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Me no dork

Hi guys!

I'm Sonny Munroe and I've been on the cast of 'So Random' for almost a year and half now and that's fun, for the most part, but after the last 4 episodes it's been a huge damn hell for me.

People thinks I'm a dork, a not smart girl just because I play weird funny characters on the show.

Yesterday I went live via web-cam on the official 'So Random' web-site, trying to explain to my former fans that I'm not an airhed in real life, but it only became worse...

Fucking crap!

This isn't how I want things to be.

Flashback to yesterday:

Welcome to the 'So Random' web-site, my name's Sonny Munroe. A bunch of you thinks that I'm a dorky airhead type of girl, but I'm not.

Sure, I might seem like a weak loser on the show, but that's just my characters damn it. Real me isn't like that, please...understand that I have emotions.

I'm not some lame bimbo who's gonna take whatever shit you'll throw at her.

C'mon, people! Don't be so rude to me.

Tell me, why can't you see that I'm no little loser?

Please be nice to me...

( I start to cry )

End of the flashback.

Only 20 seconds after my online speech, people started to say bad things to me on my twitter and facebook.

Things like: "Sonny, you are an airhead, you know it." and "Sonny, go kill yourself, now damn it." and other nasty rude stuff.

When I saw those messages pop up on my phone, I went straight home to my apartment as fast as I could and I haven't left my bed since.

I called in sick this morning because I don't dare to show my face at work today after making an ass of myself online to the whole world.

I'll call Tawni and ask for advice. She's my only friend now.

"Hi, Tawni speaking..."

"It's me...Sonny."

"Are you okay?"

"No, not one bit. You saw my online speech, all my fans saw it too. I made myself seem even more lame."

"So so, girl. Do you want me to come over after work? I can bring cake and some movies..."

"No thanks! Little me wanna be alone, but it's nice that you care. I just wanted to ask you what I should do."

"Things like this happen. It's part of the job. Soon everyone's gonna forget. Don't take this too hard, girl."

"Aww, thanks so much. Tawni, you're a good friend. Bye!"

"Bye, sweetie!"

It's good to know that Tawni is still my friend. At times like these, I need someone who's I can trust, someone who's here for me.

I used to have Chad, my boyfriend, as well, but after my crappy online fuck-up thing yesterday, he broke up with me over damn text-message, calling me a whore.

Maybe I should just kill myself right here and now? Not like I have much left to be happy about in life anyway...

Stop it, Sonny! No!

I'm NOT gonna kill myself. That's a very worthless idea.

I need help...

What to do?

This isn't fun.

Damn it...!