Disclaimer: Fer sure maybe fer sure not fer sure eah fer sure bomb! Characters not mine.
A/N: My friend found this song on Myspace and it sort of inspired me. It's called fersuuure maybe by the medic droid. Alot of lines are taken from that song. So this fic is dedicated to my good friend Rae. Pairing's include: Sora and Riku (main), Axel and Roxas, and anyone else I just fit in to match the story. This is for mature audiences for alcohal, sex, and drugs. So if you can't handle this than leave. Review, because I love reviews! (Don't flame, i swear I'll find you and stick a fork in your eye if you do). On with the Show!
This is How the Beat Goes
Chapter 1:Look at the Mess We Made Tonight
Sora loved the library. He always went there, although none of his friends really knew why. Sora wasn't the type to hang out in large quiet areas filled with books. No, Sora was the lively boy you might catch still playing tag despite being 19. So everyone thought it was a enigma that he would want to spend a sunny Saturday afternoon in the hushed building.
"Should we really be following him? What happens if we get caught?" asked Selphie in a small voice. She wanted to know just as much as everyone else but if Sora found out they were spying... she didn't want to go through that horror.
"It's his fault for being so secretive!" exclaimed the auburn haired female who was leaning over from behind the book case to peek out at the table were Sora sat.
Tidus sat down in the aisle, scanning through some random book. "Maybe he's meeting a chick?" He stopped here and there to read a random page, making their espionage a little more fun for himself.
Kairi rolled her blue eyes. "Please. Sora meeting a girl wouldn't have to be a secret." she reasoned, still peering out at the brunet boy.
"Then a guy?" Tidus said throwing out another suggestion. The two girls stared at him in disbelief. "What!?" he said offended by the looks. "You guys are the ones who dragged me here. Ugh, Wakka is so lucky to be in class." he complained as he dropped his head in defeat.
"Whatever." Kairi said as she looked back out. "Hey guys, Sora's stopped reading."
Sora had been skimming through the assigned chapters of his book. If he was going to be in the library, he might as well get something done. He closed the book, tired from looking at all the letters. It's not like he was here to read anyway. He just didn't want to seem too conspicuous. There was only one reason he would go to the library. And the reason was him.
A silver haired boy walked over to one of the many tables, placing his books down. He took off his messenger bag, fetching a black lap top from within the beige bag. After preparing his space, he sat himself down and immediately got to work.
Sora watched the older boy, a small satisfying sigh passing through his lips. Again, he had come to study. Again, Sora watched him.
"Oh. My. God!" Selphie exclaimed, keeping her voice down. "Sora likes Riku Masaki! The Riku Masaki!?" She said completely thrown back at the situation.
"So I guess I wasn't that far off." Tidus said smugly, now interested in the stake out.
Kairi's eyes turned into evil slits. "Sora has a crush! And he didn't tell me!" Her voice was raised and took a scary tone. She and Sora had been best friends since they were kids. They always told each other their secrets. But now... How could he?
"Kairi, calm down! You'll give us away!" Selphie said as she covered the fuming girls mouth.
Tidus laughed at the girl. "I'm not surprised. This is Riku Masaki we're talking about."
Kairi calmed down a bit, all for secrecy's sake. "So what if it's Riku Masaki. He should have told me." She crossed her arms in defiance, her stance resembling a child's.
"But look at him! It's so cute the way he's fluttering his eyes, all love struck and what not!" Selphie said cheerily, always one to be the romantic.
"Poor guy. I don't think Riku even knows he exists." Tidus said sympathetically. "They're in two totally different worlds."
Kairi smiled mischievously. "Really now... but we can always fix that." She laughed maniacally under her breathe, making the other two shudder in fear. Kairi had gone psycho. She then pulled her two accomplices out of the library, formulating a plan within her devious head.
Riku typed on his key bored, only stopping once in a while to check something in one of his many books. Riku, unlike most jocks, wanted to make sure his grades were perfect. Like all students he partied all night long, but that didn't hinder his studies.
Riku felt uncomfortable. He kept on getting these weird vibes, like someone was watching him. He checked to see, but whoever had been staring returned to there work, leaving Riku in the dark. He went back to typing, the feeling of eyes still upon him.
