Death is the only answer or is it

Disclaimer: I dont own Shaman King!

Kari Morales

Age: 15

Race: Puerto Rican

Hair: Knee-length silver hair

Eyes: Crimson Red

Skin: Light Tan

Family: Deceased

Spirts: 2

1. Nyx- the goddess of the night. She has long white hair with black eyes. She wears a long black Ancient Greek dress. She is very motherly to Kari. Her medium are dual katanas.

2. Sakura- The princess of an ancient clan of angels. They were healers and that's what she is. Kari can make her solid by using her feather she found in Sakura's temple. She helps keep Kari healthy. Has pink hair and green eyes.

Familiar: 1

1. Ryu- A silver dragon that Kari can summon.

Kari was walking through the streets of Queens in her old neighborhood. She had a fight with her boyfriend a week ago. You see Kari is a shaman with two powerful spirits. That's right spirits, when she was a child….

'No don't get started on that!' She walked to a bench outside her old apartment building. She plopped down looking up at the sky. She frowned once again remembering her fight with her boyfriend. 'Hao…' She had a sad look on her face. 'Why couldn't you understand? Is it because you've been hurt so much that you can't trust easily?' She sighed remembering what happened a week ago…

/Flashback/ !IMPORTANT!

Kari was walking back to Hao's campsite. 'I can't wait to show him my gift!' She had a very happy smile on her face. 'I wonder if he'll like my gift!' She was so excited. A female voice interrupted her thoughts "Kari you should watch where you are walking." Kari turned to glare at Nyx upset that she interrupted her daydream. She heard a giggle from above. "Nyx-sama's right Kari-chan!" She directed her glare at Sakura. "I hate you two…" Sakura flew down from the sky "No you don't!" Kari ignored her.

Kari's eyes brightened when she saw the light of the campfire ahead. She started to run towards it and soon skidded to a stop seeing her boyfriend waiting for her. She smiled at him "Hi H-" he was glaring at her clearly furious about something. She became concerned wondering what was wrong. But she didn't have to wait long to find out.

"Who was that man you were with at the market place?" asked Hao. Kari stared at him blankly wondering what the hell he was talking about. Then she realized "Oh that was one of my childhood friends Kyo." Hao growled "Do not lie to me!" Kari quickly glared at him growing angry herself, "I'm not he's my best friend from my old neighborhood!" Hao glare turned cold. "Leave." Kari looked at him shocked . "But Hao-" "I said LEAVE!" Kari looked at him tears falling from her eyes and quickly ran away. She summoned Ryu for she could leave.

/End Flashback/

Kari got up from the bench feeling tears well up in her eyes. Hoping to clear her head she began to walk again. Only to stop when she saw the playground she used to play in with her mom. The pressure of her tears started to sting from her memory with her mom…

/Flashback/ !IMPORTANT!

A five year old Kari was playing on the jungle gym with the neighborhood kids. She looked at a young woman with long black hair and purple eyes. "Mommy! Mommy! Look at what I can do!" Kari started to swing on the bars. Her mother's eyes widened and quickly ran to her daughter. It was too late. Time seemed to slow down as Kari let go of the bars and seemed to twist in the air landing on top of the jungle gym.

Kari grinned quickly looking at her mother for a response. Only to wince when she saw her mother's expression. 'She looks like Ryujin!' You see Ryujin was Kari's mother, Reia's, spirit. He was the god of dragons. Reia quickly ran to the jungle gym and picked up her daughter holding to her chest tightly. "Don't you ever do that again!" Kari quickly nodded and jumped from her mother's embrace. Giving her mom a quick smile Kari ran back to the other kids.

/End Flashback/

Kari smiled sadly as she sat on the same jungle gym. Remembering how naïve she was for thinking she could be with her mother forever! 'But just like everything else she was taken away from me!' Angry tears came out of her eyes as she repeatedly slammed her fist on the bars. 'I was so helpless!'

Last one! /Flashback/ !IMPORTANT!

A seven year old Kari was running up the stairs to her apartment. She had gone to a movie with Kyo and his family. 'I can't wait to tell mommy about the movie!' She quickly stopped at her apartment door. 'That's strange the door's open…' Quickly taking out her two katanas out of her bag she performed spirit unity with Nyx. She heard footsteps in her mother's room.

She quickly ran to the room only to cry out when she got there. On the floor in a puddle of blood was Reia. Reia smiled weakly at her daughter "I'm sorry little one. Cough… don't live in hatred." With that Reia died.

