How many times I've wanted to tell her everything on my mind
How many times I've wanted to tell her "I love you"
How many times I've insulted her
When all I wanted was to hold her
How many times? I don't know.
I've lost count.
It seems that there's always something to divide us:
Parents
Friends
Fiancees
Our own fights.
I like to fight with her.
It's fun, a game I play to get her angry and beautiful.
How can I ever say all this to her?
How many times have I written how I've felt
Only to burn the page in the fire.
How many days until I have enough courage?
Truly, I don't know.