Hello everyone, my name is CircularBoat742 and welcome to my newest fanfiction! Little Introduction with me, I am originally from the Loud House wiki and I've been recovering from traumatizing event in my life (If asking, go check out my latest post from months ago). Anyways, I've been rather…quiet lately with the whole wiki. Well for starters I'm feeling a lot better after the whole incident and I feel like I can come back, but it will be different. I'm going to be a lot slower with stories because of school work, considering I'm heading into high school soon. Well, I've been thinking, and I believe most of my new stories will be on now and the only reason why is because I want to make much more complex stories and so on. Not only can I touch on some more serious topics (and no I'm not making any sexual stories), but more along the lines of my more serious one on the wiki. That doesn't mean I'm going to be always like this. Ik some people complain that my more recent stories were more "ST. Lincoln" in that Lincoln was always tortured and/or mistreated and I can see that. Although this story is gonna be dark…I plan to really put a lot of effort into this, and I believe I can do my best. Anyways that's enough babbling on about my past and what's gonna come up. Hope you guys enjoy this first chapter and I'll talk to you guys later, Peace!
-CircularBoat742
Every now and then, an event comes up to a person that can hit them hard. Say an accident comes up to some friend and they're left in the hospital, there are mainly two ways someone can handle it. The person receiving the news eithers start worrying, panicking about the whole situation out loud. They start fearing the worst for that person in that accident and they end up getting real emotional. The other way people deal with events is that they hide it. They don't ever conceive the fact to anyone else that they're really hit hard with the situation. Instead, they keep a calm emotion, talking normal and going on with their day like nothing happen. However, as soon as that person who is hurt is alone, they let their mind run wild. They then start worrying, letting emotions out and eventually, they become so guilty, that it's so hard for them to focus anymore. That's just how people react to situations that are "bad" and "hit them hard". The thing is, it's up to the person who's receiving the news to determine if it's something that deserves the 'bad news" and the "hit hard" classification, whatever the situation is. Well for a certain white hair boy, his situation isn't "bad", but it is "hitting" him hard.
Lincoln Loud, the special card of the family is hanging in his room, lying down. He is just there…staring up at his ceiling. It's not like he has nothing to do. He can go over to his best friend Clyde's house. He can be hanging out with his 10 sisters, he can be reading his Ace Savvy stories and so on. He's deciding not to though, and for what reason? Well, it's because he's missing someone dear to him. Even though It would seem from other people's perspectives that this would be nothing more than a bully picking on him, but to the two of them, it was how they got along for the most part. Ronnie Anne, the toughest girl in Royal Woods Elementary recently moved out to live with the rest of her family in the state above. Although Lincoln said it would be great for her to move in, it doesn't feel the same with her gone to him. Other than Lori and Clyde, no one knew how much she meant to him. Now we're here seeing Lincoln sulking on his bed, thinking
Lincoln: (talking to viewers) You know…It really doesn't feel the same. Don't get me wrong, it was a good idea she moved away with her family. She is with people she loves, but it doesn't help she has to live upstate from here. Yeah, we video chat and text each other on a daily basis! But it isn't the same. Now I wouldn't really tell anyone this other than Lori and Clyde, but I really miss her. I miss the good moments we have hanging out together. I miss all the picking she did to me, even though that sounds weird. I just miss her.
As Lincoln sulks back into his pillow, he gets a call from his best friend Clyde. He answers
Clyde: (to Lincoln) Hey buddy, how's it going?
Lincoln quickly changes his attitude to a happier tone, unlike how he was seconds ago
Lincoln: (to Clyde) I'm doing good. Just lying in bed, got nothing to do.
Clyde: (to Lincoln) Well you're free to come over to my place today! Wanna come?
Lincoln: (to Clyde) Sure! I'll be over in a bit.
Clyde: (to Lincoln) Great! Just get everything we're gonna do like comics, action figures and all of that!
Lincoln: (to Clyde) You know I will!
Clyde: (to Lincoln) Alright, See ya soon!
With that, Clyde hangs up, leaving Lincoln by himself again. Lincoln quietly puts his phone back in his pocket and he shifts his attitude back to how it was before
Lincoln: I know I lied to Clyde right there, but I really didn't want to talk about that right now. Not that I have a problem telling him that, but I know what he's gonna tell me at this point so it's really nothing. Besides, hanging out with him will get these thoughts out of my head...hopefully.
With that, Lincoln starts packing his things together, quietly
And that's the end of chapter 1! I'm still new here so idk how long it'll take for me to understand everything, but I'll manage. Anyways hope you enjoyed and I'll see you guys next time, peace!