Sora buried his face in his book, scared that Riku would notice his blatant gawking. If Riku ever knew the only reason Sora spent his days in the library the man would probably think he was a freak! And Sora absolutely could not let that happen. There was already close to no chance Sora would get a date with Riku Masaki, he didn't want that percent to drop to zero.
People might wonder why these four students would make such a big deal out if the silver haired 20 year old. And there was plenty reason to. Riku Masaki was what you would call, a high school heart throb. And his status hadn't changed since he had entered college, if anything he gained even more popularity. His charming looks, his educated mind, his witty personality... there was nothing about Riku Masaki that you wouldn't love. He was every girls' dream, and even some boys'.
Sora knew that Riku was untouchable to someone like him. But deep down he really wished that somehow they would end up together by some unimaginable miracle. Maybe one day Riku would just appear before the smaller male and sweep him off his feet, proclaiming his undying affection for the brunet. But that was just wishful thinking.
Sora wasn't some hot shot like Riku. Sora was just Sora, a man who had never lost his child like innocence. He didn't have manly looks like Riku. Instead he had soft boyish ones, making him cute, not sexy. Instead of alluring aqua eyes, Sora was born with round blue orbs. Riku had long silky sliver hair that made him look even more godly. While Sora, he had chocolate locks that stuck up in a random formation. Riku had a muscular, tall body opposite to Sora's Short and skinny frame. No, he and Riku were on totally different levels. Riku was a man. Sora was just a kid.
Sora sighed again, the sound of longing. His deep thought had caused him to fail to notice his surroundings, in particular, a silver haired man who was standing right behind him. Sora was snapped out of his reverie by a interrupting cough.
Sora threw his head back to see who was standing behind him. His curious blue eyes met sharp aqua. Sora jerked out of his seat, knowing exactly who the boy was. "Riku Masaki!?" He screeched rudely. The man's sudden presence had caught him completely off guard.
Riku raised a silver eyebrow at the boy. He seemed rather skittish. "Do you always talk to people in such a manner?" asked the man in a light voice. He wasn't angry, after all, you get used to it after so many years.
The boy blushed. "Um...Uh..." Sora stuttered, at a lost for words. what exactly do you say when the boy your crushing on from afar talk to you? It would be nice if they offered a class on such situations, a class like that would be much more useful than math. "Sorry?" Sora finally said, not really sure what to do.
Riku laughed at the kid's actions; he sure was amusing. "No problem." He flashed him a trade mark grin. Riku sat down in the seat next to the one Sora had been occupying. "You know my name, but I don't know yours. Care to share?" Riku said looking up at the boy.
Sora tilted his head to the side, still at a lost at why Riku Masaki was conversing with him. "Sora Hikari." He stated wearily as he sat down back in his seat.
"Well then Sora," Riku said the boy's name in a flirty fashion, he leaned a bit towards the younger male. "Tell me why you're always staring at me?" Riku knew perfectly well the reason for the gaping.
Sora's eyes widened. Busted. "Well, um," he started trying to think up a good excuse with out sounding like a complete stalker. "I was studying..." he muttered under his breath.
Riku chuckled. "And apparently you're studying the anatomy of a male." Sora pouted when his lame excuse didn't work. "I'll let it slide because you're cute." The blue eyed boy's turned a darker shade of red.
"N-no I'm not." Stuttered the boy. Riku Masaki had just called him cute. Him, cute! The man with looks to rival an angel had told him he was cute.
"Modesty is a nice trait." Riku said, further complimenting the brunet. "My friend is having a party tonight, would you like to go with me?" He asked the boy on a date.
"Really?!" Sora asked, excitement and disbelief shown in his voice. This had to be a dream. Nothing in life ever worked out this well.
"Yes really." Riku ripped a piece of paper out of one of Sora's notebooks. "Write your address and number here. I'll pick you up." Sora quickly scribbled the information without hesitation. "Good. well, see you later Sora." Riku stood up, grabbing all his belongings and left the library.
A giant smile crept onto Sora's face. He had a date with Riku. "YES!" Shouted the brunet, He punched a hand up into the air as a sign of victory.
"Shhh!" Scolded the librarian. Sora scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, gathered his belongings, and departed the old building to go get ready for the party. He had to look his best, after all, he was going with Riku Masaki.
