First attempt at smut- whilst trying to keep it fluffy, let me know what you think.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Glee.
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This was it. This would be a defining moment in their relationship.
"Do you want to go upstairs?" Rachel asked Quinn. She had taken her girlfriend out to an expensive Italian restaurant- Rachel would be missing some vocal classes after that- followed up by a nice stroll in the park, then they came back to Rachel's house for a movie.
This was their last week before they started college. They knew they wanted it to be slow and a quickie on alternate weekends wouldn't be fair on either of them.
They'd spent the last two hours snuggled up on the couch, trading gentle kisses. Mainly just enjoying each other's company and not thinking about what they were going to do.
Rachel's fathers were out of town on business so they had the house to themselves. They had discussed it at length and decided that they were ready to take the next step in their relationship. They had been fooling around slightly, with a lot of grinding taking place and shirts going missing.
In all honesty, Rachel was ready to give herself to Quinn but she'd be lying if she said that she wasn't scared. She had the most sought after girlfriend in the whole school; it was a lot of pressure. She ended up asking Noah for advice which basically led to mental scarring and was of no use. That wound up in her resorting to Google. She would need many years of therapy after that too. Why would someone want to put hot sauce down there?
It turned out most guys generally lasted between one to five minutes their first time or they couldn't stay hard because of nerves. This was not comforting. Rachel had tried to explain to Quinn that she may not live up to expectations, that she may not last too long, but she only laughed and said she better had. In a joking way of course, but Rachel was still worried.
Quinn bit her lip, "Yes please."
Rachel wordlessly took her hand and they walked upstairs to her room in silence. She opened the door and they both came in and glanced at each other. Rachel shut the door and brought Quinn over to her bed.
"We don't have to do this if you don't want to." Rachel quietly assured her girlfriend.
"No I'm ready... It's just... The lead up. The wait is over, you know?" Rachel nodded. So much pressure is put on one moment in a person's life. There's a tremendous amount of thought dedicated to your first time and now it was here, they had prepared for it, and it was about to happen. It was a bit like a relief. They wouldn't need to worry about it anymore. There wouldn't be any pain after this time and then they could enjoy connecting with one another on a more intimate level.
Rachel kicked off her shoes and socks before scooting into the middle of the bed. Quinn delicately slipped off her heels and moved to lie beside her.
They kissed. Their lips barely brushing, merely reassuring each other that this would be okay.
Quinn flattened her hand on Rachel's chest and pushed her down on the bed, before crawling on top of her. She fastened her lips to her girlfriend's neck and sucked hard; knowing that it always got a strong reaction, sure enough, she felt a certain bulge begin to appear against her thigh. Whilst Rachel was distracted she unbuttoned her shirt. She grinned at the black lace bra. Sexy...
"Speak for yourself." Quinn felt her face heat up at Rachel's voice.
"Did I say that out loud?"
"Yep. Thank you by the way. It's nice to know my efforts are appreciated."
"Oh more than your efforts are appreciated trust me."
"I do." Quinn looked up from Rachel's newly uncovered breasts, at the serious tone of her voice. "I trust you. More than anyone else."
Quinn gave her a gentle smile and kissed her lips softly, "Me too Rach. Love you." Quinn unzipped Rachel's jeans and she helped take them off. There was a chuckle at the superhero boxers.
"Love you too."
Quinn reached down, and pulled her dress up over her head. She heard Rachel's breath catch and grinned. "Like what you see?"
"Love it." Quinn glanced down, her grin deepened.
"I can see that." Rachel blushed as Quinn stared at the tent in her shorts. Quinn went to touch it but Rachel slid out of the way. "Rachel..." The brunette heard the warning tone in Quinn's voice and smiled though it appeared more of a grimace. She felt more self -confident now than at the beginning of their relationship as Quinn clearly accepted and wanted all of her, but that wasn't the problem.
"It's not that I don't want you to Quinn, because I really do, I don't think I can... You know?" Quinn arched her eyebrow. "If I can... Control myself." Rachel whispered, as if someone could hear.
"Oh." Quinn bit her lip, were they just going to start then? She thought it would last a bit longer. What was she supposed to do? "Next time?"
"Yeah... Uh, lie down. Um please, you know if you want to." Quinn giggled. Rachel's nerves were adorable. Rachel had pulled the covers down and Quinn climbed inside.
"It's okay for you to take charge Rachel, I'd tell you if I wasn't comfortable with anything."
"Right, of course. Sorry." Rachel hovered over her; Quinn just shook her head and kissed Rachel on the lips.
