So Sad Things Ended This Way

Disclaimer: I don't own Third Watch or it's characters.

Summary: Kim misses Bobby and decides how to deal with it.

Warning: Deals with suicide. Written by Sheryl 104 Rated R

Kim looked in the mirror. But that face she didn't recognize. For a while her life had been a dark hole. Lately all she did was cry. For she had lost everything she cared about. A few days ago her best friend had died, and it forever placed a hole in her heart. Her best friend meant the world to her. And now she'd never see him again.
She walked out of the bathroom and into her bedroom. She sat down on her bed and started to cry. She cried harder and harder as she thought about never being able to see her best friend again. She didn't know why things had to be this hard. But that's how she felt. She wiped her tears and thought about what to do. But nothing came. All she thought about was the guilt she felt for not doing anything to help him. Even though people had told her it wasn't her fault she still felt like there was something she could've done.
This she had told no one in fear they mey say, "It's all your fault. He died because you didn't care enough to help him. All he ever did was love you." Kim wiped her tears and grabbed a piece of paper and a pen. She finally knew what to do. She wrote a letter. The letter explained why she had to do what she was about to do. The letter read,(If you're reading this now it means I am dead. I'm sorry but this is how things have to be. It's all my fault that Bobby is dead. I should've done something, but I didn't. Please take care of Joey. Good-bye for good. Love Always, Kim).

Kim put the letter on her pillow and took out a knife and put it up to her wrist. She force fully pushed down on the knife. This she knew would hurt the ones she loved, but it's the only way she could be happy. If she was with her best friend.

The End