I loved--
and he never cared.
I gave--
and he always took.
I prayed--
and nothing ever happened.
I sang--
and he didn't hear me.
I begged--
and he never answered.
I cried--
and he didn't hear.
I sobbed--
and he never cared.
I thought about everything--
and knew he never existed.
"My mind is darkness now
My god I am sick
I've been used
And you knew
All the time
God I'll never ever know
Why you chose me for your crime
For your foul bloody crime
You have murdered me!
You have murdered me!"
--Jesus Christ Superstar