Ghosts

AN: This is just a random story I was thinking of! Sorry if it's sad!! Tell me what you think!

Disclaimer: I wish!! CW (I think) owns the show and Coldplay own the song!

It has been 3 years since she broke his heart in Philadelphia but still he just couldn't forget about her.

He could still taste her lips on his, the touch of her soft skin and most of all he couldn't forget her icy blue eyes; they were imprinted on his brain.

Every time he read a book or drank coffee or even just closed his eyes those oceanic eyes were there, haunting him. They were the ghosts of the past and what could have been but never will be. He couldn't escape them, no matter how hard he tried, those eyes would always be there stabbing at his heart like daggers.

He desperately wanted to be free of her but even with the distraction of his job she would always be there in the back of his mind like a flashing neon sign saying 'You love me but you can't have me'. And every time he sat down to write somehow his writing would always lead back to her.

She was a ghost haunting him and because of the mistakes he made in the past she would haunt him for the rest of his life.

"I'm coming" Jess called frustrated as he heard a knock at the door.

He swung the door open and to his surprise he saw his plaid and backwards-baseball-cap-wearing-uncle standing before him.

"Luke" Jess says with obvious shock.

"Hey Jess" Luke says calmly. "How are you?"

"As good as I'll ever be" Jess replied with a monotone voice "You?"

"I'm fine" Luke says as he walks into Jess' surprisingly tidy apartment.

"You and Lorelai doing good?" Jess asks hoping to avoid the other Lorelai Gilmore.

"Yeah, great bus she's not really well right now" Luke says as his facial expression drops.

"Oh, sorry. How's your kid, April?" Jess says trying to summon up some sincerity.

"She's fine but she's getting into her moody teenage years now" Luke replies

"Right, yeah, I hear those are the worst" Jess stated with a smile trying to lighten Luke's dark and gloomy mood.

"Luke, I know you're a monosyllabic kinda guy but you're really quiet are you sure you're fine?" Jess asks genuinely worried about his uncle who has done so much for him.

"I just…I have some news, could we sit down?" Luke asks gesturing to the couch.

"Sure" Jess answers and sits down next to Luke. "So, what's your news?"

"It's about her" Luke says referring to the blue-eyed girl.

"Look I really don't want to…"Jess starts but is interrupted.

"I know but it's really important" Luke says seriously.

"Fine" Jess gives in reluctantly.

"Last week there was an accident" Luke says quietly.

Jess gulps anxiously.

"She was killed"

Jess swallows hard trying to fight the tears back.

"Before she died and said goodbye she said something you need to know"

Jess who was staring at his feet not wanting Luke to see his glistening eyes turned his head to Luke look in the eye.

"She said- Tell Jess I'm sorry."

Jess furrows his brow and swallows even harder and the tears began to build up in his eyes and a lump grew in his throat.

"Jus let it all out Jess" Luke said comfortingly.

And with that invitation Jess began to cry. He cried harder than he ever had, he couldn't even remember the last time he cried. His shoulders began to shake violently and the tears were falling down his cheeks, he put his head in his hands and Luke placed his arm round Jess' shoulder.

Jess couldn't stop the tears and he didn't care he was just so devastated. Rory was dead and he loved her. He didn't know Angels could die.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you loose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I..

Tears stream, down your face
I promise you I will learn from the mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

AN: Please review. Try to ignore the fact that Rory died (I know it's hard to ignore) it's just that I would like your opinions on how I portrayed Jess' emotions?? Please tell me what you think, reviews are like sweet chocolate!!