Title: Drowning In You
Author: Gacktaddict1330
Pairing: Sho/Kei
Genre: Drama
Rating: T
Warnings: Angst
Summary: Kei thinks of Sho while he is incarcerated.
Notes: Well, no names are mentioned, but I had them in mind when writing this. Some of the events from the movie are sorta mentioned in it, it's all from Kei's POV (if you couldn't tell).
Disclaimer: I only wish I owned Moon Child
As I sit here today, I think of you.
You're always in my thoughts.
I try not to envision you how I remember you.
I haven't seen you in nine long years, so I know not how you have changed.
I long to see you.
To feel your cool hand on my face on the rare occasion you feel exceedingly gentle after I've have a nightmare.
To be honest, I do not dream of my mentor anylonger.
I haven't for years now.
My dreams are of you.
Of bleu eyes that seem to stare into my soul,
looking at me in hate.
I hear a silent scream, that shakes me to my very core.
I am afraid.
I admit, I need you.
I have felt frighteningly empty.
A void in my soul since I left you.
I know I need to let you go,
But I also know I can not.
I can not leave images of your innocently bright smile behind.
It captivated me and drew me close from the first moment.
A ray of sunlight I could play in, without getting burned.
You led me out of the darkness,
I have put myself back in.
I claw my way to the surface,
But just as my head breaks the waves,
I am pulled back down by a tenticle of dread around my ankle.
I'm running out of air.
Please come save me.
I can feel the burn in my throat as I am pulled deeper.
Eventually, I will loose this eternal struggle.
I long for that day.
Until then however, I will dream of you.
~Owari~