A women's evil laugh interrupted the silence. "Stupid bitch should have listened to me." The woman looked at Kari "So you're the one who our father wanted." She laughed at Kari's shocked look. "Yes he is also yours. After that Asakura brat killed him I've been searching for you. I can resurrect him by sacrificing you! Now come here little sister!" She tried to grab Kari's arm but was shoved away. The women, (let's call her Kendall) Kendall gasped in shock at the sight of the little girl.

Meanwhile, Kari had let her anger and hatred control her. Quickly using her feet to push herself off the ground Kari used Nyx's fighting style to attack her. Kendall looked at her shocked that a child would do such a thing. Only to wince when she looked at Kari's eerily glowing eyes. The sclera (white part) was black, while the iris was an insane gold, and her pupils narrowed . Kendall stared at her fear taking over her body.

Kari grinned maniacally and insanely "I'll slowly kill you. Tearing you apart bit by bit. You shall not receive any mercy. My mother shall be avenged." And soon Kari lived up to that promise…

A few hours later Kari gained control over her emotions and mind. She quickly grabbed her mother's corpse using Nyx's teleporting abilities to go to her mother's favorite spot. It was a clearing full of flowers with a small pond. She quickly dug a hole to bury her mother. She looked up at the sky praying that her mother was in heaven. "Goodbye Mommy." And soon Kari started to sob quietly. Kari screamed as it began to pour and she heard thunder. And to think that it was her seventh birthday.

/End Flashback/

Kari now was walking back to the clearing where her mother was buried. Kari smiled sadly standing in front of the grave. "Hello mommy I got into a fight with Hao. I don't think he'll ever come back. I know you probably will tell me that everything's going to be alright but it won't. I know if I commit suicide you'll become upset but I can't help it."

Kari unsheathed one of her katanas and continued "Mommy I can't take it anymore. The one I love hates me and for a stupid misunderstanding. I ran away and I'm still running. I can't live anymore." Nyx and Sakura looked at their shaman sadly. Wishing that they could help her. Hoping that Hao realized his mistake and was on his way.

Kari smiled for the last time "Goodbye Hao, Adiós mi Amado(1) . I hope you can forgive me." And with that she positioned the katana above her stomach and got ready to cut it open. She heard something land behind her. 'No this furyoku…. It can't be…. Hao! Please don't come over here!' But unfortunately, for her, he had walked towards her.

Hao was looking at her sorrowfully but was soon glaring at her. Kari tried to turn her head away for she wouldn't have to see him, but he wouldn't let her. Hao gently took her katana from her hand and sat down with her on his lap. Hao buried his face in her hair as if afraid that she would disappear. Hao started to talk "I know I overreacted and should have listened to you. I'm sorry okay? I love you more than anything so please don't leave me."

Kari looked surprised then happy at what he said. Kari smiled and turned around in his lap. She kissed him on the cheek which simply told him she forgave him. Hao smiled and kissed her on her lips passionately.

/10 years later/

Three children played in the yard of a mansion. One was a girl about 5 with silver hair and chocolate brown eyes. Another was a boy about 5 with brown hair and crimson red eyes. The last was a little girl about 3 with black hair and purple eyes. Kari was relaxing on a yard chair in a simple baggy black sweat pants and a simply red shirt. She had a beautiful wedding ring on her right index finger.

The last girl ran up to her asking to be picked up. Kari laughed at her daughter's antics and picked her up. "So Reia do you want to help mommy make dinner?" The little girl giggled and nodded. Her son, Jin ran up to her "Momma when's papa coming home?" The first girl ran up too "Jin papa's the shaman king he's busy." Jin glared at her "Nobody asked you Kin!" Kari chuckled ushering the children in to help with dinner.

An hour later Kari was finishing the stew when she felt two muscular arms go around waist and someone's face in her hair. She smiled and turned around giving the owner a big kiss on the lips. Hao stared down at her lustfully and lovingly. Kari hit his arm with her fist while rolling her eyes. "I need to finish dinner baka so please if you aren't going to help leave." Hao smirked and pushed her onto the counter and started to suck on her neck. He stopped and looked at her "Fine but you're going to repay me tonight." With that he walked away and she touched her neck. There was a hickey! She blushed heavily before yelling "HAO?!"

The kids looked at their father in question. Hao merely shrugged it off and started his story again.

(1)Adiós mi Amado- Goodbye my beloved.