Bella's Heart Ch 1, Twilight
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BPOV
I couldn't put this off any longer I was going over to Jakes house and tell him I could only be his friend. He had wanted to be more but I couldn't I had tried but it was like dating one of my brothers he just wasn't the one and deep down I think he knew it to. I had been trying to end things with him for a few weeks but he was always busy but every night we would talk over the phone but it wasn't a conversation that I wanted to have over phone or via text message.
I had got up this morning determined to see him today I never called I planned on surprising him then he couldn't make a lame excuse. I pulled into Jakes drive, walked in the house dreading having this conversation with him because i didn't want to hurt him i did love him but only as a friend. I slowly walked thru the narrow hall way looking into his bedroom.
"OMG" I yelped startled
"Bella, Bella wait it's not what it looks like please" Jake said jumping off the bed
"Fuck You Jake!" I said crying
I threw my key to his house at him and left
"Ahhhhhhh" I screamed walking out the front door and getting into my car. I grabbed my phone and called one of my friends back in Forks.
"Hey B"
"Hey Rose."
"B, are you alright?" she asked with concern in her voice
"Rose, I'm on my way home."
"Bella, what is going on?" Rose screeched.
"Well long story short I went to Jake's this morning and I found him in bed with another girl." I said
"You're kidding me." she said
"No Rose I'm not, I just want to come home, I need my family and its time I deal with things" I sniffled
"OK Babe, I'll call the guys and let them know your on your way home"
"Rose please don't tell them I want to surprise them."
"Once your brother's find out what happened they are going to kill him."
"Rose please let me tell them."
"OK B."
"Bye Rose I love you."
"I love you too B."
I boarded the plane for Forks. I sat there thinking about everything that I will have to face when I got home. It wasn't just my family but my ex the love of my life. The man who I thought was my soul mate but seriously who finds there soul mate at the age of 13.
Its been almost 4 years since that awful phone call telling me he didn't love me and how he wanted to experience a normal college life. I lived in L.A. while he was at Med school in Chicago and the long distance thing just wasn't working he said leaving me heartbroken. That was the last words I had heard from Edward and till this day those words stung knowing I wasn't good enough, I wasn't worth it.
Hours later and I'm in a cab on the way to the car dealer where i had purchased a black Volvo XC90.
It had been almost 4 years since I had seen my brothers or my friends it was just to hard emotionally to be home all the memories but I had to deal with them if I had any chance to move on and find some sort of closure. I had no choice he had moved on he was dating a secretary his mother had told me. It was time for Bella Swan to let go and move on. The only way I could do that was if I faced everything from my past.
I picked up my phone and called Rose.
"B where are you?"
"where is everyone?"
"Your dad's."
"Ok I will be there in a few" I told Rose hanging up
I started to slow down seeing my dads cruiser in the drive and pulled up behind it. I got out of the suv, walked up the steps of my childhood home and opened the door taking a huge breath to settle my nerves.
"Hello, any one home?" I yelled.
I heard a chorus of Bella's and next thing I knew I was being swung around and hugged by my big brother.
"Emmett can't breathe." I gasped
"I've missed you so much" Em said
"Bella what's going on baby girl what are you doing in Forks not that I'm complaining" Dad said
"I'm moving back to Forks." I stated they all stared at me with open mouths
"What if you don't want me here I can leave." I grabbed my keys and purse and stood up.
"No Bella" Jazz said cuddling me
"Ali, how about you and me go pick up some wine and take out?" Rose said
smiling at me. I mouthed thank you to her. I didn't really want to explain anything in front of Ali because she is Edwards twin sister and also my brother Jazz's fiancé. The girls left and I quickly started to head up to my old room.
"Get your arse back here Bella." Em said walking up behind me and pulling me back
"Nice Em" I said
"Well Bella we are waiting for you to tell us why, all of a sudden after almost 4 years you show up and tell us your moving back?" dad asked.
"Ok I'm only going to say this once and then you are never to speak about it again and you have to let me finish before you butt in, deal?"
"Deal" Jazz said.
"Well as you know I had a friend named Jake." I looked at them and they were all nodding.
"Well, I went to over to his house and walked in on him having sex with another girl so I threw his key at him and went straight to the airport got on the next plane home." I said sighing looking at the three men before me
"Look my heart belongs here with you guys not in LA. I have missed you all so much and I know that I can work from anywhere as long as I meet my deadlines plus i was moving back home in two weeks any way things just happened sooner". I said pleading with them
"Bella are you sure you are o.k.?" Jazz asked me with a small smile on his face
"Yeah Jazz I'm fine truly I am, actually I'm better then fine I'm home." I said sniffling
"Baby girl I'm glad you are home but if i ever see him ill kill him for hurting you" dad said cuddling me and kissing me on top of my head
Emmett was standing there looking at me I closed the small distance between us and cuddled into him.
"Emmett I'm fine" I said looking into his eyes hoping he could sense that I was really alright with what had happened and why I was home.
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