"What now?"
"Now I'm going to kiss you." Rachel brought their mouths together and quickly sneaked her tongue into Quinn's mouth, who groaned as their tongues slid against one another.
She eventually broke the kiss when Quinn began to find it hard to catch her breath, then began to kiss her way down Quinn's neck and chest.
"Then take this off - can you wear this again actually? I really like it on you." She asked as she unclipped Quinn's bra and tossed it off the bed.
"Rachel..." Quinn moaned.
"Sorry." Rachel dipped her head and took one of Quinn's nipples in her mouth. From past experience she knew Quinn really loved having her nipples sucked and bitten. She lovingly suckled the sensitive flesh, stroking the erect tissue with her tongue, before licking down to the waistband of Quinn's thong. God she never thought she'd say that. She gradually peeled the flimsy blue material off of her girlfriend and rolled it off her legs.
"Rachel?" She poked her head out from under the covers at the sound her girlfriend's worried voice.
"Yes Quinn?" Quinn studied her for a moment. This was Rachel. She had nothing to hide from her. She knew Rachel would stop if she wanted to and Quinn hadn't suggested this, it was clear Rachel wanted to do this to her, for her. Quinn took a breath and grabbed Rachel's hand.
"Don't let go." Rachel sensed the insecurity in Quinn's voice and understood it completely.
"You've got me for forever, Quinn." Rachel reassured.
"That's sounding almost like a proposal Miss Berry." Quinn laughed, her worries subsiding.
Rachel smiled, she had the ring in her bedside drawer. "It will be as soon as we finish college."
Quinn's laughter faded. A hopeful smile taking its place, "You're serious?"
"I would not be about to make love to you if I didn't think we had a future together Quinn."
"What about when you get all famous on Broadway?" Quinn sniffed as tears pricked her eyes. She'd turned into such a pile of mush being with this girl.
"No amount of fame is worth anything if you don't have someone to share it with. Besides, I expect my world class photographer wife to be by my side with our two kids." Quinn beamed.
"One boy and one girl?" Quinn pushed, picturing a mini Rachel running around.
"But most definitely."
"We can have play dates with S and B, and Kurt and Blaine's kids, huh?"
"Yep." Rachel wanted to have it all with Quinn; however at the moment there were more pressing matters to deal with. "But first... I'm going down on you."
"What? Oh!" Quinn gasped as Rachel ducked her head between the covers and gave her a firm lick.
Rachel pondered the taste; it was kind of like cookie dough. She carefully licked Quinn's inner thighs, cleaning up the juice that had been smeared across them. Quinn had clearly been aroused for a while.
It was really hot under these covers and it was getting harder for Rachel to breathe, but she soldiered on. Quinn was making some amazing mewling sounds. Rachel used her fingers of her free had to separate Quinn's lips. Her fingers slipped a bit but she didn't think Quinn noticed. Hesitantly, she brought her mouth up. The internet said the alphabet was a good way to go…
Quinn flushed, as she felt Rachel spread her open. She knew Rachel wouldn't be able to see her but she felt the sense of being so exposed to her, trigger more fluid to leak out. Then she felt Rachel's breath in hot pants against her. Suddenly her clit was being bombarded with sensation as it was sucked into Rachel scalding mouth and her tongue danced across the surface.
Quinn vaguely registered that Rachel was spelling something, but she was too overwhelmed.
She felt the coiling in her lower belly tighten as Rachel released her swollen nub and entered her with her tongue. Wiggling around and then back up to swipe the engorged flesh once again.
That did it. Quinn crushed her thighs together, trapping Rachel in place, and squeezed her hand whilst she called out Rachel's name.
Rachel was slightly dazed by the impact of Quinn's legs and the lack of air. However, like any devoted lesbian, she gently licked up all the cum that spilled out of Quinn's clenching hole, although she knew there was still going to be a considerable wet patch.
Gradually, Quinn's grip lessened and Rachel moved up Quinn's body, smiling at Quinn's face. Her eyes were glazed over and her skin flushed. Rachel pressed a kiss to her lips causing Quinn's eyes to refocus.
"Wow, thank you." Quinn looked at Rachel's face and the light reflected off her cum around Rachel's mouth.
"Pleasure was all mine," Quinn could feel Rachel's length pressing against her and wrapped her legs around her waist. She smirked as Rachel's eyes widened and Quinn used her thumb to wipe off her juice, then when she was sure Rachel was watching, she sucked her thumb clean.
