Hello, all! Sorry I've disappeared off the face of the planet. Since recieving a message from Tracy, I decided to go back and reread my Tai story. And then I had the urge to write. There will not be a continuence of this story, however I thought it would be nice for some people. It does get slightly graphic, so for any young people, I'll warn you and you can skip it. However, I'm pretty sure it's safe to say that you all will read it anyways ;) So here you are, enjoy.
Love Can Break The Toughest of Men - Tai Kamiya andTailer Matthews
A knock sounded at the door. Tai sighed as he lowered his arm from his face. He was laying on the couch in the living room of his apartment. Didn't anyone know he just wanted to be alone? They didn't understand. They all thought they were helping him by checking up on him. It was the third anniversary of Tailer's death, two of his friends had already been by that morning to see how he was coping.
Tai sighed again and pulled himself off of the couch. Still in his pajamas, he walked to the door, wondering if it was Izzy who was on the otherside of the door, as Matt and Kari had already been by. He scratched his head and pulled the door open. It wasn't Izzy.
Her hair had grown since he'd last seen her; it was down to the middle of her back. Still the same chocolate brown color. Her lips were chapped due to the fact that she was biting her lip. Her eyes were the same dark brown, almost black color that he saw in his dreams. They twinkled lightly as she made eye contact with him. She was wearing a simple white shirt and a black skirt, which she bunched the end of with her hands.
"Hey, Tai," she said, quietly.
"Tailer?" he asked.
"Yeah, it's me," she replied. Tai's jaw dropped slightly. Surely he was seeing things. For it couldn't be his dead girlfriend standing in his doorway. But as he looked closer, he could tell it was her, even though she looked older.
"Is this some sick joke?" he asked, eyes narrowing. She smiled sadly.
"No. I'm really here," she said.
"I'm dreaming," he said to himself, pressing his hand to his forehead and leaning against the door.
"No you're not," she said, reaching out, and touching his arm. She was warm. He could feel her. A single tear fell down his cheek. Her eyes followed it down his face as she frowned slightly.
"Can I come inside?" she asked.
"Yeah," he breathed. She walked inside his apartment, looking around it, inquisitively. He knew what she was thinking. Just like everyone else she was noticing just how unlived his apartment looked, with nothing on the walls, no rugs, no pictures. Just basic furniture. She sat down on his worn couch and motioned for him to sit next to her. He shut the door and complied.
"What's... What's going on?" he asked.
"I'm alive, Tai," she said.
"How-? What-?" he was unable to string a sentence together. Tailer smiled sadly.
"I took a page from Kyler's book, Tai. I faked my death," she said.
Suddenly, he saw red. He stood up and kicked the wall before pacing in front of her.
"What the hell do you mean you faked your death!" he asked, snarling.
"It became too much for me, Tai. The lies, the whispers, the gossip. I needed an escape. It seemed like a good option at the time," she said.
"Did you learn nothing from Kyler's mistake, Tailer!" he asked.
"Apparently not..." she whispered, looking into her lap, tears suddenly falling down her face.
Tai's composure broke. He collapsed onto the floor in front of her, and buried his face in her lap, crying. She ran her fingers through his hair while he sobbed.
"Why, Tailer, why? I missed you so much. I love you so much," he muttered while he cried.
"I know, baby, I'm sorry. I'm here now," she said, lifting his head so she could meet her eyes with his. "I love you, Tai."
Needing to feel her, Tai pressed his lips against hers. Her lips quivered against his as more tears fell from her eyes before she hesitantly moved her lips against his. He cupped one hand on her cheek and wrapped the other in her hair.
"I missed you so much, TaiTai," he whispered against her lips.
"I'm here now," she said before kissing him again. She pushed against him until she was on the floor with him. Both of them stood on their knees, clinging to the other as if it was the last thing they would ever do.
Tai moved his right hand down her side and under her shirt so his hand was pressed against the skin of her back. The moaned quietly. His one touch had broken any wall she had up to keep her emotions in check. Tai's knees went weak at the sound.
He kissed down her jaw and down her neck; to the one spot he knew would make her melt. Underneath her right ear, he kissed and licked and nipped. She moaned loudly in his ear.
"Tai..." she whispered, pleading. He nibbled on her ear lobe.
"What do you want?" he whispered in her ear.
"You," she replied. His heart sped up.
He leaned against her and helped her lay on the floor. With on knee between her legs, he propped himself above her, gazing into her beautifully dark eyes.
"Are you sure?" he whispered.
"I've waited three long years for you... Yes, I'm sure," she said. He kissed her hungrily.
God he missed her. She had no idea how much he suffered after he thought she died. After her funeral, he had stayed and cried next to her headstone for hours until Izzy had come to find him. He was a mess, Izzy had to support his weight as he helped him back to the car. Neither of them had said a word as Izzy drove them back to Tailer's dad's house. When they had returned, Tai went into her room, and cried himself to sleep in her bed, fully clothed in the suit he wore to her funeral.
Nobody had bothered him for a week as he grieved for the loss of the love of his life. He had avoided everyone, only using the restroom and getting food in the middle of the night. After the week had passed, a knock came at the door, and Tailer's best friend Taylor appeared in the door. Sporting a crutch and a neck brace, she had hobbled into the bedroom and sat at the end of the bed, looking at Tai.
