Hillo!! I'm Charlie'sPunkDrugAngel! This is my first fic and I hope u like it! My newest obsession these days is the show, Lost and hell, it's an awesome show!!!! Here's my fic on of course, Lost:

Title: Help

Genres: Romance and Action/Adventure

Rating: PG-13 for drug references, violence, angst, and a tiny bit of language.

Summary: Charlie is in need of help from someone but he has no one until he meets a girl and falls madly in love with her until he blows his secret to her. Charlie&OC my first fic!! Please r&r!

Disclaimer: I don't own Lost, blah blah blah. U get the picture. Yah that's about it. ENJOY!!

Flashbacks r in italics. The whole story is in Charlie POV. I may change it through out the story. I may change it through out the story.

Help:

I was sleeping with my c.d. player off but I couldn't hear. I heard this, "Can I help you, sir?" It was a flight attendant. "Uh." I answered, "I'll be right back." I got out of my seat and ran to the nearest bathroom thing. I ran into a man but I pushed him aside.

I had to get to the bathroom. They set an alarm telling everyone to go back to their seats but I couldn't stop now. I made it. I shut and locked the door. Took off my shoe and took out a little bag filled with a drug. The drug was heroin. .

Yes, I am a drug addict and still am. Flight attendants were pounding on the door. "Come out right now sir!" one yelled. "Just a minute." I said, stuffing the bag in my shoe. Suddenly, the plane started to shake, and I got out and ran to my seat. I grabbed the oxygen mask.

Hell, I thought I would die in there. I saw the back of the plane fall apart and I was so freakin scared. The plane was going straight down and then it hit the ground.

I got out of the plane and the whole wing was torn off. "Holy crap" I said to myself. In one hand it was the scariest thing I've ever seen in my life and on the other hand, I felt fine. I know weird. But it just felt, well, nice and freaky.

I saw a man helping people. He looked like he hasn't seen the light of day since ever. I just went over to help see if he needed it. "Hey you!" he called. I pointed to myself and he nodded. I went over to see what was up.

"Can you help me?" he asked, "Oh by the way, my name's Jack." "Charlie." I shrugged trying to help someone up. That 'someone' was a girl. She had a humongous scar on her leg that ripped her jeans. "Thanks" she said weakly, "I'm Meg, friends call me Missy." she said helping herself up.

"Are you going to be okay?" Jack asked. "Yeah, sure, I'll be fine." Missy said with a smile, as she walked away from me and Jack. After that, I felt so lonely. No one would even think about talking to me and I hated that.

I still remember that like if it were yesterday. I haven't talked to her since and for some reason, I can't talk to her. But today was gonna change everything.

Missy was sitting on the big hill, that if you sit you see the whole ocean which I thought was pretty kool. I flinched. Then I thought to myself, 'If I do this I'll have someone to talk to.' I nodded and continued walking.

She was looking at the ocean like if something hit her in the head, she wouldn't turn around. "Okay, here goes nothin." I said to myself. I sat next to her. "Hi, I'm Charlie." I said. "I'm Missy." she said turning her head to look at me. 'Yes! I got her to turn!' I thought.

We both started to look ahead at the ocean. I had to stop the silence. "Uh," I said, "Have you ever heard of DriveShack?" "I think," she said, "Refresh my memory." "Okay." I said, "You all Everybody!" I sang with my high voice. "I remember!" she said, "I knew I recognized you from somewhere."

"Great!" I said. 'She knows! This is awesome!' I thought to myself. "Since we're talking right now," Missy started saying, "Do you want to be friends? Cause I have no-." I did the unthinkable. I put my lips on hers and I kissed her. I know. Totally not like me, but I guess it just came out. "Sure." I answered, while I had a little blush. "Okay." she said, blushing as well.

"See you tomorrow." I said. I left alone but I did hear, "I can't believe he kissed me." It was Missy. It sounded like she was so happy and I felt so much better for some reason.

I went over to my little area where all my stuff was. I took out a bag of luggage and inside was my guitar. I walked to the woods.

I made it to the woods and I climbed a tree and started to play. I played Thrice's song, "Stare at the Sun." I loved that song so much and I started to sing.

"I sit here clutching useless lists
and keys for doors that don't exist
I crack my teeth on pearls
I tear into the history
just show me what it means to me in this world

'cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
and I won't close my eyes
'til I understand or go blind

I see the parts but not the whole
I study saints and scholars both
no perfect plan unfurls
do I trust my heart or just my mind
why is truth so hard to find in this world
yeah in this world

'cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
and I won't close my eyes
'til I understand or go blind

I know that there's a point I've missed
a shrine or stone I haven't kissed
a scar that never graced my wrist
a mirror that hasn't met my fist
but I can't help feeling like I'm

due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
and I won't close my eyes."

I stopped singing. I took the bag out of my shoe, the bag filled with the heroin. I started pouring some in my hand (AN: If you watch the show, you know how he does it.) and put it in my mouth. I heard someone rustling the branches so I hid the bag once again in my shoe.

It was Jack. He saw me and decided to come over. "How are you Charlie?" he asked like if he were my older brother or something. "Fine." I said trying to hide the guitar but unfortunately he found it.

"What you got there?" Jack asked. "This," I said holding up the guitar, "Oh nothing." "What do you mean 'nothing'?" Jack said, "Can you play?" "Yeah, why do you think I have it?" I asked, "For show?" "No." Jack said.

"Right." I said and continued to play. "Just wanted to see if you were all right." Jack said. "I'm fine." I said still playing. "Okay, see you back at camp." he said. "Bye." I said literally throwing him out. Jack walked out. "He can't know." I said and I continued to play.

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