"Kairi, what are you doing?" Selphie asked as the auburn haired girl clicked her pen and started to write something on a sign up sheet.
"If they're in two different worlds then we'll just have to bring them into one." Kairi said evilly. "And at the same time I can punish Sora for not telling me." She wrote down 'Sora Hikari' on the first line and 'Riku Masaki' on the second.
"You are the devil." Tidus stated as the she demon laughed darkly under her breath.
-This is How the Beat Goes-
Sora turned left and right, surveying his entire image. He wanted to look perfect. No, better than perfect. He wanted to amaze Riku, show him he was worthy to be next to the dazzling man. Sora bit his lower lip, not quite sure of the outfit he had chosen.
Sora was wearing a pure red t-shirt, which hugged him in just the right places. A black wrist band that read 'one by one the penguins steal my sanity' occupied his right wrist while the other was left naked. His bottom half consisted of a dark, near black pair of jeans, which hung low on his hips, revealing the hem of his black boxers. He wore a pair of loosely tied black Airwalks to finish his assembled clothing.
Sora sighed in defeat. Kairi had prepared the outfit for him months ago, telling him it made him into a 'total babe magnet'. Sora hoped it would be a total Riku magnet, seeing as he was trying to catch the boy's attention.
There was a soft rapping sound coming from Sora's dorm room door. The brunet took a deep breathe, trying to calm all the nerves that had just spurred within his chest. He walked over to the door, stilling inhaling and exhaling soothingly.
Sora opened the door to reveal a very scrumptious silver haired angel. Riku leaned his body against the frame of the doorway, his left elbow keeping his towering body up right. "Hey." Riku said suavely, greeting the now not breathing boy.
"Hey." Squeaked the other in return. Riku looked fabulous. His hair was pulled back into a mid ponytail, his bangs and a few escaped strands left dangling, accentuating Riku's already perfect features. He wore a yellow and navy shirt- the torso red and the sleeves which ran slightly passed his elbow was navy. The shirt showed Riku's toned body off without over flaunting, still leaving a person to their imagination. Riku's jeans were a faded blue, ripped at both knees. Riku's feet were covered by a pair of chucks.
"Ready?" Riku said raising an inquisitive eyebrow. Sora's gawking had become really amusing. Sora vigorously nodded his head as he walked out of his dorm, grabbing his cell phone and keys on the way out. He locked the door and pocketing the keys and cell phone in his back pocket.
Riku smiled comfortingly at the smaller boy, making said boy blush slightly. He followed the silver man out of the building and into the dark blue car.
"A lot of people go to these parties so you might want to stick close, lest you get lost in a wave a drunk college kids." Riku jested as he revved the engine, turning out into the street heading toward their destination.
"Who's throwing the party?" Sora asked curiously. It was probably someone who was popular, just like Riku.
"Axel Moeru. He lives in a house near campus. Hence, he's constantly forced to be the host of these crazy parties. He doesn't really mind because of his wild nature." Riku answered, slowing at a stop. He looked both ways for any oncoming cars and then kept on driving.
"Axel?" Sora said hesitantly. Axel was a popular party animal. He had lots of friends, and just as many enemies. But Sora was sure he heard the name else where. He had a feeling that someone mentioned his name before as someone important.
"Yup." Riku said turning into a residential area. There were cars lined up, loud techno party music, and, many youths mingling.
Riku parked along the street in the only empty parking space. He got out, and Sora quickly followed in suite. "Let's go inside. I have to go greet the Pyromaniac." Riku said, jerking his head toward the booze induced home.
"Ok." Sora said as he followed Riku along closely, not wanting to get caught in the crowd and lose his only chance to get to know the silver haired student. Riku gracefully weaved through the sea of people, while Sora struggled not to be trampled on. The older of the two noticed the other's struggles and offered a hand which Sora immediately took.
They entered the house through the garage-- the quickest way into the house without having to disrupt a pair of horny teens off each other.
Axel Moeru's house was medium size. A simple house, good for a family of four, but occupied by one. In the backyard there was a swimming pool, with many people inside dressed in their undergarments. The music from the back swam all over, reaching even inside the house. Sora was surprised the cops weren't notified. The house was getting trashed, a plastic cup on the ground here and there.
