Broken. That was the Word that describes her right now. She is hurting so much, that she already thought of taking her own life away. She is certainly thinking about doing it. But…someone knocks on the door. Her savior.

"Kensi?" she hears Deeks calling. "I know you are there, and I also know you´re not ok….please talk to me."

He was right. She was not okay. She was far from it. And the sees herself in the mirror, with the box of pills in her hand, thinking about doing IT. And finally, she reached her decision.

You are probably thinking about what made her do this. And that´s what I am going to explain: 6 months ago, the team got a case where kensi had to go undercover , has a women named Emma banks. Emma was a women who had a drug problem, and had been arrested a couple of times for possession of drugs. they had to get proves of possesion of drugs at one party. so she went to the party. Her mission was easy: get in; get proves of existence of the drug; get out. But it got complicated. This guy: Reid Johnson, became the worst of her nightmares. She got in; she got the proves, but….she almost didn't get out. The guy wasn´t just a "guy", he as a rapist wanted for LAPD for almost 4 years. He had already raped 5 women and killed 2 of them. But she didn´t knew. No one knew. So he did it. Yes, he did what you think he did. And before that, he´s been blackmailing her. Saying: " if you don´t do what I say, I will kill him." She knew who was "him". The most important person of her life. Deeks. And she can´t live like this, the image of Reid in her head every time she closes her eyes. He tried to help her but, she can´t take it anymore….It´s over.

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so...what did you think? i am sorry for the bad english i am not american...or canadian or anithinh like that XD. I hope i made the soty clear, if i didin´t send me a review and i will explain. the first chapter is short because it´s like an introdution and i promise the next one will be long, but only if i get reviews ! tell me if you lliked please :)) XAU AÍ PESSOAL!( bye people XD)*it´s portugese XD* YES I AM! XD

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