Shattered Dreams, Changed Lives Chapter 1 Index, a sailor moon fanfic

Shattered Dreams, Changed Lives

This is the index/ info section. Skip to chapter 2 to start story.

Summary: Darien breaks up with Serena, but Serena is pregnant with his child! What will happen if Serena doesn't forgive him, or if she doesn't believe in herself anymore...will Darien and Serena still end up together?

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Story info/Need to know: Takes place during Sailor Moon R, after the aliens Ann and Allen, but before Rini. For the sake of this story, Serena is 18. She also has her own apartment (let's face it, having to make up excuses all the time would get old fast) and goes to community college. She gets financial aid, and that's how she pays for her place. She only has evening classes cause she likes to sleep in, and she has all day classes three days a week. I don't care if it doesn't make sense! My story! LOL, j/k. Advice is appreciated, hope you like it. Told from the Author's View.

Scouts: Names: Colors: Scout of:

Sailor Moon/Serena Tsukino/Bunny/Buns; Blue/Red with traces of yellow; Love/Justice

Tuxedo Mask/Prince Endymion/Darien Shields; Black/White; Earth

Sailor Mercury/Ami Mizuno; Blue/Light Blue; Bubbles/Ice

Sailor Mars/Rei Hino; Red/Purple; Fire

Sailor Jupiter/Lita Kino; Green/Pink; Lightning/Thunder

Sailor Venus/Mina Aino; Orange/Yellow; Love

Index:

Chapter # Chapter Title Song Artist

1 Index Moonlight Destiny [Portuguese Version]

2 The Beginning and the End Glycerine Bush

3 Revelations and Declarations The Waiting One All That Remains

4 Leadership and Disapproval Jar of Hearts Christina Perri

5 Irresistible Fall for you Secondhand Serenade

6 Tragedy Pieces Sum 41

7 Damage Control

8 Healing Best of Me Sum 41

9 The End and the Beginning

Moonlight Destiny, Portuguese Version (Opening Theme)

Lyrics:

Even though I want I can't be sincere
But in my dreams I confess my feelings to you
And in these dreams fantasies fly around
Causing me much insomnia
I wanted to see you right now
To be with you under this moonlight
But this light doesn't let me tell you
That I want to experience new emotions
A kaleidoscope is my heart
Moonlight guide this love
The moonlight lights the way
And I ask you as I am alone
Will I have again the same caring?
Will he come back one day?
With the same shine in his eyes?
Then the love will be reborn!

Glycerine by Bush

Lyrics:

It must be your skin, I'm sinking in

Must be for real, 'cause now I can feel

And I didn't mind, It's not my kind

It's not my time, to wonder why

Everything's gone white, and everything's grey

Now you're here, now you're away

I don't want this, Remember that

I'll never forget, where you're at

Don't let the days go by

Glycerine

I'm never alone

I'm alone all the time

Are you at one

Or do you lie?

We live in a wheel

Where everyone steals

But when we rise it's like strawberry fields

If I treated you bad, You bruise my face

Couldn't love you more, You got a beautiful taste

Don't let the days go by

Could have been easier on you

I couldn't change though I wanted to

Should have been easier by three

Our old friend fear and you and me

Glycerine, Glycerine

Don't let the days go by

Glycerine

don't let the days go by

Glycerine, Glycerine

Oh, glycerine, glycerine

Bad moon whine again

And she falls around me

I needed you more

When you wanted us less

I could not kiss just regress

It might just be, clear simple and plain

Well, that's just fine, That's just one of my names

Don't let the days go by, Could've been easier on you

you, you

Glycerine

The Waiting One by All That Remains

Lyrics:

[I am the waiting one it seems]

I am the waiting one it seems

Days grow somber quickly

Now how the quiet is released

And I feel so lonely

How did you think I would feel

Throw me aside again

How did you think I would feel

[Chorus]

Won't let you hurt me again now

I'm nothing to you, I can see

Just walk away from me

I'm torn up but I can't believe

You sat and watched me bleed

[End Chorus]

She knows the waiting one in me

That I needed to hold me

Still I can smell her hear her breath

Feel her body beside me

How long I've waited

Waited for you

To come back to hold me,

What should I, What should I,

What should I do

When I feel so lonely

How could you do this to me

Betrayed by my closest friend

How could you do this to me

[Repeat Chorus]

What should I,

What should I do

Well how long I have waited

What can I,

What can I do

When I feel so lonely

[How did you think I would feel]

[Threw me aside again]

[How did you think I would feel]

[Repeat Chorus]

How could you do this to me

[How could you do this to me]

Betrayed by my closest friend

[My closest friend]

How could you do this to me

[ To me]

Won't let you hurt me again

I am the waiting one it seems

Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri

Lyrics:

No, I can't take one more step, towards you

'Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost, anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

[Chorus]

I learned to live, half a life

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

[End Chorus]

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

[Repeat Chorus]

And it took so long

Just to feel alright

Remember how to put

back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

'Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

[Repeat Chorus x2] [Start from 3rd line and replace ' Who do you think you are?' with 'Don't come back at all']

Who do you think you are?

Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade

Lyrics:

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

but hold your breath

[Chorus]

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again, don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear its true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

[End Chorus]

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh but hold your breath

[Repeat Chorus]

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breath me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words

'Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight, when you're asleep

[Repeat Chorus]

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you, Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

Pieces by Sum 41

Lyrics:

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it

I don't believe it makes me real

I'd thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me

I meant all the things I said

[Chorus]

If you believe it's in my soul

I'd say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I'm trying to let you know

That I'm better off on my own

[End Chorus]

This place is so empty, my thoughts are so tempting

I don't know how it got so bad

Sometimes it's so crazy, that nothing could save me

But it's the only thing that I have

[Repeat Chorus]

(On my own!)

I tried to be perfect

It just wasn't worth it

Nothing could ever be so wrong

It's hard to believe me

It never gets easy

I guess I knew that all along

[Repeat Chorus]

Best of me by Sum 41

Lyrics:

It's so hard

To say that

I'm sorry

I'll make everything all right

All these things

That I've done

Now what have

I become, and where'd I go wrong?

I don't need to hurt,

just to put you first

I won't tell you lies (I'm sorry)

I will stand accused

with my hand on my heart

I'm just trying to say...

[Chorus]

I'm sorry

It's all that I can say

You mean so much,

and I'd fix all that I've done

If I could start again

I'd throw it all away

To the shadows of regret, and you would

have the best of me

[End Chorus]

I know that

I can't take

Back all of

The mistakes

But I will try

Although it's

not easy

I know you

Believe me 'cause I would not lie

Don't believe their lies

told through jealous eyes

They don't understand (I'm sorry)

I won't break your heart

I won't bring you down

But I will have to say

[Chorus x2]

If you read and like this story, please review. And please read my other story, Strong Destiny Weak Heart. Here is the summary:

Love has always been a no brainer for Serena and Darien, but what happens when she 'grows up'? Was he just a schoolgirl crush, or are they really destined for each other?

Enjoy!