Disclaimer: The Twilight Saga and all its scenes and characters belong to their respective owners (Stephenie Meyer, etc.). Writing this fanfic I don't mean anything than entertain with non-profit.
I want to thank my wonderful beta, Mikarin Aoi, for helping me with this little story (I still have to work to improve my English). You're great, dear, thanks so much.
Why Can't You See
"Why can't you see that I love you? I love you more than I've ever loved anyone before. I love you more than my own life. I love you more than anything. I love you. Why can't you see it?"
She started sobbing then, wishing her tears could come. He cupped her face with his hands.
"Don't cry. Please, don't cry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry, I'm so sorry. I'm terribly sorry. Please, please, don't cry."
She looked at him with her eyes filled with pain and sadness.
"You didn't make me cry. I'm crying because I love you too, Carlisle… I've always loved you, since the day we met. But I'm so worthless… I'm crying because I'm so unworthy of you… I don't deserve you… Although I wished it for years, I still can't understand why you love me. I'm not good enough. I'm not beautiful or smart… not like you. I'm broken. I'm just a poor and weak woman who lost everything. I couldn't save my baby, and what's worse, I couldn't save myself. I didn't want to save myself after that… Charles was right, I'm useless. I should be dead. I have nothing. I am nothing."
"Don't say that. Please, don't say that. You don't know how much you mean to me. You are everything to me. You gave me a new reason to exist, a new reason to continue, a new reason to live. You gave my life sense. I can't even begin to explain how happy I am I found you again. How fortunate and grateful I am that I was able to save you. How happy I am to know you love me, to know that you have always loved me. I've never been happier. Because you are a beautiful, brave, strong, kind and wonderful woman.
You are so beautiful that your husband became insecure and so mistreated you because he feared you would find someone else and leave him. You were so brave and strong that you left him to save your baby, getting over your fears. You saved your baby from him. You are so kind that you don't hate me for changing you into a vampire and damning you with an eternal existence. You are a wonderful woman, Esme Anne Platt. You have always been and you will always be. And I love you just as you are; I love every bit of you. Because you are the best person I've ever met in my entire life. You are perfect to me, and you always will be."
Well, this is a little fic in English I wrote weeks ago. I didn't forget my story All I Need, the second chapter is almost finished, don't worry. ;) I just wanted to upload this because, well, I love it. ^-^ I hope you like it too! Review, please! Thanks a lot for reading and thanks again, Aoi!