Rachel let out a grunt and Quinn felt Rachel's penis twitch against her.
"Condom?" Quinn panted, and Rachel nodded. Quinn dropped her legs and watched as she clambered out of bed. She flushed in embarrassment when she saw the wetness covering the front of Rachel's underwear. Her embarrassment was surpassed by her amusement at the sight of Rachel standing there, pitching a tent with her breasts all perky, and tearing open a condom.
Quinn rolled onto her side to watch. She had never actually seen Rachel junior. She had felt it; she had grinded on it often enough and she had seen the mess it made on Rachel's jeans. Rachel hesitated when Quinn moved to focus her attention on her. "C'mon superman. Drop 'em."
Rachel regretted ever wearing buying those damn boxers. Taking a deep breath, steeling herself and dropped her underwear around her ankles. She wearily looked at Quinn and was relieved and somewhat frightened, when she licked her lips and stared at her hungrily. Rachel quickly stuck the condom on and crawled back under the covers, to brace herself over Quinn, only the freeze up.
Quinn watched Rachel nervously. The brunette seemed unfocussed and it was making her self-conscious. "What's wrong, Rachel?"
Rachel looked up at the strained tone of voice and immediately knew that Quinn had gotten a negative impression. This was not ideal. Rachel put aside her own feelings of embarrassment and asked Quinn for help.
"C-Can you help guide me in... Please?" Quinn noted the blush flaming up on her girlfriend's face and knew that she was uncomfortable at being out of control.
"Okay, just tell me what you need me to do."
"Um," Rachel gently took Quinn's hand and brought it down to her hardened member. She carefully wrapped her fingers around it, taking care not to grip too tight. "Just put it in a bit." Quinn nodded in acknowledgement. She slowly brought the tip to her entrance, blushing as it slipped slightly, and she fumbled trying to get it in position. Rachel swiftly placed her hands over Quinn's. "It's okay. I've got it now. Just relax sweetie."
Quinn released her hold and took a few deep breaths. Rachel held her erection at Quinn's opening and used her free hand to lace her fingers with Quinn's. "Are you sure Quinn? I don't know how long I can last." Rachel admitted quietly.
Quinn used her spare hand to wrap it in Rachel's hair. She pulled her down for a tender kiss, "I'm sure. I don't care how long you last Rach, I just want to feel you connected with me."
Rachel blinked away the tears stinging her eyes and smiled down at Quinn. She never thought she would find someone accepting of her body, never mind someone as amazing as Quinn. With the utmost care, Rachel pressed forward. It was uncomfortably hot. And tight.
Quinn's brow furrowed as she felt Rachel enter her. It was a weird sensation. Not bad, just different. She could feel herself trying to stretch to accommodate Rachel. She felt Rachel reach her barrier and tensed slightly.
Rachel immediately froze when she reached Quinn's hymen. This was the point of no return. "Do you want me to stop?" Quinn shook her head and squeezed her hand. "Okay... Kiss me." Quinn connected their lips and moaned slightly at the feeling of Rachel's tongue caressing hers. When Rachel felt Quinn's walls loosen around her slightly, she canted her hips and so that they were flush with Quinn's in one smooth movement.
Quinn let out a squeak when she felt Rachel push into her. It hurt. It felt a lot like a sharp pinch, the main reason for pain being so intense was because it was in such a delicate area. She smiled as she felt her girlfriend covering her face with kisses.
"Can I move yet?" Rachel asked, unsure whether or not Quinn had adjusted to her size. She could feel light clenching around her but didn't know what it meant. Maybe she should have googled this more...
"I think so. Just go slow 'kay?" Quinn said nervously. It was definitely weird, the thought of Rachel being inside her. She felt herself clench at the thought and it prompted Rachel to make an awed 'oh' sound.
"Promise." Rachel rubbed her thumb against Quinn's hand, making her girlfriend lose some of the awkward tension. This was Rachel, it was only them. She took their joined hands and pressed her lips to them. Rachel watching her the whole time and she had such a tender smile on her face. "I love you."
Quinn grinned, "I love you too." She glanced down. She couldn't see much past Rachel's breasts due to the shadows from the covers. "I think you can move now."
"Oh yeah...um," Quinn watched as Rachel's brow drew in concentration. She could feel Rachel slipping out of her and it kind of tickled, then she slid back in, filling her up again. "What does it feel like?"
Quinn took a moment to consider it. Rachel's movements were fumbling and jerky. "It's strange." She said, after a minute. She noticed a flash of uncertainty flicker across Rachel's face and hurriedly tried to reassure you. "It's not bad... I've just never felt something, down there before."
