Hi everyone, I just wanted to write a little something from Cameron's pov when I saw episode 6. I really felt for her, even though she is a machine. I hope there aren't too many spelling mistakes and hope you like it. I borrowed some scenes from the episode to fill in her thoughts.

The Sarah Connor Chronicles is not mine.

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'He's not a guy, he is a scary robot.' Cameron said as she cleaned the knife.

'Okay...' Dixon paused for a moment, feeling astonished as he looked at her with his mouth open. That... Whatever it was in that girls body called the other one scary? ' HE is a scary robot? You… YOU are a VERY scary robot.' Dixon pointed out.

She looked at him and turned around to put down the knife. She put it down with force. More force then she should have. She felt rejected. Pushed away.

'You should go.' Cameron said in a monotome voice as she turned back.

She did not understand those emotions that came up. Those emotions that were programmed in her. Those emotions that were hers.

'It's not safe for you here.' She wanted him to leave, and she didn't want him to see how much his words had effected her. Comparing her to the evil machine that lay there. And concluding that she was even worse then it.

She knew that Dixon was still standing there, looking at her as she was burning the other machine. Her eyes became blue as she looked at the fire. After a moment she looked up and met his eyes. She saw something that she hated. It was fear, fear for her, and maybe some sort of disgust for her. It was as if she couldn't get used to those looks.

She had an explanation for it. Humans were just scared for her because she was a machine. She was something they could barely control. They feared what they had created. And that what they had created would come to destroy them. So it wasn't that weird that they looked at her like that.

But she wasn't just a robot. She wasn't just a machine. She could feel a bit. She had something that could be called emotions. Just not so much as humans yet. She had needed human emotions to blend in. Really blend in. To not only look human, but to act as human as possible too.

She kept looking at him, taking in that look in his eyes that she hated so much. Her eyes didn't leave him when he began to walk away.

She was here to protect John. Nothing more. It didn't matter what other humans thought of her, she told herself as she looked back at the burning mess. Some of them became bad. They just did. Yes, she could understand that humans would be scared of them.

Of her.

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'You were right to leave him.' Cameron said. She understood Sara. She understood why Sarah had left Dixon.

'You don't go near him. You don't touch him. You swear to me to leave him alone or so help me, I will find a way to take you apart, piece by piece.' Sarah said in a threatening voice.

'I swear.' Cameron answered.

'So do I.'

Those words went though her head as she was standing in the kitchen at night. Staring out the window, scanning the premises. She was not to go near Charley Dixon, she was not to go near the wounded man in the living room called Reese. Sarah had sent her away. She understood. She had been too much. But still, she couldn't let it go. Sarah hated her. That was a fact. Whatever she would do, Sarah would keep hating her. Looking at her in disgust.

Maybe this didn't work out. Maybe FutureJohn had made a mistake to sent her here. He should have sent someone else. The problem was that there was no one else.

She turned around to walk to the other window. So she would just finish her mission here and then go back. She looked down at the floorboards. She would not care.

She would not care that they treated her like…. Like a machine.

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