Disclaimer: Twilight and its characters belong to Stephenie Meyer. I do own the story line and whatever original characters I create so please no stealing. I am not getting paid for writing this fic; it's purely for my (your?) entertainment haha.

Summary:

When Edward (Bella's world) abandoned her there was only Jacob (her sun) and I (her moon) left to pick up the fragile pieces of her fragile life. If only I'd known beforehand how much trouble her "sun" would prove to be. JacobXOC

Chapter 1: The End and Revived

I remember the day my best friend was abandoned like it was yesterday.

Flash back:

"Hey Bells," I whispered in her ear as we walked towards the students parking lot of Forks High after school one day, "What's up with Eddy? He was acting really weird all day."

And it was true. Ever since Bella's birthday, he seemed colder, almost distant with her and I couldn't for the life of me figure out what went wrong. Granted I saw the new band-aid she sported the next day but I just figured she cut herself with some wrapping paper or something while she opened the rest of her presents, no big deal.

Although I had enough sense to not ask what happened, that didn't stop the other retards at our table from asking countless questions much to Bella and Edward's displeasure. Each time the accident was brought up, I noticed Edward's eyes would burn… unlike anything I've ever seen in my entire life. The pain and self-hatred in his eyes was so overwhelming the first time it saw it, I actually froze in the middle of the busy student parking lot, complete with cars zooming past left and right. Tyler would've run me over with his accord if Alice, Eddy's sister, hadn't steered me out of harms way.

Since my almost death, I've kept a steady eye on him all day and I noticed the look would not go away. Sure it was hidden behind glittery smiles and smooth sentences but I could clearly see that they never reached his eyes. For the past two days, for their sakes as well as mines, I've ignored whatever the hell this was but enough was enough.

"What do you mean, Hina?" she gulped nervously while twirling a strand of brown hair around her index finger, "Nothings wrong."

"Pssh nothings wrong? Oh come on, I'm not dumb Bells" I snorted, while looking in my backpack for the keys to my '97 F250. I mean really, does she think I'm blind or something? "Everything was fine on Tuesday then BOOM all of a sudden Eddy looks like a burning man and you look lost as hell."

"I honestly don't know, but believe me I will find out if it's the last thing I do" she whispered as we rounded the corner of Building A and her busted red Ford came into view. I felt her sigh quietly when she saw that Edward, her boyfriend, was leaning against her door waiting for her as usual. She smiled at him and his answering one looked more like a grimace if you ask me.

Now don't get me wrong, they make a cute couple and all but their relationship is one I did not understand. From what I remembered, Edward Cullen was her lab partner or something and he was extremely rude to her on her first day. She hid her disappointment very well but I could see it, and I was furious. When I went to confront him, he had this bi-polar fit of leaving for like a week then returning out of the blue and acting as if nothing had happened. What is that? Oh and don't even get me started on his whole internal debate of "Bella I can't be your friend but I somehow can't help myself from stalking you anyway". Yah she told me that and honestly I didn't know whether to be scared or laugh at how stupid he sounded. Later that day, I chose to laugh.

And then, like I knew it would, they got together and suddenly the world was a fine and dandy place filled with glitter, sunshine, and daisies shooting out of unicorns asses. At first I didn't know how to act. On the one side I was happy that my Bells was happy, yet on the other side I was worried that she was falling to hard, to fast and sooner or later she'd crash and get heart broken. But as time passed I saw that they're relationship grew and over came just about everything and I felt confident that they would last. Before this the thought of them breaking up would never have crossed my mind, but now I wasn't so sure.

"Hina" a smooth voice said, snapping me back to reality, "do you mind if I steal Bella for a minute?"

"Nah, I gotta get going anyway" I smiled, giving my keys a little shake for emphasis. "See yah Eddy, Bells call if you need me!" I looked meaningfully at Bella, who nodded quickly at me before digging around in her bag for the keys to her truck. Smiling to myself I turned around and started to walk away when a smooth voice rang out behind me "Goodbye Mahina". I turned around and gave Edward a little nod "See you tomorrow!"

Oh if only I knew how wrong I was.

Later that afternoon I was at home doing my homework when Charlie calls my phone asking if Bella was hanging out at my house with me. When I asked why he'd think that, he told me that she supposedly went for a walk with Edward and didn't come back yet. "Nope sorry she's not here, but if I get in touch with her I'll let you know." I tried to sound reassuring and it paid off because her seemed to calm down slightly.

"Thank you Hina. Bye now."

"Bye." 'Hmm well that was weird. I hope she's ok'

The next time Charlie called it was around 6:45pm and he sounded completely panicked. "Are you sure you haven't heard from her yet?" he asked, his usual scratchy voice thick with tension.

"Nope nothing. Is there anything I could do to help? Maybe help look for her or something?" I asked trying to stay calm but failing miserably. Sensing my growing unease, my two dogs, Hoku and Lani, trotted over and licked my hand gently.

