Waiting, waiting, waiting…
Why can't I just go home? I could just accept his gifts and carry on. That's what he wants me to do. To leave that life behind and just carry on without him.
But, I refuse to do what he wants me to anymore. So here I am at a vacant beach, sitting in the sand. Alone again. I asked the other ones to leave. All of them.
He's going to come back for me. It may be days or weeks or years, but he'll come back. Because obviously, no matter what I did, no matter what he said, and no matter how far apart we are, he will always come back for me. Because we were perfect together. Nothing could tear us apart forever. Not even ourselves.
But maybe that's why we can't be together? Maybe we were too perfect. Maybe the universe will not allow that much happiness in anyone. I should know that answer. I've seen the universe. I've seen the shining spectacles of happiness and hope. I've seen good win out almost every time. But, then again, I've also seen the hate and prejudice in all the worlds. How whole races will kill each other for power and glory. So maybe it's true. Maybe we can't be together.
But, until I know for sure, here I'll be. Sitting in the cold wet sands of a bay with a name I long to forget, for it used to be my own. Bad Wolf. I am no longer the Bad Wolf. No longer am I strong enough to rend the world apart to fit my needs. Now I am just a poor, sad, little girl named Rose Tyler waiting for someone I must have to live, but have to live without.
Waiting, waiting, waiting…