Why Doesn't He Love Me?
Author's note: Hey people! Glad that you guys are reading my fics! And I have part 2 of Returning Home to You done, so I will send it in sometime today. Now on with the legal stuff... I do not own any of the CCS characters, they belong to Clamp and various others. Now on with the story.
Meiling, Syaoran, and Sakura are 14.
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Why Doesn't He Love Me?
I love him, but he does not love me back. Why?
I do all I can for him, but he ignores all I do.
I see that he has fallen in love with another, not
that he ever loved me to begin with. A Cherry
Blossom has gotten his attention away from me.
But no matter what, I will forever love him, for
he is my one and only. I try to help him capture
the Clow cards, but he tells me to leave, for I
possess no magic in me. I then decided to do
what I was told, by my dear Syaoran. I run
to my apartment and gather up all my possessions
and catch a cab to the airport. When I arrive, I
pay for my ticket and hop on the plane that will take
me back to Hong Kong. I know he will not miss
me, for he has Sakura, his true love with him, but
I will miss him because he is my one and only and I
will never find another like him... never... I slowly
close my eyelids and fall asleep and I know that
I will soon die of a broken heart.
~ Li Meiling ~
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I slowly close my notebook and look
out the window of the plane. "You
don't love me because I am not the
one for you" I whispered to myself.
"But as I promised to myself, I will
never fall in love with another, for
you are my one and only true love
and that is the way it is" I said to
myself again. I close my eyes and
fall asleep.
All of a sudden I hear a loud noise,
sounded like something exploded.
I opened my eyes to see what was going
on. "Miss, Miss, what is your name?"
asked a young lady. "Li Meiling, why do
you ask?" " I just wanted to tell you that...
that the plane is going to crash, because
an engine exploded, and we need to get
all passengers off this plane immediately!"
the lady said, panicking. She then handed
me a parachute, so I could get off of the plane.
"I will not leave, for no matter what I do, my
time here on Earth has ended, so I will just sit
here and think about my dear Syaoran" I said,
rather loudly. Everyone looked at me like I was
crazy for wanting to stay on the plane, but they
ignored me and they all left, and I was alone
in the plane.
"I have nothing to live for, since
Syaoran has Sakura. I have no one, so I might as
well die on the plane, than jump out the plane and
break all my bones and then die. I am going to
figure that dying in this plane crash will not be
painful, for I will die quickly" said Meiling. So,
she sat there and in a few minutes the plane had
crashed. Li Meiling, had died upon impact. And
what Meiling said was true, because the other 10 passengers
that jumped off the plane had all died, so no matter what
it really was her time to die.
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There was a funeral held for all of the passengers who had
died in the crash. All family members and friends came to
pay their respects. The people who had gone to see if there
were any survivors of the crash that day, found a notebook,
the only thing that was not destroyed by the fire, from the
crash.
"Who knows a Li Meiling?" asked a man. "She was
my cousin" said Syaoran, with Sakura by his side, crying.
The man then handed the notebook to Syaoran. Syaoran
then opened the notebook, to find a poem that she had
written before the plane crashed. After reading the poem,
he felt a sharp pain in his heart. He couldn't believe he
caused Meiling such sorrow. He now felt guilty now,
because if he didn't tell her to leave, she would have
never gotten on that plane and died. "It is not your
fault Syaoran, maybe it was her time to go. Please
don't blame yourself, Meiling wouldn't want you to
do that" said Sakura. She then kissed him on the cheek
and held his hand as they walked out of the church.
But no matter what Sakura or anybody else said, he
would forever have blame himself for what happened
to Meiling that night.
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A/N: How was it? Please Review my story!