Divergent " I Want You"
This is the part after Tris goes through her fear landscape and her and Tobias go back to his room to talk. And he shows her his tattoos. And they talk about why he is in her fear landscape, and how she is afraid of intimacy. The beginning part is actually from the book.
Page 407 from actually book Chapter 31
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He turns toward me. I want to touch him, but I'm afraid of bareness; afraid that he will make me bare too.
"Is this scaring you, Tris?"
"No," I croak. I clear my throat. "Not really. I'm only afraid of what I want."
"What do you want?" Then his face tightens. "Me?"
Slowly I nod.
He nods too, and takes my hand in his gently. He guides my palms to his stomach. His eyes lowered, he pushes my hands up, over his abdomen and over his chest, and holds them against his neck. My palms tingle with the feel of his skin, smooth, warm. My face is hot, but I shiver anyway. He looks at me.
"Someday," he says, "if you still want me, we can… " He pauses, clears his throat. "We can…"
I smile a little and wrap my arms around him before he finishes, pressing the side of my face to his chest. I feel his heartbeat against my cheek, as fast as my own.
"Are you afraid of me, too, Tobias?"
"Terrified," he replies with a smile.
I turn my head and kiss the hollow beneath his throat.
"Maybe you won't be in my fear landscape anymore." I murmur
He bends his head and kisses me slowly.
"Then everyone can call you Six."
"Four and Six." I say.
We kiss, and this time it feels familiar. Will he still be in my fear landscape?, I think. I don't want to be afraid anymore. We still have a few hours till the welcoming banquet…
"Tobias," I whisper, " I don't want to be afraid anymore."
I look up into his eyes, and his face tightens. I kiss his neck, " I want this, I want you."
"I want you." He whispers back and kisses me softly. I look up, and nod in conformation.
He slowly starts to take my shirt off, as we move to the bed. His shirt is already off from when he showed me his tattoos. I run my hand along his back and then move to his pants. I slide them off and he takes mine off too, as we continue to kiss.
We fall onto the bed together, I'm usually afraid of intimacy, but not now. It's time to face my fears, and be brave. I go against everything I was taught as a child.
Tobias is new at this too, and I pull back from our passionate kiss and look at his face. He stares back. This is what I want, time to be brave Tris.
I start to take off my panties slowly, and he takes his boxers off too. My mouth finds his again and my tongue starts to explore. Our mouths move in unison, and I grab his erected penis, but I don't know what to do with it. So I just start to rub it, and Tobias lets out a quiet moan.
I release my hand from his throbbing cock, and I lay down with my head on his pillows. Tobias gets on top and enters me. It hurts really badly at first, but then I start to enjoy it. He pulls my bra off, and looks down at my bare chest. He caresses my breasts and continues to thrust in me.
It reminds me when Peter almost touched me, I shiver, and release that thought from my mind. He saved me. Tobias saved my life that night. I look up into his dark blue eyes, and thank him with a kiss.
Tobias thrusts in deeper, and I am no longer a virgin anymore, and neither is he. He is mine, and I am his. I escape a loud moan, and scream his name!
"TOBIASSS!"
My orgasm makes me shutter throughout my entire body, and it was wonderful! Tobias looks into my eyes, "I'm about to cum!" he says, and releases his load into me!
I shiver at the wonderful feeling of his semen, and Tobias slowly pulls out as he pants and lies down next to me.
I lay my head on his chest, "That was amazing!" I say breathing heavily
"You are wonderful Tris," he says and rubs my back soothingly, "I think I'm falling in love with you"
"I think I'm falling in love with you," I say back. I lift my head and give him a peck on his lips.
I wind my hands into his, and we just talk and kiss for two hours, until we hear people stir outside. It's time for the banquet.
I get up and Tobias smiles at me, he seems lighter and happier. I don't want to leave his side, but it's time for the results of whose going to be in Dauntless. He sits up and walks toward me, as I put my black pants and shirt back on.
He lifts my chin and kisses me one last time before he puts his clothes back on, and we walk out, hand in hand, to go to the banquet.
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