"You look like shit," she had said. Tai had managed a weak glare.
"She wouldn't want this. Get downstairs and eat something with the rest of us," she said, before standing up and hobbling back out of the room. It was then that Tai realized that Tailer wouldn't want him to be sobbing on her pillows all the time. He needed to pull himself together, for her.
(Me: Here's the graphic part!)
When Tai came out of his thoughts, he was slightly surprised to find that both he and the girl of his dreams were naked from the waist up and his left hand was laced his hers above their heads and his right was wrapped around her breast. Her hand was running down his back, dragging her nails across his skin. He shivered.
He lightly bit her bottom lip and she moaned. He kissed down her neck and down her chest where he kissed and licked at her breasts. She ran her fingers through his hair and her breathing hitched. His hand ran down her hip and up the bottom of her skirt, where he cupped her bottom in his hand. He had to resist a moan. He had never even dreamed that he would get to feel Tailer like this.
He felt her hands slide lazily down his chest where she slipped her fingers into the waistband of his pajama pants and tugged lightly. He was nearly floored as the blood rushed from his head quickly heading south. She rubbed her thumb against his hard-on lightly, making him quiver.
Tai lifted her up lightly and unzipped and pulled down her skirt, leaving her in a pair of white cotton underwear. He looked down at the woman on the floor beneith him. Such breathtaking beauty, she had. He kissed her, sucking on her lips. She pulled his pajama pants down and he kicked them off, leaving him stark naked. He saw her eyes look him up and down, love and lust shining in her eyes. She pulled his head down to hers and she whispered three words that nearly stopped his heart:
"Make me yours."
Moaning, he pulled down her underwear and tossed it aside, leaving them both bare as the day they were born, in the middle of his living room floor. He situated himself on top of her and looked into her eyes. Tailer smiled at him and kissed him slowly. He directed himself to her entrance and slowly pushed in.
Both of their moans seemed to echo throughout the room. Tailer bit his lip lightly as he started a rhythm. Sweat coated his body as he thrust into her over and over again. He laced his hand with hers and squeezed it tightly; he never wanted to let her go again. He looked down at her, lovingly, as she bit her bottom lip, moaning.
Soon Tai felt a sensation growing near the pit of his stomache. He was getting close to having an orgasm. He looked at Tailer's face, worried. She moaned loudly.
"Tai..." she panted, "I love you. Don't...Stop."
And stop he did not. He used up the little bit of strength he had left and thrust into her as deep as he could, moaning all the while. She panted and moaned and whispered his name until she opened her mouth slightly and clenched her eyes shut. He heard her moan loudly as she tensed underneath him, his name falling off her swollen lips. He himself tensed up, and thrust deep inside her once more, before saying her name like a prayer as he came right after her.
"Tailer...Tailer...Tailer... Please, don't ever leave me again," he whispered as he nearly collapsed on top ofher.
"Never," she whispered.
(Me: Okay the dirty part is over! Innocent ones can rejoin the story!)
Tai slowly put his pajama bottoms back on, never taking his eyes off her as she did the same.
"Come on, let's rest," she said, taking his hand and leading him to the couch.
Tai lied down on the couch first with his back against the back of the couch and Tailer pressed her back into his chest, laying with him. Tai wrapped his arms around her waist and she laced her fingers with his, squeezing them tightly. He kissed the side of her head before closing his eyes.
He woke to the sound of knocking. Someone was at his door. He sat up and opened his eyes and looked around. Tailer wasn't anywhere to be seen.
It was all a dream.
Screaming, he grabbed the closest thing to him, his cell phone, and hurled it across the room, causing it to break against the door. He sobbed loudly as he collapsed onto his knees on the floor, his head in his hands. He vaguely heard someone calling his name, pounding on the door.
He beat his fist against the floor repeatedly, his tears soaking the carpet. She was gone. He was alone. It was all a dream.
The door burst open and with Peter Pan-like speed, Izzy Izumi flew across the room and knelt next to his best friend.
"She's gone..." Tai whispered. "She's gone!"
A single tear fell down Izzy's face as he watched his friend. Tai always had it worse than all of Tailer's friends and family on the anniversary of her death.
"I had a dream, Izzy. She was here and she promised she would never leave me..." Tai whispered.
As smart as he was, Izzy could think of nothing to say to comfort Tai Kamiya.
It's so sad, isn't it?:( Poor Tai. I'm sorry if it wasn't what everyone was expecting. The idea for the sequel is still in my head so maybe some day I'll get around to writing it. Now that I'm graduated from college(YAY!) I have some time. You guys don't know this but a lot has changed in the past couple years. For starters, I'm now 19, and living on my own in Southern California. I'm working at The Happiest Place On Earth and trying to get a job as a Medical Assistant. But since my life has finally slowed down, let's hope that I'll start writing again. I think this is a good start. Just keep pestering me and we'll see!
Thanks soo much for the love and support :) It truely means a lot to me that my old readers from Quizilla have found me once again, and I love conversing with all my new readers. So, thanks for being so fucking awesome and hopefully there will be more to come!
Love,
Tai92 aka Missy
PS- Oh and sorry the sexy scene wasn't so sexy. I haven't written one in YEARS xD