Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter.

Summary: He was never one to believe in fairytales. Lily/Remus, James/Lily. FreeVerse–Written for the Taylor Swift Challenge: love and heartbreak-

A/N: Thanks hugely to my beta, Miles333.

My response to the 'Taylor Swift' challenge - love and heartbreak over at HPFC.

My song was White Horse and the pairing Remus/Lily.

Warning: Not happy


Smile

weep

Laugh

And everyone knows he's

happy for them

(That's a

l

i

e)

He's h u r t

And no on knows

(Do they?)

X

She says she's sorry (She'ssosorry) That she didn't want t h i s for him

And he can't help but

believe her

(Because he's that kind of guy)

X

Weep

Smile

Laugh

Because everyone knows he's happy for them

X

He holds on (because he loves her ohsomuch) and he loves him like a brother and the days drag by

The game's still

p

l

a

y

e

d

With his heart and her lies

X

Laugh

Smile

W e e p

He tells himself he's happy…for them…lieslieslies

X

Stupid, boy

He should have known, oh he should have known

That h e ' d be the one she'll choose

Because he's him and he's done things

X

S m I le

Weep

Laugh

Doesn't anyone see the pain inside?

X

And he doesn't deserve her love like he does

But she keeps coming and he knows she doesn't love him like she loves him

And he was never one to believe in fairytales

But he couldn't help but want one

With

h

e

r

X

Weep

Smile

Laugh

Everything's crumbling

fallfallfall

X

He was a dreamer before she came and made him fall

And it's too late for her

To come around

He was wrong

To really think she cared about someone like him

He never stood a chance

With those emerald eyes

X

Laugh

Smile

W e e p

H u r t

X

His mistake, he didn't want to fall in love

And he shouldn't have because he was his best friend

And he loved her

He knows he didn't deserve her, but he couldn't help but fall

He had so many dreams, happy endings, about him, her, them

An everything fell apart

And now he's here and she's there, with him

And the tears he feels in his eyes, they're y

Or that's what he says

And he never got his happy ending

Even when they did

But that doesn't matter does it?

X

H u r t

The pain is too much

X

And really, why didn't he stop it before it became this?

Tell her it was too late for her to come around?

She was only using him (foolishfoolishboy)

But he went and got lost in those eyes

He never really had a chance anyway

And no one would blame him for wanting a happy ending

Because with that red hair and emerald eyes

She was everything

But he never had an opening

Because he was there too

And he was everything he wasn't

x

s

It' to drownhim

X

And he remembers just hours before

She was begging him to fight for her

Just like he always wanted to but he's sorry

Didn't she see that he wouldn't…for him, for her?

X

Pain

How much can he t a k e?

X

He promises himself that he'll find sometone that would treat him better

then she ever did

Someone who wasn't in love with one of his best friends

Someone who wouldn't make him pick

Because he's one of his best friends

And he wouldn't do that to him

He's barely holding it tpgether (his mask is so firmly in place)

They're married

And he's forgetting the woman

The witch

The loveofhislife

Who was his entire world

X

Smile

Laugh

Weep

and

He's

f

A

L

L

I

N

G

And it's too late for anyone to catch him now.


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