Edward's POV
I didn't know what I was doing. Why was I doing this? I knew the reason why but it was the right decision for me. But it was for her. I had to leave her. I wish there was someway I could be with her without hurting her. Time after time after time. I wanted to be with her but there was no other alternative. I wish I was human with her.
I opened the passenger door for Bella. I walked round the car and got in my seat.
"Do you mind if I come over tonight?" I asked in a voice that did not belong to me.
"Of course not," Bella said, "but I have to post a letter to Renee." I looked at the envelope in her hands. I started the car.
"Okay." I stopped at the post box and Bella got out posting it. I sighed.
"Why am I doing this?" I said wishing once again that I was human and that I didn't have to hurt her this way. Bella got back in the car when I felt a wave of shock go through me. This was something I have never felt before. I cleared my throat.
"Are you okay?" Bella asked as my eyes rolled back into my head. Something very strange was going on. This was not natural.
"Yeah," I said. I started the car again. I pushed my speed further. It was nearing 120mph. My eyes were going fuzzy. This was not right. I blinked, unwillingly and next thing I knew we were out of control. I heard Bella screaming beside. My mind was racing. How could I have lost control of the car? The front of the car bashed into a tree ahead. My body went flying forward. I heard a squeal of a car behind me and on the side of me. I turned my head to look at Bella and saw a car coming towards us. I yelled.
"Bella!"
That was all I could remember.