Riku walked passed the living room, still grasping Sora's frail hand. They passed a hallway and entered the kitchen, where all the alcohol resided. Leaning against a counter was the flaming Red head Riku was searching for.
Axel was wearing all black. His long sleeve shirt, his tight fitting pants, his stud wrist band, his boots, everything was black.
"Hey." Said Riku in a loud voice, as to be heard over the loud noise of the stereo. At this point he had let go of Sora's had, seeing as it was now not necessary. Axel turned around and smiled mischievously.
"Well, well. To what do I owe the pleasure?" Axel said smirking. Sora noticed the black markings under the tall man's eyes, wondering if they were tattoos or eyeliner.
Riku smiled at his friend, who was slightly taller than him. "Can't pass up a good party. I suppose I'm helping with the clean up again?"
"Why of course!" Axel said winking. He then looked at Sora inquiringly. "And who might this boy be?" Axel asked, eyeing the brunet.
Sora looked up at the skinner male sheepishly. "Sora Hikari." He said, his voice barely audible over the screaming music.
"Hikari? You wouldn't be related to-" he was cut off by a boyish voice from behind.
"Axel! Why are you always hanging by the beer?" Said a dirty blond. He was wearing a white T-shirt, with a black X mark across each breast. He had a checkered wrist band on each wrist. He wore loose beige pants and finally a pair of white vans.
"Roxas?" Sora said, surprise evident.
"Sora?" Roxas said in equal shock.
"What are you doing here?" Sora said frantically.
"Sora, I live here." Roxas replied, having regained his composure.
"You know each other?" Riku asked, wanting to know the mystery.
"Sora's my half brother." Roxas answered as he made his way over to Axel's side. He pulled himself onto the counter, sitting on the could surface.
Axel nodded knowingly. "I thought those blue eyes were familiar."
"But you guys look the same age. How is it possible that you're related?" Riku asked, digging further.
Sora laughed nervously. "Um, long story."
Roxas ran a hand through his spiked hair. "I can sum it up in one word-- Threesome." He said with a straight face.
Axel began to chuckle slightly at Roxas' blunt statement. Riku's face contorted into one of slight disgust. And Sora, he looked at the floor ashamed.
"What a way to start a family." Axel said jokingly. He had known of the way Roxas and Sora came into being, but every time he heard the story it just got better and better.
"That's beside the point." Sora stated looking up at Roxas. "Aren't you supposed to be living in the dorms of a different college across the country?" Sora was confused. Why was his Half brother, who he hadn't seen in years, living a couple streets down at Axel's house?
"I'm taking the year off." Roxas said shrugging. "I came to live with Axel a month ago, after I left my mom's house." he said pointing a thumb at the boy standing next to him.
"Oh." Sora mumbled under his breath. It was awkward seeing his brother here; Maybe because of their living situations. "It's nice to see you." He said in a slightly sad voice. Sora always wanted to get close with his family members, but there was always a dispute when the three people of the one night stand got together.
"Same." Roxas said as he looked over a Riku, a slight scowl played on his voice. "And what are you doing here with my brother?" He demanding.
Riku crossed his arms defiantly. "Partying. I have a right to go to a get together with whomever I want."
Roxas slanted his blue eyes. "I swear, if you so as--" Roxas threat was cut off by an intruding hand belonging to a certain red head.
"Now now, Roxas. Play nice." Axel said as he lifted his slender hand away from Roxas' mouth. Roxas pouted slightly.
Sora tilted his head, not really understanding Roxas' detestable feeling toward Riku. Riku was nice, courteous, and friendly. So what did Roxas have against him.
"Well, let's have some fun. Parties are for partying after all." Axel said, breaking the angry silence. "Here." he said as he handed Sora and Riku each a red plastic cup filled with booze. "Don't get too crunk. I want my house in one piece at the end of the night."
"Sure thing." Riku said taking the drink and taking a long drink. He turned to Sora. "Want to dance?" he asked as the boy took the drink wearily, taking a small sip.
"Ok." he said, smiling. He really didn't want to deal with his family drama right now. Riku grabbed Sora's hand again and led him out of the room, into the back yard.
"Axel. If Riku tries anything, I'm going to blame you." hissed Roxas as he watched Riku take his brother to the outdoors.
