He had made something to her. Something special, something she held so close to her heart, but within time...it was broken.
Seven years had past since the victory over cell, and the z-warriors were finally able to rest
and live a normal life. Happiness was the time for most of them, but not for Chichi. She
wasn't able to move on with hers. She just couldn't find the happiness that her two sons, Gohan and Goten had.
It wasn't possible for her atleast, not without him. He was always with her, by her side and he would always
see the bright side to everything. But now, the brightside, was the downside.
Goku had given his life for his friends and family without hesitation or regrets. He felt Gohan should be the protector
of earth after him because he saw the power of a true warrior. But it was that horrifying day that changed everything...
The wind blew a howl of endless screams as the dust and debree scattered across the open plains of the mountains. There was no sign of wild life for miles... Just the destruction of hatred and pride. The smell of the dead lingered in the air and all around you'd see the damp blood, bone and flesh of those who faught hard. There he was, the young child on his hands and knees, squeezing the dirt between his fingers, begging for a solution of a way out. His sweat soaked into the hot rocky ground underneath him as the rays of the sun beat down on his back. He couldn't stand how it mocked him. He hated that dreadful beast who'd done everything, but by this point, Gohan had been terribly weakened by the ongoing fight and it was still far from over.
His size was already massively huge and it would be just a matter of time before earth disappeared forever.
He slammed his fists hard into the ground, creating tiny craters beneath them. What was he suppose to do? He knew he could do nothing more, not at the rate of how things were going. No way.
"Say goodbye to your precious planet Gohan!" Cell stated, laughing extremely hard.
"No, don't!" The young warrior demanded.
He stood to his feet, feeling the pressure, taking in the emotions of a true warrior. He sadly couldn't understand them as he needed to at a time like this. He was confused, lost. He needed to act, but couldn't. He had the power, but with having the knowledge of angering Cell, he would easily be allowing him to destroy the humble planet and all who lived there. And that's something he didn't want.
Gohan thought back of the time of when he could have killed Cell. He had more power then he needed but allowed it get to his head like the saiyan prince, Vegeta. He wanted Cell to suffer for what he'd done. Who could blame him? He had always felt he was helpless and weak, never believeing he could help his family and friends. He'd always watch from the side lines, but not now. He fell to his knees once more feeling all the blame of disobeying his father. It was his fault and the earth would now be gone because of him.
"I've been a fool! Damn it, I let Cell win again!" He failed everyone, but mostly himself.
In the not so far off distance, the other z-warriors watched with heavy fear and doubt but not all shared the same emotions. There was one who stood from the crowd. Goku. Realizing the very limited time and choices they had, he tried the only thing he could do: Sacrifice himself. He stood, a man, a warrior as he turned his head to his loved ones. Then he proudly smiled, happy to know they would finally be safe.
"Goku, what is it?" Krillan asked as they all stared puzzled.
"Listen, there's not much time left and there's only one way I can think of saving the earth now."
"What are you talking about?!"
"No, don't! You don't have to do this!" Trunks yelled as Goku raised his fingers to his bloody forehead.
"Goodbye guys." He simply replied, waving.
"Goku, wait..." Krillan begged.
Goku...disappeared from amongst them and that was the last time they'd ever see Goku again. It would only get worse without him. Soon enough the warrior stared into the beast's eyes, grinning. Gohan looked up, wondering why he was there with him. Goku then looked down at his brave son and smiled.
"You put up a good fight Gohan. I'm so proud of you."
"Daddy?"
"Gohan, listen. Take care of your mother for me. She needs you more then ever and please...tell her I had to do this. Tell her there was nothing else I could do. And let her know, I love her."
He turned to face the beast and his son's eyes opened wide as his father gave him one last smile, one last goodbye.
"Goodbye, my son." And then, he was gone with the wind.
Chichi walked down the river bank, watching the pedals fall in and float down the river. It was a cool day sunny day and she didn't really have anything to do. Gohan was at school and Goten was sleeping over Trunk's house at Capsule Corp. And well...Goku wasn't there eaither. He hadn't been for what seemed like an eternity.
He was stupid
He was careless
He was a jerk
He knew the risks and the pain that would be floating around, but he had too. But then, that wasn't the problem. He really hadn't thought it over before deciding to stay with King Kai either. That too, wasn't the problem.
Chichi continued down the river with a heavy heart and now, a broken one. She was lonely and hurt. She had her desires that would never be satisfied, and that destroyed her. Her days would be long and empty, cold and frustrating. She had come to the conclusion that Goku had deserted her for a stupid reason. After all, this wasn't the first time he'd done this to her. Maybe he wasn't interested in her. She really could have cared less if the earth blew up. In fact, she almost wanted it to happen. That way, her sons would be with their father, but she would be with her one true love forever. Nothing to ever go wrong. He'd always be with her instead of "other world."
The wind blew gently, making the area a perfect place to be alone and just sort herself out. She walked to the river's edge noticing a tiny fish caught between two stones. Its tail wiggled as its gills gasped for air. She watched it with pity and after some time, freed it back to the water and there it swam down stream. She glanced into the water seeing herself in its reflection and quickly looked away. She was very beautiful: long, silky charcoal hair and eyes, slender figure with perfect skin. She had aged a bit but she was still very attractive. If only he could see her now...
She looked at her reflection once more in the tiny ripples...someone was behind her, watching. She saw a tall figure with dark hair as her own and had a muscular body. She turned quickly only to find no one behind her. Could it be? Could it really be that he was there, or had it just been her imagination? Or maybe her desperation to see him again? She stood blank minded, staring into the distance like being frozen in time. She never made a move from that spot until it got late enough for Gohan to get home from school. She wanted to stay there so badly, but Gohan would get concerned and go looking for her. She didn't want to worry him...he'd had enough of that growing up.
She simply walked home, never dropping the thought of seeing him behind her. She really wanted to know...she really did. She had to otherwise she'd go crazy. But then again..maybe...she already was. She was going to find him one way or the other. She could have seen Goku for the first time in seven years and if he really was there, she wanted to be there with him. She had decided it then and there! She needed, wanted to have him back. That's all that ran through her thoughts.
I want you back.
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