Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN NARUTO...YET BUT FOR NOW THEY ARE PROPERTY OF MASASHI KISHIMOTO-SEMPAI! SARANGHE SASUKE! ENJOY!
Chapter 1:When Bleeding Becomes A Burden We All Must Bear
Naruto sang while walking in the woods.
"My tea's gone cold... I'm wondering why I, got out of bed alone... As falling rain drops on my window. And I can't see at all. Even if I could it would all be great, with your picture on my wall, it reminds me that... It's not so bad (not so bad)"2x
"Why do things like this always happen to me?" questioned the blonde.
He was having one of his depressed moments again, for he was alone and worthless.
"Sasuke...that teme! Why can't I beat him? Am I truly as worthless as I feel?" he yelled out to the trees, the insects, to anything that could hear him. However, unbeknownst to him, said teme was currently following him; watching his every move and listening to his every word.
You know I've suffered
But you still won't let me hide
You're cold and I'm loveless
You want me to be denied
Soothe me! Make me feel pure...
Touch me! So I can be sure...
Sasuke had just beaten Naruto...again.
He knew that it had severely bruised the rambunctious blonde's ego, and he couldn't help messing with his mind a little more. He knew Naruto wasn't weak, everyone did, but anyone could see was that Naruto was holding back for some unknown reason.
"Why won't you really fight me, dobe?" he frowned.
'I wonder... is this why I cannot stay away from him? Or is there something more?' muttered the raven lost in thought, 'AGHHH! He's a boy! and he's Naruto! Hn...there's something alluring about him.' Silently screaming as he grabbed fistfuls of his raven hair in frustration, 'Argg...! He's like a drug to me. That dobe gets under my skin...! but if I don't have him I'll die, and yet he's harmful to my sanity.'
As the war raged on in Sasuke-kun's head, Naruto was thinking about a certain someone too. So, when he decided to act on his thoughts, Sasuke couldn't believe what he was seeing...
Naruto touching himself whilst calling out Sasuke's name.
"Ahh..S..Sasuke... yamete! [1]...mmm...teme! *gasp* *choke*,"He spoke in great detail of what fantasy Sasuke was doing to him.
Sasuke stood frozen in shock, never in his wildest dreams had he ever thought that this dream would come true! His rival, the person he disliked the most and who just so happened to be his best friend, was in the middle of a forest, fantasizing about him.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing!" he yelled, as he unconsciously walked over to the other boy.
"S..Sasuke!" Naruto yelped in surprise.
"Ugh... How disgraceful." glaring disdainfully, as he circled around Naruto. "You make me sick! I don't even know if you're saying my name out of shock or because of your disgusting fantasies!" Sasuke spat at the other boy.
I want to reconcile all violence in your heart
I want to recognize the beauty behind the mask
I want to exorcise the demons from our pasts
I want to satisfy the unforetold desires in my heart
"But... S'not what what you..." Naruto developed a stutter that could have rivaled Hinata's.
Finally surveying himself, he gasped audibly at what he saw. Calling him seriously disheveled was an understatement; and that's putting it lightly, because his orange trousers were ripped to pieces, and his Hawaiian knickers were now shackled around his trembling tan ankles.
He slowly brought his eyes back up to meet Sasuke's, and then it hit him – Sasuke knew...
Naruto had finally realized that Sasuke had followed him, probably for another sparing match[2] and he had heard everything.
"It's not what I think right?" screamed Sasuke, "Is that what you were going to say? Well you're right, it's what I know".
Falling to his knees Naruto pleaded with the raven, "Please just forget about this, Sasuke! I was just being stupid because...I was frustrated and lonely..." he whispered the last part.
"And in pain thanks to you! So mix that all together and you get this!" But Sasuke, stoic's face seemed unamused and Naruto realized that his attempt at passing the blame had failed miserably.
On the outside Sasuke looked utterly disgusted, but truth be told, he was far from it! 'Too bad he can't read my mind...WAIT! Ugh, I wouldn't want him to.' Internally face-palming himself, he regarded the blonde once more. 'Hm, he's behaving strangely.'
You trick your lovers...
You're so wicked but divine
You made me a sinner,
said my innocence was thine
Please Me! Show me how it's done...
How you tease me!
But you are the one...
"Sasuke... I..." he looked up at Sasuke with those big azure eyes full of hope, and in that instant, saw something that destroyed his resolve and made his face contort.
"Aww, What's the matter, dobe?" the raven taunted, donning a "smile" that could have peeled paint and scarred the devil.
"You want me to forget this sight, hmm? Well, easier said than done." Naruto looked away from his rival who was now pacing menacingly before him, slowly contemplating his next move.
"Why the ugly face Naruto? You really shouldn't do that...It distorts your pretty features" said Sasuke smirking.
Naruto really didn't know what to do with that comment, whether or not to be offended or flattered. 'He said my pretty features does that mean he thinks I'm pretty?' Naruto smiled happily at the thought, but seeing this Sasuke scowled, misinterpreting it.
