So Complicated, a jag fanfic

Disclaimer: JAG doesn't belong to me! If it did Harm and Mac would have been together a LONG LONG time ago!!!!

AN/ I have noticed that not a lot of fics have been written lately, so I decide to write this one. This is a song fic, it came to me while I was listening to the radio.

Mac POV

Mac's Apartment

I am just sitting here thinking about the day I've had.

You could call it a day from hell, you wanna know why?

Yup, Harmon Rabb Junior.

I was sitting in my office around lunch, working on the Carlson case.

Harm looked in at me and asked if I wanted to go to Beltway for lunch.

You know me, I was out the door like a lightning bolt.

I had the two best things ever, Harm and a Beltway Burger.

Once we were back in the office and Harm, being the gentleman that he is took my coat, he started to stutter.

"Mac, you know I don't have a girlfriend right now, and… and… wellIwaswonderingifyouwouldliketogooutwithmetonight." Harm asked in a rush.

I'm so scared that the way that I feel
Is written all over my face
When you walk into the room
I wanna find a hiding place
We used to laugh, we used to hug,
The way that all friends do
But now I smile at a touch of your hand
Just makes me come unglued,

Such a contradiction,
Do I lie or tell the truth,
Is it fact or fiction,
Oh the way I feel for you

It's so complicated
I'm so frustrated
I wanna hold you close
I wanna push you away
I wanna make you go
I wanna make you stay
Should I say it
Should I tell you how I feel
Oh I want you to know
But then again I don't
So complicated.

Well, I thought about it for a moment, and then I got scared.

You know, I am a marine and all, but no, the love of my life asks me on a date, and I freeze.

I told him that I had a lot of work to do and I couldn't tonight.

I could literally see his face fall.

I went back to work.

At the end of the day I came strait home.

Oh, just when I think I'm under control
I think I've finally got a grip.
Another friend tells me that
My name is always on your lips.
They say I'm more then Just a friend,
They say I must be blind.
I admit that I've seen you watch
But from the corner of your eye

Oh it's so confusing
Yeah I wish you'd just confess..
But think of what I"d be losing
If your answer wasn't yes.

Oh what do I do?

Oh should I say it? should I tell you how I feel, oh I want to you know, but Then again I don't.
It's so complicated.
It's so complicated.
It's so complicated.

Here I am sitting here all alone in my apartment, just like always.

I have decided to call Harm.

I really hope that he is home, I need to see him, tell him I'm sorry.

I do want to go out with him.

-Harm-

-Mac is that you? Is something wrong?-

-Actually Harm, there is. I am really sorry I turned down your invitation to go out tonight. I just sort of froze, and well, could you forgive me?

-Of course Mac-

-I was also wondering if we could still go, on me since I messed it all up this afternoon.-

-I would love to Mac, I'll be right over.-

-Thanks Harm-

-No Mac thank you.-

Oh my gosh!

I have a date with Harm, and he is coming now!!!

Oh jeez, looks like I am going to have to go into marine mode.

Half our later

Knock, Knock.

Coming!

I open the door and see Harm standing there in blue jeans and a crisp white t-shirt.

I think I am gonna faint.

"Mac, you look great, are you ready?" he asks.

I tell him as we walk to his SUV, "I have waited for this for the past five years, I am more than ready."

THE END

The song is Carolyn Dawn Johnson, So Complicated.

Well, what did you guys think? Reviews are appreciated.