Axel laughed. "Aw, C'mon Roxas. What's the worsted that could happen?" Axel said as he turned over to place himself in between Roxas dangling legs. He placed each hand on the counter at Roxas left and right, cornering the blond.
"Sora could end up used goods." he muttered angrily. Axel leaned forward and placed a soft kissed on the fuming blond's lips.
"At least he'll have a good first time." Axel said slyly. Roxas rolled his eyes as he wrapped his arms around the other's neck and bent forward and kissed Axel back. Roxas couldn't keep mad at the flamer when he was such a good kisser.
"Sora, you've got to let loose." Laughed the aqua haired man.
Riku was swaying to the music tauntingly while Sora stood stiffly. He wasn't sure of what to do. Riku seemed to be an experienced dancer while Sora barely knew how to keep up with the beat.
Riku grabbed both of Sora's hands, having finished his beer earlier and discarding the cup. Sora hadn't finished, but didn't want to carry the item while dancing so ended up placing it somewhere.
"I don't know how!" whined the boy, embarrassed at his lack of moves.
"I'll teach you." Riku said chuckling, moving closer to the boy. Sora blushed at the contact, now being pressed against the junior. Riku moved his body, forcing Sora to move along with him. "Just let your body go." He said into Sora's ear, making him shiver. Sora took Riku's advice and just let go of all his inhibitions, letting the music take over.
Now Sora and Riku were dancing sensually in the middle of the 'dance floor'. Sora, although inexperienced, caught on quick. He moved his hips along with the beat, his arms now slung over Riku's shoulders. Riku had his hands placed on Sora's hips loosely so Sora could move about in any way he pleased. Sora's head bobbled slightly to the music, in synch with the upbeat sound.
Their dancing had caught the eye of many, not just because Riku was one of the dancers, but because their moves were so tantalizing. They were in the middle, everyone circling them making the two the center of attention. And they danced the night away.
-This is How the Beat Goes-
"I'm so tired." Sora said, slumping against the older boy. Riku smiled down at the brunet.
"That happens when you move around like that." he said suggestively. Sora blushed. "If you want we can go upstairs to one of the bedrooms to rest."
Sora sighed in relief. "That sounds great. But can we do that?"
"Yup. It's practically my room anyways." Riku said as he swooped the petite male into his arms and carried him up the stairs bridal style.
"Eek." squeaked the boy as he was picked up. "Riku! You don't have to carry me!" he said, blushing madly.
"Your legs must be worn out from so much dancing." he stated as he walked down a small hall, kicking open the door of a bedroom, letting Sora down so he could close the door, which minimized the sounds of the party.
Sora plodded over to the bed and through himself down. "Mmm, comfy." he muttered into the sheets. Riku sat down next to the boy, making Sora look up gratefully at the boy.
"Thanks for inviting me." Sora said, giving Riku one of his trade mark grins.
"There are better ways to show your gratefulness." Riku said as he moved his head down to Sora's level, landing a soft kiss on the unsuspecting boy's lips.
"Wha- Riku?" Sora said, mystified as to why Riku had actually kissed him.
"Shh." Riku said as he planted another kiss on Sora's lips, this time lasting longer. Riku moved Sora's body over, so that he was laying on his back. Riku then swung his body over and straddled the boy, kissing him all the while.
"R-riku..." stuttered the cerulean eyed boy. He was lost, unsure of what exactly was happening. Riku moved a hand inside of Sora's shirt, surprising the boy with the foreign touch. Riku took advantage of Sora's gasp of shock and slipped his tongue into Sora's mouth, moving around pleasurably.
"W-wai..." Sora tried to say as Riku played around with him. The silver haired boy lifted Sora's shirt off of him, giving the man access to Sora's chest. Riku moved away from Sora's lips and began to kiss along his neck, working down to his chest, leaving marks from where he had nibbled.
Sora had no control. Riku's provocative movements completely over powered the boy. Sora arched his back, leaning into Riku's kisses. Riku kept moving further down, his hands starting to undue Sora's pants, which pulled Sora out of his lust filled stupor.
"Stop!" shrieked the boy as he pushed the taller boy off, now caught up with the situation at hand. "What are you doing!?" he asked scared.
