but there was no one to eat it with... becuase he was having dinner with Haruhi. even if i made dinner for him he porbably would say he ate already. sometime i think he does'nt even love me anymore. i walked up stairs and made our bed. watched a movie and went to sleep.
in the morning he was there sleeping on the counch. i was going to wake him up but i always liked a sleeping Hikaru..so defense-less... i started to stare at him even deaper..and deeper..i got closer enough for me to kiss him..it was to tempting to walk away and not kiss him..
but i just remebered Hikaru does'nt know i love him like that. he would proabably never forgive me if i did something like that. and just my luck... right when i was siting there ontop of him on the counch he woke up... '' WHAT ARE YOU DOING?'' he said.
i abmeatatly jumped off the counch and i fell on the floor. ''nothing i was just seeing if you were awake..'' ''why were you ontop of me kaoru?''
i was blushing so hard i might as well tell him. all these feelings i felt inside for him but i just could'nt say it..i could'nt reach out and touch his hair. i could'nt kiss him because he does'nt love me like that in anyway.
''KAORU ARE YOU GOING TO SAY ANYTHING?'' ''im sorry...'' ''IM SORRY th..THAT I LOVE YOU TO MUCH!'' IM SORRY I CAN'T GIVE YOU WHAT HARUHI GIVE'S YOU'' IM SORRY YOU DON'T LOVE ME LIKE I LOVE YOU HIKARU!''
i started to cry.. i looked him in the eyes and sayed ''i love you Hikaru..'' ''DON'T SAY THAT KAORU!'' ''WERE BROTHER'S!'' YOUR DISCUTING!'' i started to cry even more..it's all over now'' i thought. now he'll never love me. he'll never forgive me for what i just said.
''im sorry..'' I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT KAORU!'' he sayed.
''kiss me.'' i said.
''NO I HATE YOU I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!''
he ran out the door. and left me there to cry...to suffer...
he did stop loving me right after Haruhi joined the host club. now im alone... i tried to get up but i just could'nt i could'nt live anymore.
not without him.
but i finally got up and ran after him. ''HIKARU WAIT!''
it was raining outside when i got out there. it was freezing cold but i did'nt care. befor he left..befor he disapeared from my life i wanted to do something.
just in time i catched up with him. i grabbed him by the shirt flung him mangaed to fall on the ground with me right on top of him.
''Hikaru i love you.''
befor he could say something i kissed him on the lips. this was what i always wanted.. for him to love me..for him to kiss me..to hold me...to kiss in the rain.
the end hope you enjoyed!