Anxious to know what I got

Reading everyone's status saying they got a superior

Wildly texting my friends to see if they saw what I received

My brain tells me that I got a 2

But I secretly wanted to think that I got a superior

A little red notification soon flashes in the corner

It's from my friend responding to my question

"Congrats. You got a 2!

Immediately I was crushed

I felt defeated

Even though a 2 is still good, it wasn't a 1

I knew I was going to get an excellent

I was just hoping in my heart that a miracle would happen

That the judge felt giving

I do not blame anyone

Not the judge

Not the band director

Not me.

I have no regrets

I felt that I did all I could