For someone so happy and bubbly, I write an awful lot of angst. Maybe it's my subconscious trying to tell me something? Gosh, I hope not.

Part of the 'I' series.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or it's characters. They all belong to Stephanie Meyer.

I looked down at the waves crashing against the rocky sides of the cliff, right down bellow me. My brothers jump all the time; it can't be much different right? Wrong. They all surfaced after their jumps and I wasn't planning to.

I started to think about why it was I had got to this point. Why I was about to commit suicide. It had all started with Sam. He had left me for my cousin, Emily, and crushed my heart in the process. I had been left bitter and cold after that, but not suicidal.

Then Jacob and I had gotten really close. I had joined his 'Pack' that was made up of Seth, Jacob and I, and we had bonded over heartbreaks. Bella had broken his, Sam mine. We made each other feel better. He had provided a means to get away form Sam and his Alpha orders and I was grateful. Jacob was grateful to Seth and I too, for keeping him company, even if he didn't want to admit it.

Then Bella had her 'Baby' or 'Devil Spawn' and subsequently died. Or turned into a vamp. Either way her heart had stopped and she was dead. Jacob had promised us she would be dead to him as well, as soon as she turned. Only he took one glance at her 'Baby' and imprinted.

I hate imprinting. It messes everything up. That was probably why I shouldn't have even believed I had a chance with Embry, but I did. We were together for 13 months. That's more than a year. Then he imprinted on Ashley, an old friend I had forgotten about. He hadn't left me, but I knew he would. You can't fight the imprint. I've been told that so many times. Jacob said it and so did Sam. If Alphas couldn't fight the imprint, what hope would Embry have?

And so now I was at the top of the cliff. Three heart breaks is enough for one lifetime, thank you. I took a deep breath, filling my lungs with the salty mist of the waves that still crashed below me.

Goodbye Mom, thank you for putting up with me. Goodbye Seth, thanks for making me smile at your optimism (even if your optimism never really rubbed off on me). Goodbye Sam, I loved you, I hope somewhere in you, you love me too. Goodbye Emily, you where never really a cousin you were more of a sister, it's a shame we lost that. Goodbye Jacob. Goodbye Embry.

I took one more step towards the edge. Taking one last breath I got ready.

"LEAH, NO, DON'T-"

But Embry was too late. I didn't jump. I flew.

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