A/N no own

"HATE IS A POWERFUL THING" by Death bankia

Prologue

I hate everything in existence. I hate my horse faced aunt and whale sized uncle who beat me because I'm different. I hate all the teachers who see the scars and say nothing. My story is a sad one full of lies, deceit, death and worst of all a love that wasn't even real to begin with. Hate fuels me, makes me whole when they've ripped me to shreds. By now you're most likely wondering who I am. I am harry potter otherwise known as the "boy who lived" or the "dark lord's shadow" by my followers and Tom himself. My story started the day that fake seer gave a false prophecy causing tom to come after me as a three year old child who already saw the world for what it truly was. Instead of killing me he found that we were one and the same two beings who wanted nothing more than to rid the world of the things that had caused them pain and made them feel weak. My childhood wasn't exactly bright and kid friendly but I did have someone who love me.

CHAPTER ONE – HARRY IS UNLOVED.

"Boy!" uncle Vernon called from the kitchen to my cramped cupboard under the stairs "come and make our breakfast NOW!" He continued. I am now 10 years old today or rather tonight is my tenth birthday. "Coming uncle Vernon" I said obediently climbing out of my cupboard. My shirt was falling off my left shoulder, my big, circle, wire rim glasses covered most of my face, my hair was down to the small of my back and I was "fun sized" as many younger women and teenage manga/anime fans of both genders have told me after fangirling saying " kawaii!". In short I look like one of the boys from boku no piko just a little shorter all I'm missing is a hot slightly tanned guy who is at least 12 years older than me well technically I do so him so this is probably boku no harry or something (lol!). I walked into the kitchen and took out a half package of bacon, a half a dozen eggs, and a whole loaf of bread and the container of strawberry jam this was all mostly for Vernon and petunia who had gained a lot of weight after Dudley lost it all. I cracked the eggs into a large bowl and whisked them adding pepper, salt and onions. I then opened the loaf of bread and laid 6 of its slices onto a large baking pan that I then shoved into the oven. Taking out two large frying pans and putting cooking oil into one, I tossed the eggs and bacon (in separate pans) into the pans occasionally flipping the bacon and always turning the eggs, scrambling them. When the food was finally done I laid everything out on the table in serving bowls and set the table for three making sure take a pear, an apple and large bottle of water from the fridge, this food had to last at least the rest of the day if Dudley wasn't able to sneak me some food. "Breakfast is ready" I yelled into the house to my relatives who other than Dudley who was out running were still in their bedrooms. I took my food to my cupboard to eat, a few minutes later I could hear the Dursleys coming down the stairs and heading into the kitchen to eat after which Dudley came back into the house toting a black backpack looking like it was carrying a lot of stuff. The sound of silverware clinking on plates ensued. "Dudley I bought some books for you yesterday I thought you might like them there like the comic books you read but their from Japan. They are in the living room if you don't want them you can give them to the freak or something." Petunia said to her son Dudley "ok mum" Dudley said as he finished his second helping of eggs getting up to go check out the books in question.

Minutes later

"Sorry mom I'm not into this type of stuff." Saying that Dudley picked up all the books his mother had given him putting them into his already over flowing backpack and walked to Harry's cupboard. He knocked on the door and when harry opened the door (he was lucky Vernon hadn't put the bar lock on the outside of the door) Dudley pushed the large bag of things into his arms "Here harry these are for you." He said. Dudley was the only Dursley who was nice to harry getting him food when he had been starved and giving him his nicest old clothes when petunia wanted to give him the ones with holes and tears. "Thanks Dudley I was getting bored in there anyway." Dudley nodded with a smile on his face he liked when he and harry talked since harry only saw him not the fat that he lost. Closing the door harry looked into the bag overwhelmed with how much there was stuffed inside it. He made a mental list of all the titles as he pulled out the books first one at a time. Naruto, Death note, Kuroshitsuji (black butler), Fairy tale, The Ninja Way (I made it up), Trigun, Bakuman and finally Ottoman. "Wow" harry said looking over all the books (okay so maybe that's not a lot but to harry it is) then lifted out a Boy Scout pocket knife, a 250 page journal, pens and pencils, some candy and twenty dollars which would be added to his money jar (Dudley gave him half of his allowance every few weeks so that he could buy things like candy or comics or even new glasses when they broke). Harry slid out a trunk from under the more prominent part of the stairs just as a knock sounded on the door. He opened it knowing that Dudley was the only one who ever knocked. "Harry I see that your opening that trunk again" Dudley said with a smile "I just thought you would feel safer knowing that your items are locked up so I got you a lock and key" he held up a heart shaped lock and a key on a chain (see where I'm going with this?) . "Aww thanks Dud" harry said blushing as Dudley handed him the lock and key. "Don't mention it" Dudley said as he started walking down the hall way. Dudley was always going out of his way to make sure that harry was cared for since he knew his parents weren't going to take on the role as care taker, even going so far as to doing odd jobs here and there so that he could get more money to buy harry things (basically Dudley is like foster father who is also in love with harry he just doesn't realize it yet). Harry went back to his trunk taking everything out so he could see the only things he owned in the world. Harry slowly took out a few pairs of underwear, a small box filled with some peppermint candy, and a small watch that read 2:07 'I should eat something before Vernon makes me clean' harry thought pulling out his pear, he continued on with his inventory check while quietly munching on the pear and drinking water. Harry pulled out a first aid kit, a baseball hat, a spare pair of glasses, some stray coins that needed to be put into the money jar, the money jar itself, a pencil box in which he put all of his new pens and pencils in, a few shirts, three pairs of shorts that fit him in black, red and navy, a pair of white socks and finally a pair of red flip-flops, a pair of black and red sneakers and a pair of black sandals. Harry noticed that everything he owned was always black, red or navy. Harry just shrugged it off as he started to put everything into its rightful place, other than the watch in the trunk closing it and locking the lock onto it gave harry some reassurance that his things would be there no matter what. By the time harry finished it was 3:14 'time to clean he' thought as Vernon banged on the door. Harry was glad that tomorrow Vernon and Petunia would leave on a four day trip to see aunt marge who hated all children leaving harry and Dudley to rule the house for four days. Harry though of the possibilities as he began to mop the kitchen.

Author's note: What do you guys think? To answer the obvious questions 1) Harry is basically like a modern day sasuke uciha in personality and looks like piko but with long hair instead of the duck butt look or a bob.2) Dudley is about 19. He is pretty much Harry's only father figure but doesn't realize that he loves harry more than a father would. Dudley does odd jobs as well as part time at a coffee shop in London he owns a motorcycle which is his mode of transportation. Dudley is not over weight in this fanfic he takes martial arts lessons as well.3) harry looks up to Dudley but at times doubts his fatherliness.4) Dudley is 6'6 and Harry is 3'9. 5) Sooner or later there will be a flashback explaining where all of this started. 6) Moldy shorts and harry are friends and moldy isn't snake like.