"It's not good though is it?" Rachel sighed. She could feel herself softening in disappointment and was slightly panicking- i.e. internally freaking out.
Quinn frowned as Rachel slipped out of her. She wanted to feel it but there was nothing really except for occasional shots of sensation when Rachel brushed her clit.
"Is that it?" Quinn asked. She was trying really hard not to sound hurt but this was not how she thought her first time would go. She at least thought Rachel would have come too. It was as if Rachel didn't even have to try and control herself. She'd heard all the horror stories of guys merely taking what they wanted but she never thought Rachel would do it, just giving up on her.
Rachel looked at her in confusion. "Of course not but this isn't working. I don't think I'm getting deep enough. I also don't know how to get a rhythm started. I want to try a different position and I need a new condom." She replied, removing the slippery latex from her weakened erection and tossing it in the bin.
Quinn let out a breath of relief; she should have known Rachel wouldn't be like that. She did know Rachel wasn't selfish like that. She was simply being foolish. Quinn grabbed the foil wrapper on the bedside table before Rachel. "Can I put it on you?"
"Sure," Rachel waited anxiously as Quinn read the instructions on the package before opening it. She reached down between them and Rachel gasped as Quinn took her in a firm hold and pumped her a few times. Rachel easily regained her full hard on.
Quinn marvelled at the softness of the skin of Rachel's not-so-little appendage. It was slightly damp with sweat, like the rest of Rachel's body. She gently swiped her thumb across the sensitive head of her penis growing in confidence when she heard Rachel emit a tiny groan and thrust her hips. She found some pre-cum leaking from the little slit at the top and decided it was time to put the rubber on. She pinched the tip of the material, placed it over Rachel's erection, then rolled it up onto her. She enjoyed how Rachel's breathing deepened at her touch.
"Um, could you straddle my hips please?" Quinn smiled and nodded her head, as Rachel moved so that she lay on her back. Quinn moved on top of her, taking care not to accidentally hit Rachel junior. "Thanks." Rachel smiled up at her shyly," Whenever you're ready, lower yourself down." Rachel was holding herself in line with Quinn's entrance.
The blonde carefully moved down, both of them hissing as they joined once more. Soon their hips were flush together again. "You're really deep." Quinn managed to whisper out. Rachel bent her legs at the knee to give her girlfriend some support and placed her hands on pale hips. She felt a twitch at the sight of Quinn's breasts heaving as her breathing quickened.
Quinn, with Rachel's help, began to ride her member. With this angle of penetration, Quinn felt shocks every time she went down. Rachel was hitting something good.
Slowly, Rachel gained confidence, as Quinn went to sink down, she thrust upwards. Quinn squeaked at the sensation, automatically asking for more.
Quinn began to clench around Rachel's member and Rachel sought out Quinn's clit. Her thumb slid over the exposed nub, and the rhythm was clumsy, but the blonde felt her body coiling. She was close.
Rachel bit her lip, she couldn't hold it. Quinn's tight channel was caressing her. "Quinn I can't hold it. I'm going to cum." Quinn could hear the desperation in Rachel's voice and could see her distress.
"It's okay, just... I need...boobs?" Quinn panted urgently.
Rachel immediately fastened her lips around the pointed pink flesh as she felt herself explode.
Quinn rubbed at her clit, moaning at the feeling of Rachel sucking on her. She could feel Rachel softening inside her and the combinations of all these things pushed her over the edge.
She collapsed on top of an exhausted Rachel. Without looking up, she raised her hips and Rachel slipped out of her, her flaccid friend making her flinch as it flopped on her stomach with a wet slap.
Rachel wordlessly disposed of the filled condom, before placing on some fresh boxers and settling back into bed with Quinn. She licked her swollen lips nervously, "W-was it okay?"
Quinn jolted from her post orgasmic daze. She snuggled into Rachel's side and rested her head on her shoulder. "It was better than I ever could have hoped for. It was... Awkward for sure, but it was uniquely us. That's what made it perfect."
Rachel grinned, "My thoughts exactly." She gazed into those magical hazel eyes for a moment before adding, "I love you."
Quinn tucked a stray piece of hair behind Rachel's ear and pecked her on the nose. "I love you too. So much so, that if you let me use you as my teddy, I may just have to take care of any wood discovered in the morning time."
Rachel stared at her with wide eyes and wrapped her arms around her. "I really love you."
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So *clears throat* thoughts?