I LOVED YOU
Have you ever wished to go back. Go back from the pain and lost and love you ever felt. My mind was made up I'm leaving this cold unwanting earth. After I found out about Ezra and the book I just wanted to leave. I believed I loved him, but it was a story a fairly tell with an unhappy ending. I stared out on to the sky line of Rosewood from the top my high school building. I wanted to leave. Yes people will miss me and I would miss them, but this world I couldn't take anymore of. Every time something went wrong me and my friends would get an A message, or a detective asking about Alison everywhere we went. I believed the one person that would not hurt me, hurt me.
"I should just leave." I said aloud to myself
I would remember hearing about suicide a couple times when I was younger I thought I would never do it, but here I am wanting to jump and leave this earth. Go to a place where they would except me for me. I got up from sitting and walked over to the edge looking down at the ground.
"Aria don't do this. Don't jump." Ezra commented from behind me
I looked back to see Ezra some feet behind me. I could see the fear in his eyes that I would just jump and leave the world. I walked a couple steps away from the edge. I could see when I moved the relieve in his eyes.
"Why are you here?" I asked
"I should ask you that." Ezra said
"I wanted to leave. Leave this horrible place we call home." I told him
"Aria...don't do this." Ezra said
"Why not? You could add this to your book. Two girls dead three left, wouldn't that make bestseller? I asked
I could tell he was shocked from what I said, and also very hurt. I knew he still loved me and I still loved him still, but I couldn't ever forgive him for this.
"Aria...please don't I'll call your parents they can come get you." I mentioned
"Don't! Don't try to fix this Ezra everything you do you makes things worse!" I yelled at him
"Aria I'm sorry for what I did. Trust me Aria." Ezra asked holding out his hand
I looked at him wondering if I could really trust him. I really wanted to grab his hand, and everything could be better but that's not real.
"I cant Ezra. That can't happen." I said with tears running down my face
Ezra walked closer, and didn't do anything. Once he was in arm distance I ran to him. I know I shouldn't have, but I needed someone anyone. We were hugging, and I felt like everything that happened was okay and we could go back to normal. Little did know that hug made a lot a things worse.