Disclaimer= I do not own Air.
Who knew that fate would pair us together?
My life seemed lifeless
Four words sounding bland
A life without meaning and direction
Just the way I had been walking
xxx
hunger took control
eating away at my insides
kudos to that fate
I woke up and you were by my side
The outside of me did not appreciate what the inside did
Care and kindness spewed with action and breath you took
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you proclaimed yourself as an undesirable
running away from your home
I was worried sick because I thought you were gone forever
But then I found you crouched by the shrine
Not wanting to be found
Instinct took over as I touched your face
Care led the way as I neared your mouth
Love reigned supreme as I felt those lips
xxx
I could not allow myself to explore that "not single" status with you
Caretaker of you was my job and I cherished it
Taking you to school and hanging out with you was enough for me
My mind was content but my heart wanted more
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age means nothing to me
I was going to say certain things while you were still here
Your illness conquered your body
Two steps and you fell on your knees
Moments later you succumbed to a permanent sleep
I too died a little inside
I wanted to join you on your heavenly ascent
Everlasting days up there I would've love to have spent
Fate forces me to be with you only in spirit
xxx
I'll say this though:
No matter what anyone says
No matter what anyone thinks of believes
They will never comprehend my feelings for you
I love you Misuzu
Through and through
My apologies for the broken feelings of this poem
But you are gone in the flesh, never to return to the world of the living
Confession was non-permitting due to time being unwilling