Special
Bella Swan was a troubled child right up until she was thrown out onto the streets.
What happens when she finds someone new in her life
Will she live her life in regret.
Introduction
Its amazing really you can never go a day without think you feel like you don't belong here anymore. I for one is one of those people. I am Thirteen year old girl, you could call me special if you like but I know i'm not that sort of special were everyone wants to talk to me. Completely the opposite, nobody comes near me only if they want to beat me up. When I was nine I was raped at the age of Eleven I started to get paranoid a lot, later on that year i was diagnosed with paronia. When i was 12 years old I was diagnosed with a serious metal breakdown problem.
Some other aspects of my life is I can't cope with all the problems I face wether its at school or home so I try to kill myself by slitting my wrists. Its comes harder everyday to look in the mirror and see myself as a disgrace to mankind.
But then again getting abused constantly doesn't help...
Ever since I can remember I have been abused by my parents, they always wanted a perfect little boy for example my little brother. They never wanted a girl and thats why i'm the outcast, but what i can't understand is if they didn't want me then why not put me up for adoption.
Since nobody actually see's i'm here I go days without food sometimes it can be a week and a half until they notice i'm here and decide to give me leftovers.
I'm always left in silence, that left me to hearing voices in my head telling me to do horrible things. These voices ended up me putting my only friend in a coma and me taking an overdose. When I woke up the doctor told me I had a personality disorder.
I don't feel pain anymore so when my parents lock me in the basement for weeks I feel no pain or when my dad sexually abuse's me I feel no pain.
So i'm guessing you get the idea of why I call myself special I am no ordinary teenager girl, I am a disturbed child. Disturbed yes I literally mean disturbed, my life long dream is to work as a Pathologist Technion.
My name is Bella Swan and I come from a home of monsters. Now you know why I can't face to tell anyone about my life, who is going to believe a paronaid, personality disoered, suicidal 13 year old girl. Plus my dad is Chief of Police in this town I call home.
I can't face the truth...
This is just the beginning
The first Chapter Will be Bella but seven years from now.
By the way I do not wish to offend anyone in the slightest way about Bella's problems i have faced some of these myself and i wrote this to express my feelings about my life.
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