My leg is worsening and something must be done I can't continue like this any more and so I fear for the worse I been strong willed person in my own right and able too take care of others but now I even fear for myself what pain will I'd go through when losing my leg I continue my role as M.D. as even pyschologist what will become me now ? I always had doubt about losing the leg but lately the pain in fact been worse so now I'm in a bed in my own hospital .
Oh I'd worry about what is too be after my leg is gone but I must be strong not for myself but my patients as well .My leg is coming off of me today how will be after it is done ? I'd must be strong like my patients and live with pain that'd will eventually be with me every day of my life now .A man must be strong continue and have a will to survive or he is not a man at all . I shall be such a man now as they take too the operating room and put me under how will my life be now with a piece of my body gone from me ? Am I going to be stronger now ? Yes I answer Yes I will . No matter what one must overcome his tradegy and sacrifices and continue to live until he can't no more pain is but a subjective term life is never a given .
Pain is only what your mind tells you ,what it'd is live never give up you'd must live or die there are those that struggle with more then losing a leg I tell myself people have no homes too live in no money too get by believe it or not I feel like I'm the richest man alive though I'm losing my leg as long as I believe in me there is nothing I can't do nothing I can overcome I will be stronger then I am now . A part of me is gone but I still have three of the basics stuff that make up a man , a heart a mind and a soul that will see me through .
Live life to the fullest enjoy the moment you have ,once it is gone life is life , there are no two alike and once life is gone it is gone , irreplaceable love your life each day you live I still do , my name is House M.D. be good to yourself and you'll receive the greatest gift of all , life .
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