A/N: Here I sit, in my uncles house, finally doing what my friend has been asking me to do, starting a fanfiction, because I can't go on the internet, because my uncle doesn't have a connection.
You might know my friend, her authors name is Rainbow Dust. And if you don't know her, I recommend you to go read her stories ;)
Anyways, go read now :)
Marlene McKinnon, a sixth year Gryffindor student, sat in her bed, sometime between 4 and 5 AM, fully dressed and still with her make up on. With a black muggle notebook in her lap, and a pink pen in her right hand, at that current moment, she was chewing on the end of the pen, wondering what to write next, after a moment of thought she finally put the pen to the paper, and started scribbling down some words.
Dear diary.
I know I haven't written anything in you, since the day Lily gave you to me, other than my name and address, but that's because I always thought it was silly, to write as if I were talking to someone, and to write something down, that I can always share with my friends. And why risk that someone might find this and would know everything you feel and think. But some things you can't share with your friends
and a person can only holds so many feelings and thoughts back, so that's why I'm finally writing in you, finally getting rid of the thoughts, that otherwise would just end up building up and then make me snap.
And the first thing I want to talk about, is Sirius Black, you might get to hear a little bit to much about him during the time I'll write in you, but hey, that doesn't matter, does it? No? Good.
Sirius Black, is the most arrogant fool, I've ever shagged, mind you, I have shagged my share of guys, but that doesn't mean I'm a slut, I'm just very good at shagging, that's all.
Anyways, back to Sirius Black. I really do almost hate him, he's such an asshole, and if I'm a slut he's a bloody whore, I'm not kidding. Lets say that I shag one guy a month, he has a new girl almost every fucking night.
But who am I to judge a man? Or well a boy, since he's only sixteen, and the fact that he has slept with a lot of girls, doesn't make him a man.
He used to be a man in my eyes, but now, now he's just a cowardly boy, with no feeling to share with the world.
Marlene closed her eyes, and sighed, it had been a long time since she had been able to talk about Sirius like that, and that wasn't even all she wanted to say. But now she was going to get dressed, fix her makeup and wake Lily and Mary up.
Marlene walked into the Great Hall with her two best friends by her side, the Great Hall was almost empty except for one and one person, since it was only 7 AM.
"Mars," Lily yawned. "why did you wake us up so early?" She said as she sat down.
"Because, Lily, I didn't want to go alone, I am a sociable person, not a loner, and that is why I need my friends with me." Marlene answered and scooped some eggs on her plate.
Mary, who was not a morning person, was resting her head on her plate, unknowingly, smearing jam into her hair when she turned her head to look at Marlene.
"So, Mars, how come you're up so early?" She asked and raised an eyebrow.
"Oh, I have been up since 8 AM yesterday." Marlene answered and smiled. "Oh and Mary dear, you have something in your hair" she added and smirked as Mary touched her hair, noticing that it was covered in jam.
"Ew!" Mary all but scream and jumped from the table, making a run for it towards the door, clutching her hair.
But to Marlene's disappointment, she saw four boys, she knew well, enter the hall and making their way to the Gryffindor table.
"Damn, I was hoping to be gone when they arrived." She muttered to her self.
"What's wrong with Mary?" Remus asked and sat down next to Marlene, James sat down next to Lily as usual and Sirius and Peter both sat down on the other side, Peter sitting down in Mary's seat, opposite of Lily.
"Oh, her hair got a little jammed." Lily said and giggled.
Marlene suddenly felt something, more like someone, stroking her leg, she looked up and saw Sirius' eyes fixed on her, she decided that she was just going to act as if she didn't notice. She stood up from the table and told everyone that she was going to get ready for class now, and got a weird look from Lily.
"Oh, but McKinnon," She heard Sirius say as she was going to walk away.
"Yes, Black?" She said with a sweet tone in her voice.
"It's Saturday." He said, with a tone in his voice, that was almost threatening, and he smirked at her.
"Oh… well, then I'm going to do something else." She finished and walked away.
As she reached the stairs, she felt a hand on her shoulder and stopped dead in her steps, she knew who it was, holding her shoulder, so she started to turn around..
"Don't turn around." He whispered in her ear, and let go of her shoulder. So she stopped turning around.
"What do you want, Black?" She asked, irritation reaching her voice, so she sounded harsh.
"Room of Requirements, 15 minutes." He said and before Marlene was able to say something, he had started walking up the stairs, acting as if nothing had happened.
15 minutes later, Marlene found herself standing inside the Room of Requirement, wondering why she had come. Getting ready to leave, the door opened and in stepped Sirius Black.
"Oh, McKinnon, fancy seeing you here." He said and acted surprised. Marlene rolled her eyes and walked towards him.
"What did you want, Black?" She asked.
"You, on that desk." He said and pointed towards the back of the room, where Marlene saw a desk, that had not been there a moment ago.
"Sirius, I thought we'd stopped playing this game." Marlene sighed and looked up at Sirius, her eyes met his lust filled eyes, and she knew he wasn't going to back down from what he wanted, and there was something about the desk that turned her slightly on. But she wasn't going to give in, she was not going to shag Sirius Black on a desk in the Room of Requirements.
"Sirius, I'm leaving." Marlene said and started for the door, but couldn't go far, because Sirius had locked his hand around her wrist.
"You aren't going anywhere Marlene." He said, his eyes turning black.
"Where did 'McKinnon' go?" Marlene asked and raised her eyebrows.
"The same place 'Black' went, a moment ago" Sirius answered and pulled Marlene closer, so that he could whisper in her ear; "Now, I want you on the desk…now" and push her towards the desk.
"Stop it, Black." Marlene said as she was pushed towards the desk "what's the matter with you?" She asked as she headed to the doors.
"Stupid arrogant son of a bitch" She muttered.
"I can agree with that last one" She heard Sirius say as she closed the door behind her.
A/N: So, I know it probably sucks, but I'm doing this for my friend, Rainbow Dust, because i promised her that I would put up a story on FF in October... last year, no I'm not late, I'm never late! Stop judging me!
So I just wanted to say, thanks for reading it, I can't promise that I'll put up a chapter every week, but I'll put up a chapter some day ;)
Once again, thank you, and please review :D