Suddenly, Sasuke gripped onto Naruto's neck, lifting him up. The poor blonde writhed helplessly within the raven's grasp. He had not yet recovered from their previous fight, but to his initial surprise, Sasuke's left hand not delivered the blow he had anticipated but had lightly caressed his other cheek - outlining the whisker-like birthmarks, as he then let his index finger trail beneath Naruto bottom lip.
"I can see it you know... the beast within you. I know your secret, Kitsune-chan. " Naruto's trademark tan pallor paled instantly, "To everyone else I may seem stronger, Hell! I act stronger but I'm...w..weak when it c..comes to you."
"I don't know why and I don't like you having any control over me, It's not my style." admitted the raven ruefully.
"Tch..." scoffed Naruto, turning away from him.
"What was that?" Sasuke seethed clearly irritated, as he tightened his hold on Naruto's neck and flung him towards the nearest tree.
"AGHH!" Naruto screamed in agony as his body made contact and broke three trees in half, his unusually slow-healing wounds were now opening up once
more.
I want to reconcile all violence in your heart
I want to recognize the beauty behind your mask
I want to exorcise the demons from our pasts
I want to satisfy the unforetold desires in your heart
"Of all the nerve!" Sasuke scoffed indignantly, "Here I am try to tell you my problems and this is how i am treated?!... By you my, excuse me, "'best friend'" " he air quoted best friend.
"Some best friend..." scoffed the blonde.
"You know, you make me feel so evil sometimes! Do you seriously think I like hurting you[3] Narunaru-chan?" asked the raven half joking and teasing.
Said Narunaru-chan was futility trying to remove himself from the remains of a tree. "Tch... that's because you are evil and of course you do, you sick bastard!"
"You...why does everyone...?" he trailed off. Sasuke watching the Kitsune's wasted efforts, rolled his eyes and sauntered over to "help" him.
"Thanks...teme" said Naruto sarcastically.
With that Sasuke piledrived Naruto right into the ground. "You're absolutely right! I love it...Hurting you gives me a rush!" cooed Sasuke.
"More like an erection, sick bastard..." murmured Naruto, unable to ever hold his tongue.
'Oh shit! he's going to try to kill me again! Are there any more trees left to impale me with?' the blonde having a partial meltdown. But once again Sasuke surprised
him, he burst out laughing. Which was extremely unusual for the raven, but Naruto liked it a lot and a apart of him wanted Sasuke to do it more often, or maybe he just wanted to be the one to cause it?
I'll please you!
Show you how it's done...
Trust Me!
I'll make you my one...
Naruto loved Sasuke's smile even though it was scarce, but also because he was the only one that could make him do it. Unfortunately for Naruto, said smile usually only occurred when something bad had happened to him; although usually caused by the bastard himself. But hell, he even liked the smirk Sasuke gave him when he beats the shit out of him!
Even though, it was truly demonic/sadistic/cruel, pick your poison, and it made him defecate[4] himself every time. He still loved it, because...
'BECAUSE IT'S SASUKE, DESHO?'he teased.
'Shut Up Kyuubi! Go wank off or something!'screamed the blonde.
'SORRY KID, THAT'S YOUR JOB'snickered the demon fox.
'Whatever!'he shouted. And with that he disappeared.
"Hellooooooooooo Kitsune-chan, I'm talking to you" Sasuke scrunched up his face watching the blonde, "It's rude to ignore someone when they are talking to you!" Naruto was sent back to reality with a stinging slap and a swift kick to the genitals.
"Aghhh!" cried Naruto.
"Ahem... as I was saying... , they don't necessarily like me per se. I mean looks and brains can only get you so far...but they do like what am and respect me for who I am. Plus, they just want my body and my powers too..."
Sasuke trailed off recalling memories that laid dormant " M..my body...he did in every way" he shuddered.
I want to reconcile all violence in your heart
I want to recognize the beauty behind the mask
I want to exorcise the demons from our pasts
I want to satisfy the unforetold desires in my heart
The dormant nightmares came rushing back to him in waves, internally crippling the raven but on the outside he was still standing, with his fists clenched but shaking violently.
*Song is: "Unforetold Desires" my remixed version of MUSE's "Undisclosed Desires" (a very very sexy song)
[1]: Stop It!
[2]: Yeah right! -_-
[3]: A common thing for an abusive boyfriend to say.
[4]: To shit oneself
sasuke: I'm so beast!
me: why yes, yes you are... you're also psycho, horny and crazy *flashes Orbitz commercial smile*
naruto: why did you make me soo weak? TT^TT
me: You were strong enough to deal with that over there *referring to sasuke* Plus, you had some witty remarks while getting your arse handed to you! ^_~*
naru: So true ...I deserve a medal. .
me: How about a cookie?
naru: That'll work! *grabs cookie and chews contentedly*
sasu: whatever.. i'm still sexier
me&naru: *nods heads furiously in agreement* umm hmmm...2x yup can't disagree with that!