I sat at the table, checking the clock on the wall for about the seventeenth time. "Where the hell is that bastard..." I thought, huffing and resting my head in my hands. Spain had left earlier that morning and said he'd be back in a couple hours. "I couple hours my ass," I mumbled outloud, "It's already eleven. What the hell could he be doing for fifteen hours?"
I looked at it once again, a mix of agitation and worry filling me. Thoughts rushing through my head as I looked at the table and kicked my foot. "What if he was just busy? What if he was hurt? What if he got drunk again?" I sighed once agian, and then it hit me...what if he was with a women? I felt my chest tighten at the thought, my mind clouding with hurt and rage. "Why do I care so much," I thought, "I don't give a fuck if he's with a women. I don't..."
I put my hand on my head, knowing that no matter how many times I repeated that statement, it was a lie. I didn't like to think about him being with a women, or anyone for that matter...but why? Why did I care so much? I mean, it's natural for guys to be with women, and I always heard France describe Spain as the flirtatous type. "He probably sleeps with lots of girls..." I slammed my hand down on the table angrily at this thought. "Bastard!" I yelled aloud as I quickly checked the clock once again.
"That's always a nice way to be greated." I jumped and looked up, seeing the familiar face smiling at me. He walked over to the coatrack, hanging up his jacket as he spoke, "So did you miss me? Did everything go ok while I was gone? Have you eaten anything?" He continued on and on with his nagging questions, but I wasn't paying attention. I stood up, pushing my chair back loudly as I did so, and stared down at the floor. I could tell this caught his attention because I could feel his eyes on me now. "Is somthing wrong, Lovi?" He asked concerned, taking a step towards me. "Don't call me that." I said annoyedly as I continued to stare at the ground, hiding my face from him. "Where have you been?" I started, anger and a twinge of hurt in my voice, "You said you'd only be gone a couple hours. You've been gone more than half the day! Where the hell have you been?!" My voice was growing louder now as I slammed my hands down on the table again. "Who the hell do you think you are, you bastard?! You can't just tell me you'll be home in a couple hours and then not show up, I-I get worried, a-a nd you know I don't like to be here alone! You can't just do these things Antonio, they bother me! You can't just go off and sleep with women whenever you want and think it won't bother me because it does-..!" I froze mid-sentence, my eyes widening as I realized what was going on. "D-did I just say that?" I thought to myself as I felt the tears still running down my face. "Shit!" My mind was racing again, "What am I gonna do? What's he gonna say? What's he thinking right now? I can't believe I said that! I-" "Lovino." His voice sliced through my thoughts, but I still didn't dare look up at him or move so I just stood, frozen in place. However, his next words caused me to look at him in complete shock. "You're jealous...aren't you?"
I just stared at him now, my eyes wide and my mouth agap. I'd stopped crying but I could still feel the wet trail my tears had left. I kept trying to speak but nothing would come out as I continued to stare at him, "Wh-wha...I-I...no...I-I just...I-I.." I started to get caught up in my thoughts again, so much that I didn't even notice as he started to walk towards me. "J-jealous..I'm not. No, I-I can't be...why would I be jealous? I'm not...no..I'm not. Am I? I mean, sure I can't stand the thought of him being with anyone but...j-jealous? There's no way...no way...I have no reason to be jealous..I-I just-.."
I gasped and jumped slightly as a pair of warm arms were wrapped around me, pulling me close to the Spainard. At first I wasn't sure what was going on because my mind wasn't working fast enough, but then I realized. I became distressed, flailing in his arms as I tried to get away, tears once again moving down my face. "Let me go you bastard!" I cried, half-heartidly pounding on his chest with my fists as I continue to struggle. "You can't just do these things Antonio! Y-you can't! I have feelings too..I-I..you just can't! I hate not knowing where you are, a-and not knowing when you'll be home! I-I hate being worried that you won't come back everytime you leave, always thinking you'll just forget about me! I-I hate that you're always on my mind, th-that I can't think about anything else! I-I hate it..!" I stopped flailing and clutched his shirt in my hands, crying into his chest, "I-I hate you, you bastard..why can't I stop thinking about you...wh-why...?"
"Lovino..." He whispered in my ear, pulling me closer and tighter to him as he rubbed my back soothingly, "I'm sorry I'm home so late...I just got caught up at work..I would have been home later because Francis asked if I wanted to go out with him and Gilbert for a while, but I told him no because I wanted to come home and see my Lovino.." I looked up at him curiously as he said this, "Y-you did..?" He nodded, speaking again, "Yes, I did. And Lovi...I will admit, I have slept with people before." I started to look down, until he spoke up again, "But that was in the past. Lovino, I couldn't even imagine being with anyone again, not since I met you. When I met you I just..." He seemed to stop and think for a moment, "I just couldn't think of being with anyone else." I tilted my head to the side, trying to understand what exactly he meant by that. "So...y-you haven't been with anyone since you met me..?" I asked meekly, feeling my chest tighten in a different way as he nodded. "W-well that makes me feel like an ass!" I faked anger, crossing my arms and pulling back from him as I looked away, "I don't want you to be unhappy just because you feel the need to for me...if you want to see people, go right ahead..."
"But I don't want to see anyone...anyone except you."

Well, I hope everyone enjoyed the first chapter of "Te Amo, Mi Amore" :) if you'd like, go ahead and tell me what you thought about it with a review, I would very much appreciate it! Also, if you have any suggestions or such, feel free to leave it in the reviews as well or even send me a PM, because critiquing is greatly appreciated as well. I can't really say how many chapters to expect for "Mi Amore", because at the moment I'm not quite sure how long I'm gonna make it. But either way, I hope you all liked and will be awaiting the next chapter :) And the answer to the question I know is on all of your minds: Yes, it will be filled with lemony goodness x3 so don't worry! It'll just come in later chapters :P

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