You don't know
No you don't know and you never could
The strength I hold back that threatens to come running under my skin
The fire the burning in my veins traveling to my soul whisking waves of hell across my heart telling me its my destiny toying with my mind
While I have my soul pulling me out of the claws that call me under coaxing softly to remind I have a reason
But my family my friends my life my purpose
I need to protect all
When I can't stand it the world the beat of my heart it pierces me awakening the fire and I can't
Do
Anything
It comes and my strength is full
I'm not holding back
I can breathe and I only get that when my fire is free and I can do so much when Im threatened when I need to protect them
When I need
To breathe but still they stand
They hold me though and I can be strong without the heat crashing down
But you'll never know what its like
To hold back
To stand and stop the hell screaming inside
You'll never know what it is to be me