Oh just to let you guys know this is sorta of a songfic. The song is P.S I still love you by Rihanna. Reminds of New moon. Please review!

Dear Edward,

How have you been? I just this urge to turn on the radio. Yeah I know you don't care. I was just lying on my bed. Then this song comes on. It just made me sadder than I already am. But, then again I couldn't help but smile because it describes how I've been feeling all these months that you've been gone. I should have just known that all those months that we were together were only going to last for a limited time. Just like I've known. I have so many things to say I just can't put into forms of sentences. Maybe making them into this letter will be easier. Maybe the words will come out better. Maybe something for both of our understandings. I wish I could press rewind but I can't. If I could I would wish that I could've stayed in Arizona. But, how can I say that most of my better life has been here, in Forks. This were I met you. So let me rephrase that I would press rewind to make sure that you would never leave me, and make it stay like that. I'm just so lost! Sorry for going on and on. I'm really trying to get you out of mind but, I really can't. EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF YOU! Even the stupidest things! I'm so pathetic! Hope you never get to see this. Hope to see you soon. I've tried and tried to get you out of mind.

Love,

Bella Swan

(P.S "I'm still not over you")

What's up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
And it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line To the story of me and you
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried To get you out my mind But it don't get no better As each day goes by And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose Hope to hear from you soon P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on But there's a lot of feelings that still remain after you were gone I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
did you know I kept all of your pictures don't have the strength to part with them yet Oh no...
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose

Hope to hear from you soon P.S. I'm still not over you
still not over you