"Actually we're gathering a search party, the more people the better."

Looking down at my trusty animals an idea suddenly struck, "I'll do you one better and bring my dogs, maybe they can help sniff her out".

"Sounds good".

"Ok I'll be there in five".

When I got out of my truck five minutes later, the number of people that Charlie had managed to gather in his panic to locate Bella didn't surprise me. He tended to over react when it came to his little girl and most times it was entertaining, now not so much. "Well come on girls, let get a move on!" I said while opening the truck door wider so my heeler hounds, Hoku and Lani, could jump out. Hoku was my eleven-month-old blue heeler hound mix while Lani was my one-year-old red heeler mix. Both had a great sense of smell so hopefully they could find Bella quickly.

As I walked up to Charlie, I noticed he was looking over a map and talking with a man in a wheel chair, a younger boy standing behind him. They both seemed deep in conversation so I waited patiently to be acknowledged. The boy noticed me first and gently bumped Charlie's shoulder, "Hey Charlie I think that girl wants to talk to you."

"Oh Hina, that was fast! Whoa whoa there's a good girl! Long time no see" he smiled gruffly while bending down to scratch the two dogs behind the ears. "Here" he said tossing me a blue blouse, "I figured I'd get you a shirt or something so they'll have her scent."

"Thanks! Now listen here you two, Bella's missing so I need you two to find her as quickly as possible, ok?" I spoke as sternly as possible and automatically Hoku and Lani sat up straighter, their ears facing forward. "Good girls" I cooed while bending down and holding the shirt towards them. They both sniffed it a couple times before their noses immediately hit the ground and they started to fight against their leashes. "Ready?" I asked while grabbing onto the clips on their leashes, their tugs becoming harder, rougher. "Alright, go" I whispered setting them loose and like a rocket they shot off into the dark woods that surrounded Bella's house.

I was about to rush in after them when they started barking loudly, which usually means that they had found their target. Their barks grew louder and louder until with a loud crash they jumped out of the tree on the heels of a giant… man? "I've got her!" the giant rumbled in a deep baritone voice as he rushed towards us, Charlie his main target. Charlie wasted no time in running forward, grabbing his daughter, and booking in to the house where Dr. Gerandy sat waiting patiently.

"Hey those your dogs?" someone asked and I turned to see it was the giant man who had found Bells in the woods, his arms now empty because Charlie had carried her into the house.

"Yah they are" I smiled while resting a hand on both of the dog's heads. "Oh hey sorry about them rushing you a little while ago, I didn't know a search party was already in there looking for her."

"No big deal" he nodded my way before turning and walking back into the woods. "Well goodbye to you to" I murmured before turning around and walking towards the house, my trusty dogs following me faithfully. "Now you two behave when you get in the house ok? We're guests here" I spoke firmly to them while untying my shoe laces and as usual they straightened momentarily before relaxing and walking directly towards the living room, where they found a comfy spot on the rug in front of the heater to lie down and rest. 'Damn dogs didn't even wait for me! Unreal haha'

When I finally walked through the front door Bella was sitting on the couch staring at a wall, seemingly off in space while Dr. Gerandy was quietly collecting his tools and placing them gently into his aging brown leather medic bag. "How is she Doc?"

"Everything seems fine though some sleep wouldn't hurt" he wheezed before stepping closer and whispering "I think she's depressed, you'll help her right?"

"Of course" I smiled kindly at him "After all, she is my best friend." "Good good well have a good night Miss Keiki."

"Good night Dr. Gerandy, drive safely" I wished him and he took a moment to smile kindly at me before he turned and disappeared out the door. 'Now the moment of truth.' "Bella", I called softly so she wouldn't freak out, "It's me, Hina. You ok?"

For a moment she just sat there and stared at the same spot on the wall that she'd been staring at since she was rescued. Then slowly she turned herself so that she was facing me and I swallowed back a gasp. Her eyes, her once beautiful milk chocolate brown eyes, now resembled dead lumps of coal set in a corpse like face. Dark almost black hair hung dull and clumpy down her back where rich, reddish brown locks used to lie. The differences a couple of hours could make were staggering.

Before I could utter a word, Charlie's voice cut in from the top of the stairs, "Bells your showers ready." Without a word she rose quietly and walked up the stairs passing Charlie on his way down.

"Hey Chief, if you need me to stay I'll be more than happy to" I offered when I saw the completely lost and helpless look on his face as he sat down in an old recliner. "Really? That would be great" he sighed before shutting his eyes and falling asleep right there in the living room. 'Damn I guess he was really tired.'

When I got upstairs, I found Bella lying on the floor in the fetal position asleep, a scrapbook lying open besides her. Shuffling closer I bent to close it when a caption caught my eye. It read "Edward Cullen, Charlie's kitchen, Sept. 13th".

