Okay, so... I was bored and tired, and this is what happened. Guess staying up late has its perks when it comes to inspiration... please leave a comment, I will love you forever :]

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The ticking of the clock on the wall reminded him of something. Some life, long gone. Some glimmer of hope that had existed once. But not anymore.

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That life was over for him, no matter what. Even if he wanted it back, he couldn't have it. He wouldn't have it. He didn't want it.

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That innocence- no, ignorance- had dissolved within him. There was no tiny voice at the back of his mind, no star to guide him, no light at the end of the tunnel.

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It wasn't as if he hadn't tried. He had given it his all, poured every molecule of his being into going back to that life. He had had a reason. A very good one.

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But it was gone now. Dissolved, like his ignorance, into the fabric of time. A thread cut too short. And now, going back to that life would be as meaningless as the ticking of the clock.

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Monotonous.

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Empty.

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So now, he was this. He was that which had shaped his life for so many years- and that which had carved out a hole in him, into his very being.

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A hole that had been filled by that reason, that one hook which had held him fast to his never ending struggle.

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His struggle to be the way he used to be.

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His struggle to be good.

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But he wasn't good.

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In fact, he was bad.

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Very.

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Very.

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Bad.

He was Sylar.

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