HELLO WORLD!

this is my first fanfiction so let's all be nice

This is a one shot during catching fire before Peeta comes to wake Katniss up after Gale's whipping. Think about it, yeah then. Haymitch and Peeta have a talk about Katniss and her feelings for Peeta and how Peeta feels.

Disclaimer :sadly I own nothing:(

PPOV:

"Hey Haymitch! " I yell trying to wake him. He still won't wake so I yell "Ahhh Haymitch you out of beer!" This makes him wake up.

"Come on let's go to the hob and get more," he's stumbling around and I have to contain my laughter.

"I was just kidding" I say setting down the bread and myself. He just grunts and sits down himself.

We sit there for a while eating bread and him drinking beer. Normally we always have something to talk about but we both have the same thing on our minds. Gale's whipping .

"OK, "Haymitch starts "come on its time to start talking."

I continue to look down at my bread not saying anything for a while as Haymitch continues to stare daggers into me.

Finally I say "Their's nothing to talk about" I whisper. Obviously it was loud enough for him to hear me.

"No, don't do that, I saw the way you looked at her. We both know that she looked at him with longing, and I know that you wish she looked at you with as much feeling as him."

"No I don't" I say with anger i'm trying to keep at bae but I'm lying. I really wish she does. Luckily I'm a great liar.

"Don't give me that bullshit, I know your lying Peeta I can read you like a book"

Damn. Now I get mad " OK first of all don't act like you know the first thing about me"

"I do know you, boy"Haymitch tries to state back pointing his finger.

"Oh yeah, what's my favorite color?" This time he stays quiet. "Yeah, that's what I thought. Second of all, I just wanna say that I'm tired of it okay. "

"Tired of what?" He asks. Now we're staying to get quieter and a bit sentimental

"Tired of fighting a losing battle. " I say with a bit of sadness in my voice. He looks at me with confusion so I continue. "OK, look, Katniss and Gale are obviously perfect for each other. They've known each other for God's know how long and what am I, just the kid who's loved her since we were 5 years old but never has had the balls to talk to her and when I finally do,I ruin it by being a jackass to her and not talking to her for 6 months and expects her to welcome me ball with open arms. Well to that I say hell no. I don't deserve her love but that doesn't mean I don't want itwith ago my heart. He is able to take care of her and love her how she's supposed to be loved so I sure as hell won't stop her from getting that. "

"Well what about you-!" Haymitch says starting to get mad once more

"What about me? " I say staying calm.

"You're acting like your feelings don't even matter!" He asks still angry but not being as loud.

"And who do they matter to?" I see that he wants to say something but I stop him before he does."No seriously think about it, who really cares about me"

Once again I have made Haymitch quiet as a mouse, until he says "What you don't see boy is that she loves him like a brother and she loves you like a husband."

I think about it for a minute and then remember all those kisses her and Gale shared and all the ones we've shafted and how mines were an act so I say "No, no you're wrong sure loves him and that's that" I say. With that I get up and go to the Everdeens house while he calls after me.

When I walk in Katniss is sleep near Gale's scared up body.

"Hey..."

And this was my fanfiction tell me how you feel. Just to remind you this was my first fanfiction so don't be too mean with reviews please just tell me where I need improvement.