Riku looked at the boy, astonished. "What do you think?" Riku said in a slightly aggravated tone.
"I- wer'e not- Sex?" Sora said, his sentence fragmented, but getting the point across.
Riku rolled his eyes. "Obviously. Who takes someone into the bedroom to actually sleep?" Riku stated in a sarcastic tone. Who was this rude boy?
"But, I thought you weren't like this. You're supposed to be nice! It's the first date and you're trying to bed me?" Sora said exasperated.
Riku lifted an eyebrow. "Really now. And what makes you think I'm like that anyway. I'm just giving you what you want. What everyone wants. To sleep with the Riku Masaki." He spat out, pissed at being disrupted.
Sora slapped Riku across the right cheek. "Screw you!" He muttered, tears forming at the corner of his eyes. He then grabbed his shirt and rushed out of the room, leaving Riku stunned.
Sora ran down the hall, the house now almost empty. He turned the corner, bumping into the chest of someone. Making him stumble back slightly, a hand grabbing him so he wouldn't fall.
"You ok?" came the familiar voice of Axel's. Sora looked up, tears now flowing down his cheeks. Axel looked at him, worried. "Roxas!" he called the blond who was in the other room, cleaning up.
"Yeah?" Roxas said as he walked over and saw he brother breaking down. He rushed over, placing his hands on Sora's shoulders. "Sora, what happened?" he asked slightly panicked at the sight.
"R-Riku, he..." he said in between sobs. Roxas looked at him sympathetically, understanding what had happened.
"Dammit. I knew this would happen." Roxas muttered regretfully. He looked up at Axel, giving him a glare. "Sleep over. I'll sort everything out." He led Sora down the hall, taking him to the master bedroom.
He led Sora over to his king size bed and placed him down. Sora curled up under the blankets, crying softly into the pillows. Roxas rubbed his back comfortingly. "Go to sleep. I'll be back after I clean and get rid of some 'trash'." he said as he left Sora's side and left the room, closing the door softly.
"How is he?" Axel said, skulking over toward Roxas. Roxas shot him a dirty look, making Axel cringe.
"Yes, no thanks to you. You knew what Riku was going to do and you just let it happen! I fucking told you so!" he whispered maliciously, not wanting to disturb Sora.
Axel placed a hand on a hip. "Do not blame this on me. I'm not the one who tried to defile your brother."
"But your friend did!" Roxas said, his voice rising. He took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down. "He's so ducking dead." Roxas mumbled as he started stomping off down the hall. Axel grabbed Roxas arm, stopping the boy. "Axel..." he muttered darkly, not looking at the man.
"I know your mad, but I'm not going to let you hurt Riku. He's my friend, despite the fact he's a bastard." Axel said, stopping the boy.
"Fine." Roxas said, jerking his arm away from the boy. "You go talk to him." He said as he walked back to their room, back to Sora.
"Oh boy." Axel sighed exhausted, running his fingers through his long red strands. He walked up the stairs, up to the room Riku was currently sitting in. Axel opened the door, his arms crossed. "Pick your prey more carefully Riku. You're really hurt him." Axel said as he sat next to Riku on the bed.
Riku looked up at him. "Why should I care." he said under his breath, still rather stunned from the rejection.
"Well, you might not care about others, but I'm sure you care about yourself. Roxas is out for blood." Axel said, patting the boy on the back.
Riku slanted his eyes. "Whatever. I'm going home." He said, standing up and heading out the door, leaving Axel alone in the room.
"Riku, you really are a dumbass." he said, more to himself than the man who had already exited the room. He then went back out, having to take care of his trashed house as to suck up to Roxas.
A/N: Yah, I made Sora and Roxas family out of wack. But I myself have a family of only step siblings, and I've always wanted to know the rest of my family. But they have to live in Isreal. Bastards...hehe. So Sora and Riku almost hit it off, and then Riku ruined it. Sucks when you fall back to earth. A lot will be explained, like Riku's seemingly bipolar attitude. Sora's and Roxas family. Axel and Roxas relationship. Kairi's devious plans... But you'll have to wait a while, because I suck at updating, that is, unless you review. Reviews are inspirational. Peer preassure! Do it!!! ((hehe, I made some corrections, thanks Trekiael for unofficially beta reading my fic!))