Based during their sixth year, told from Lily's point of view. I've changed some of the lyrics a bit, so it's knd of changed the meaning. Not sure if it's too confusing. But please review and tell me what you think

Issues-The Saturdays

Sometimes
I Feel like I'm going out of
my mind,

I'm going out of my mind, one day I'm filled with one emotion and the next it's another. I can't figure out what I really feel about him, James Potter, the boy who fills my thoughts

Boy the way you tease me it's a
damn crime,

He always teases me, always has. Since first year they've been known for their pranks, the Marauders. And more than often I was at the receiving end of them. In hindsight it wasn't too bad really; you just ended up having blue hair for a few hours or getting soaked by a bucket of water, strategically placed above a doorway. I guess I used to overreact a bit, shouting, screaming, hexing.


But then you smile at me
and it's all right,

You just grin, not intimidated by my frustration. And secretly I don't really mind being teased anymore…too much. The thing I really didn't like was the way he hexed people for fun.

With you there aint nothin' in between,

It's strange the way I feel about him. I either hate his guts or don't want to be without him. Nothings half-way with James Potter.

Every time that I walked out the door,
Told myself 'I can't take it no more',

He can be so frustrating, knew just how to get on my nerves. His constant requests for me to go out with him are enough to drive me insane. I hate the way he thinks he's so important, that every girl fancies him. Perhaps that's why I persuaded myself I didn't like him in the first place.

There's a part of me won't let you go
Keep saying yes when my minds saying no,

Towards the end of the year, my heart's softened towards him a bit. He still plays jokes on people, but he no longer hexes people for fun. After the Quidditch match he asked me out again. When I turned him down, I thought I saw a real glimmer of hurt flash across his eyes, as he turned around and walked back to his friends. Part of my wanted to run after him and change my mind, but the voice in my head was saying, 'he doesn't care, it's just a game to him.'

I don't want to get hurt.

Me and my heart we got issues,
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you,

My head and my heart don't seem to agree. I've always been 'sensible Lily' maybe I should do something rash and tell him how I feel?

Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should slap you or kiss you.

Why does he have to be so irresistible? Why does he have to be so irritating? Sometimes I don't know whether I want to slap him or snog him senseless.


Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Why fight it, cant hide it
Truth is I think I like it,
Confusion, illusion
Still I don't know which way to go….


Why should I pretend I don't like him for any longer?

How long can I keep it up?

All these years have I been trying to avoid my feelings?

Am I just afraid of the truth?

My mind is all messed up

I still don't know what I feel…what to do…


Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know whether I should hate you or miss you

I have one hell of a problem. I don't know what I really think anymore. Do I really hate him, or quite the opposite!