"Oh Bells, what are we gonna do with you?" I mumbled quietly, setting the book on the side. As gently as possible, I slipped one arm under her back while the other arm hooked under her knees. When I was sure I wouldn't drop her, I carefully lifted her up and placed her in her bed. The poor girl was so tired she didn't even stir when I tucked her blanket firmly around her slim shoulders. Looking around the room, I spotted an old worn out armchair in the corner, a thick wool blanket tossed over the back. 'Well I guess this is gonna have to work' I thought as I snuggled into the soft, warm fabric of the old blanket, 'At least I didn't have to go looking for a blanket.' Thinking back on everything that happened today, I felt a chill course through my body from my head to the tips of my toes. 'Damn what a mess this turned out to be!'

I wish I had known that was only the beginning of my problems.

That was almost four months ago and still I have yet to see any obvious improvements in my bestie. Sure she still did routine things like going to school, doing all her homework, eating three meals regularly, and maintaining her job at the Newton's sports store but that wasn't what worried me. What worried me was her mental and emotional wellbeing.

Ever since the Cullen's left, she'd have terrible nightmares that would leave her screaming out in fear and panic in her sleep. On the really bad nights, Charlie would call me and I would stay over and just lie in bed with her, doing anything I could to chase the bad dreams away, sometimes staying up until the early morning just to make sure she had a couple hours of sleep. On those nights tears would run down her face in rivers, soaking my shirt until her eyes were so swollen they were forced shut. Then in the morning she would revert back to the walking corpse honor student and all my hard work would be for naught. Charlie really tried his best but I could tell it was taking a toll on him as well. I really thought there was no chance of her ever getting better, which is why one day in January she totally surprised me.

"Morning Hina" she mumbled quietly, her voice scratchy from lack of use. Ok I know it was really un-cool of me to gawk at her, but I couldn't help it! My mouth fell open with a slight pop and my eyes probably were as wide as saucers. She gulped nervously and I immediately snapped out of it with a wide grin. "Oh Bella! Bella you're back! You're back," I practically shouted in her ear as I pounced on her and gave her a backbreaking hug. "What brought this about?" I asked curiously after letting her go so she could take a breath, she was looking a little blue… oops.

"Charlie said he want me to go out and do stuff" she huffed as we made our way into building B where our first class was, "So how about you, me, and Jessica go see a movie tonight?"

"Jessica? As in Jessica Stanley? Aw come on you know I don't like her!" I whined as I opened my locker, which was conveniently next to hers, "Anyone else please? Angela? Lauren? Well maybe not Lauren she's kind of an ass… hmm… wow our choices are slim" I frowned. Didn't we know more girls?

"She isn't that bad" Bella replied, though it sounded more like a scolding then anything, "And she's my friend so yah." Slamming my locker shut, I turned to face her and noticed that her eyes seemed more like her usual milk chocolate then ever before. 'She really is back' I mused as I started walking towards our History class, Bella falling into step behind me, 'Really who am I to say no? If she wants that gossip to tag along, that's fine with me.' "Ok Stanley it is. Did you want me to drive?"

"Um yes? Oh and can you ask her to? Please?" she asked, her eyes widening innocently. "Oh all right after class" I sighed in defeated as the bell rang signaling the start of class. Damn that girl is gonna be the death of me.

To bad for me class ended far to quickly and I found myself standing awkwardly in front of Jessica's desk waiting for her to stuff her things back into her bag. "Hey Jessica, how are you?" I asked, hopefully in a cheerful tone. Lord knows I don't go out of my way to talk to the chick and judging by the suspicious look on her face she knows it as well.

"I'm fine Mahina. No offense but did you want something?" she asked without missing a beat. 'Straight to the point then? Ok.'

"Ok so here's the deal Bella wants to know if you wanna come with us to the movies tonight. I'm driving, unless you want to."

"Hmm… I don't know" she responded after a moment of thought, "Is she really up for it?"

"Totally! In fact it was her idea. And between you and me she needs a girls night so what do you say?" It took her a little while to think it over but in the end she agreed only if she could drive which I readily agreed to. Hey gasoline was getting expensive, don't judge!

After that less then awkward conversation, school flew by quickly and the next thing I know, I'm hopping into the back seat of Jessica's Honda Civic while Bella rode shotgun. For some reason, I didn't sleep well last night so while they conversed to themselves in the front, I decided to take a quick nap. "Hey Bells" I called "Can you wake me up when we get there?"

"Sure no problem" she nodded before turning back to Jessica who had paused in her story about some weirdo that she went on a pity date with the week before. As she started talking again, I felt myself slipping away and soon I was out like a log.

A/N: :D I know I shouldn't be starting another story, especially after failing to update QS101 recently, but in my defense this story is helping out my writer's block? Anyway, this idea just came to me while I was daydreaming about my upcoming new chapter of QS101 and I guess it won top priority (for now) haha. So please R&R! -Mo