okiee guys this is kinda a weirdd one ... butt I had a rush and ii had to write itt R&&R pleaseeee ^_^
Imagine living in darkness, and nothing else.
Where pain is everything and anything that you feel.
Time not going forward and not going backward … life stuck in that one place where you've run and run and figured out that as much as you do you'll never get to that one place where you're needed the most!!!!
Life was like that for me.
That time I saw Bella jumping off the cliff. I watched over her through everything, I may have not been there for her when she needed me the most.
The one person that was there for her when I left and she turned into nothing but an empty shell that walks like the dead, talks like a robot, and barely eats. Jacob was that one that was there for her!
That moment Bella was about to take the leap of her life, to die, she wouldn't just kill herself, one person, but take the lives of two others.
Her life was connected to mine and Jacobs just as much as I loved her, immensely.
If Bella left, I left.
If Bella left, Jacob left.
Both ways, three lives would be lost and many would grieve in the memory of them.
Typically Bella had become that one person that my life longed for, the one that would help me live and be happy.
But without her … there was NO … NO valid reason for me to live, and roam the Earth for eternity without the love of my life.
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It had been five minutes since I had stood there, as I finally heard Jacob approaching.
We took that one second to look at each other and understood each other's pain …
No Bella. No life.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
That one scream pierced my heart, as I watched the love of my existence jump and die.
As myself and Jacob stood there … frozen to our spots.
And in that last instant all I felt was darkness ... and I knew I died ……
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IF Bella didn't live .. neither did we !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well ..? this was a one-shot ...
I kinda had a rusha dn the words just got typed and I didn't EXACTLY realize what I was typing until i was done !!!!
anywazzyyii tel me wha yuh all think !!!! : )