She wakes up
My eyes adjusted to the beaming light that met my weary mind
Rage and grace
I turned over on to my aching left side
Pulling me closer
My eyes met Alucard's. He was sat on the left side of my bed
Pushing away
I was surprised, but didn't show it, I just carried on staring into the scarlet orbs that were his eyes
And me, the sharpest thorn on your vine
"Good morning, Seras" he finally spoke
Twisting and turning we're all intertwined
I began "M-morning…"
Broken wing
My sides were still aching
Empty glass
I sat up and reached for the glass of blood I had by my bed last night. Forgetting I'd drank it all
Words that scream and bounce right back
"Alucard…" I began
She says "You know, we'd all like to rearrange"
"What are you doing here?" I asked
I wish I could fix you
"I wanted to see you" he was staring at me with the deepest truth in his eyes
And make you how I want you
"How long have been sat here?" I questioned him again
Wish I could fix you
"Not long. I thought you might be up by now…" He replied sincerely
And I wish you could fix me
We were both silent for what seemed like hours
I wish I could heal you
Eventually, I broke eye contact with him
And mend where you are broken
I could tell he was still looking at me
Wish I could heal you
So I looked back again
And I wish you could heal me
Narrowing my eyes slightly
The beaming sunrise buries the night
I glanced at the blinding sunlight seeping in through the small window in my room
The settling sun destroys the light
And I remembered the crimson moon that fateful night
And she says "Baby I've got to get going"
"I should get ready for work, Alucard" I said forcing myself to get out of bed
Cutting each other without even knowing
He nodded solemnly
She see's a million stars, like holes in the sky
Sat on the edge of the bed, I recalled the night before…
All gods' tears for her they cry
The amount of ghouls I had killed…
And I am in her rain
I didn't realise how long I had been sat on the edge of the bed
I wish I could fix you
"Seras?"
And make you how I want you
"Yes…? Master?"
Wish I could fix you
"Do you want me to leave?"
And I wish you could fix me
I looked at him inquisitively
I wish I could heal you
"So you can get dressed" he continued
And mend where you are broken
"Oh…" I began again
Wish I could heal you
"Well… actually… Alucard, I've wanted to tell you something… Something… important"
And I wish you could heal me
"If I'm completely sincere, there's something I've wanted to tell you too Seras"
Broken wing
This was the first time I'd ever heard Alucard unsure in his speech
Empty glass
"But… Ladies first" He said grandly
Words that scream and bounce right back
"I've been feeling this way for such a long time. I might as well just spit it out and get it over with… I-I love you…" I said blushing wildly and looking away
She says "You know, we'd all like to rearrange"
Alucard delicately put his hand underneath my chin and carefully guided it back to make me look him straight in the face.
"I feel exactly the same" he said genuinely with a slight smile
My eyes widened in bliss. Alucard leaned in closer and kissed me delicately.
There are so many things in my life I've remembered and forgotten, but I will never forget the true heaven that was that kiss.