Autor's note~! So, this is my first fanfiction, so I hope you'll enjoy this story a bit. Though, I would like to mention that english is not my native language. Because of this, I'd really appreciate it if someone finds any mistakes, they would tell me. You don't have to, of course, but it would help me learning too :) Anyhow, I won't bother you anymore, have fun!

"Ah, what a beautiful cabin, big brother Russia!" Ukraine smiled as she stood in front of the door of the house where we would be staying for the weekend, holding her suitcase.

Russia returned the smile and took the keys out. " I'm glad to hear that" He said as he unlocked the door and opened it. The door made a creaking sound, letting the three of us know that it had opened many times before us.

As Russia and Ukraine were smiling, I was inspecting the outside of the cabin with a judging face. It was old, stupid and small ( compared to Russia's house then). A to me typical cabin. If it wasn't for my brother, I wouldn't even have been here in the first place. Russia had called both me and Ukraine to ask what we'd think of a little holiday in the woods. Ukraine was excited, I would've shared that feeling, but knowing that Ukraine would come, disgusted me. Not because I hated Ukraine, not at all, I was more jealous of her, but it was mainly the fact that Russia liked Ukraine more than me. I was simply afraid that for this week, Ukraine would get all of Russia's attention with her cry baby tears.

" Belarus, dear, are you coming too?" I heard Ukraine yelling and I replied with a sigh: " I'm coming, I'm coming!" I stepped away from the cabin, walked to the car which was standing in front of the cabin and took the last suitcase out. As I walked to the entrance of the house, I looked a bit around me to quickly observe the region. It was much like the place where we lived when we were little. The same kind of trees surrounding us, the cabin standing in the middle of something you could call an open field and the snow decorating the place. The smell of the forest had never changed either. The only things that had changed were my siblings and I, and this cabin. When I entered, I noticed that the inside was much bigger and the interior was actually pretty modern. I continued walking and entered the living room where Ukraine and Russia were.

" Did you close the door behind you?"

" No."

" But like that the heat will escape, little sister!" Russia replied as he returned to the entrance and closed the door.

" Sorry, I forgot."

I looked around a little more and then put my suitcase down next to the couch my sister was already sitting on.

" Brr, it's pretty cold, huh?" Ukraine asked me with a smile, as usual. " I'll put the fireplace on." She stood up, walked to the fire place and took some wood to put in it.

" Fine by me" I answered as I watched big brother return into the room. He helped Ukraine with the fireplace and then showed us around. Apparently he had been in this cabin multiple times and told us everything about how nobody would be able to bother us and about the wildlife here. He said that there was nothing to fear of, as wolves were the only so said dangerous animals around here. Out of experience, we all knew how wolves were not much of a threat, they wouldn't just come in the house and rabid wolves were rare.

" Now you know where every room is, you can choose a bedroom." Big brother said as he lead us to the hall where all the bedrooms could be found. " I'll go get your suitcases as you're doing so." He then left, leaving me and Ukraine behind. I remained silent for a while before telling Ukraine that she could choose any room, as long as she wouldn't choose the room next to brother's. ( even though I didn't know which room was his) She nodded and checked every room out and continued so until a certain room.

" This one looks nice." I heard her say and I followed her to the room she was standing in. One footstep in the room was already enough for me to know that this was brother's bedroom. It smelled more like brother than in any other room, I could even feel that brother had been sleeping in this room. I grinned a little, but contained myself since I had promised myself to not attempt to get Russia married to me. Who knows how Ukraine would react, no, it was better to just act " normal". Maybe brother would even appreciate it so much that I was doing this " for Ukraine", that he'd propose to me and I would finally rest. The scene was already playing in my head: how he would propose to me and how I would be the best wife in the world to him. The cuddling, holding each other during the cold nights, walking in the park hand-in-hand and-

" Belarus? Little sister?" I heard Ukraine say with a worried tone, holding me by my shoulders and the tears in her eyes ready to stream down. I blinked and furrowed my brow.

" You can't stay in this room," I said as I pushed her away and pretended that nothing had happened. " it's brother's."

" O-oh, s-sorry! I-I should've known that, this room really fits him. H-how s-stupid of me!" Her eyes watered more and I rolled my eyes a bit.

" Yes, it fits him, yes, now go search for another room already, cry baby."

" Y-yes." She nodded a bit, wiped her eyes, gave me a small smile and left the room.

" And stay away..."

Later that day…

By now, it was already night and we were all sitting on the couch with a cloth over us and some pecka to eat. Big brother Russia in the middle, Ukraine on Russia's left and me on Russia's right, like we always sat together. In a comfortable silence we sat, only the sound of the burning wood in the fireplace and sipping could be heard. It wasn't until Ukraine spoke that the silence got broken.

" It's so nice to be all together and eat pecka." She said with a smile. " I wish we could do these kind of things more often."

Big brother nodded in response. " Yes, it really would. But we'll now have a whole week together, that should help, da?" He smiled at her. I already felt a bit of jealousy coming up and got close to him.

" Yes, it really would, better than anything."

As soon as he noticed I got closer to him, he moved a bit more to Ukraine. "Y-yes, i-indeed." I felt a bit of sadness at that moment and returned to my pecka. Apparently, Ukraine noticed since she stood up and turned to the two of us.

" I'm feeling a little tired. I think I'll go to bed."

" Me too." Russia said and also stood up.

" Oh, okay." Ukraine said with a surprised tone. " How about you, little sister?"

After some thinking, I replied with the same answer as Russia and together we all went to bed. Before I entered my room, I made sure Ukraine was indeed entering her own room by watching her. She wished me a good night with a bright smile right before she entered her bedroom. Instead of replying, I closed my own door and got on my bed. I sighed and let myself fall down, but as soon as I heard the sound of a wolf howling and catching my attention doing so, I sat up again and looked at the window. It was strange to hear the howling of a wolf again after so many years, however, it did comfort me. I closed my eyes and imagined myself to be the howling wolf. I layed down again and fell asleep, dreaming multiple times about the life as a wolf. Luckily I couldn't remember a thing of the dreams when I woke up, but I did have an anxious feeling about the ending. I wondered if it was a dream with a warning, or a dream which showed my past life in a nutshell…

That was the first chapter, I will try to update the story asap, but I can't promise anything...~