life around him
Never reaching what I want to reach
I stayed hidden
Never being who I want to be
Under the leaves
Blaming me when I fall and fail
Of those
All my dreams splintering
Familiar trees
Under my fingernails
And when he looked up
Never reaching what I want to reach
Our eyes met
Never being who I want to be
And fear ran throughout my body
Blaming me when I fall and fail
My reaction was to run
All my dreams splintering, Under my fingernails
But
All my dreams out of reach
His hand went out towards me
Under my fingernails
And those oceans lit up
Never reaching me
When I took it
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TBC-
Disclaimer: I do not own Fingernails, or Jak and Daxter. If I did, well…
