Pain

by Storytelling Witch

This is an inside to Bella's depression during New Moon. Yes, she does commit suicide...

I hide the feelings that creep up inside of me,
that give away my secrets.
I hide tears that fall from my eyes,
so I don't give myself away.
To this pain.

Nobody knows this pain,
inside of me.
Creeping like a monster in the shadows,
so you can't see.
This pain inside of me,
grows everyday.
But you can't see my pain.

I take a dip inside some relievers,
but I can never find them good enough.
I try to drown the aching heart I bleed.
So no one can feel,
this pain

Nobody knows this pain,
inside of me.
Creeping like a monster in the shadows,
so you can't see.
This pain inside of me,
grows everyday.
But you can't see my pain.

So let it be known,
to all who can hear.
My screams of silence.
I hold so dear.
I will soon be new,
and rid of this pain.