Alrighty, well I decided I wanted to write another story.

WARNING: This will be sad at most times, but it will have happy moments!

Okay, rights to the owners

TPOV

All I could do was cry. I don't now what to do anymore. I mean, I've came out, to my family and my friends, and everyone, except Andre ,still loves me. But, that not why I cry every night. Yes, the taunts from the other students are hell, but it's her. Seeing her with him everyday. Seeing them all mushy. I hate it. I love her, more than a friend and she's with him.

"Tori?" Trina asks. I look up and move some hair from my eyes and wipe them.

"What?" I ask.

"Why are you crying?" She asks.

I sigh. "Why do you think?" I ask.

She sits down beside me and looks at me. Trina has been really... Sisterly lately. She's helped me calm down, and talked to me a few times. It's kinda weird, but I like it.

"Tori, I don't think their ever gonna break up." She says.

I take in a shaky breath and close my eyes. "I know." I whisper.

"I know being in love sucks."Trina says.

I nod."Yeah it doses." I say.

She rubbs my back and gets up and leaves my room.

So, yes, I Tori Vega am in love with Jade West. She's with Beck, and I'm alone. Trina's right, being in love sucks.

I guess I feel asleep cause my alarm is what wakes me up. It had been a long night, and I'm really tired. I do make an effort to put on make-up, but not as much as I usually do.

"Tori."Trina calls from our living room.

I sigh and come down.

"Ready?" She asks.

I nod.

Trina takes me to school, like everyday. We get out and walked inside Hollywood Arts.

"Tori!" Cat smiles and huggs me like every morning.

"Hi,Cat."I say as she lets me go.

"Dang, Tori. You look awful."Cat says.

"Thanks."I say as I walk over to my locker.

I look over to see Andre at his locker. I wave at him but all he doses is shut his locker and walk the other way. I sigh and put a few things away and shut my locker, only to turn around to see Jade. With Beck, same as always. I look down and leaned up against my locker.

"Hi,Tori."He says.

I wave as Jade walks down the hall.

"What's wrong with her?"I ask.

"I dunno. She's been acting weird all week."He says with a shurg as he goes to his own locker.

I look down the hall, and she's already gone. I can't help but wonder what's wrong. I walked the same was just as the bell rings. We gotta go to class anyway, and really I don't feel like it. I just wanna get home and lay back in my bed. That's probaly not such a good thing, but I really don't care. I don't wanna do anything else.I don't feel like it.

I walk into class and sit down. This class was one of the few boring classes I have. Actually a normal high school class, but I guess all high schools need something along the lines of that. I slump down in my desk and I never do that, I altleast try and pay attention, but I just can't. I don't know if normally teenage girls get like this when they love someone they shouldnt, but I sure do, and let me tell ya it sucks. I can't even focus on class without thinking about her. Her hair, her eyes... Everything about her is just something I want to have all for myself.

I shake my head some and let out a deep breath. I just want to be able to think freely again.

The bell rings again. I must have day dreamed all the way through class. I get up and follow the other kids out into the halls. This dosent even feel like school to me. I'm not my usual happy, bubbly self and I hate it.

I come back to my locker and there she is, with him again, but it looks like she's mad at him. I look at my locker, trying not to listen to their conversation, but I can't help it, but I can't hear it. The halls are to loud for me to. I shut my locker again, only to be meet up with by Cat.

"Did you know Jade is leaving Beck?"She says to me.

My eyes get wide."No,when did this happen?" I ask.

"She told me she feel out of love with him, and that theres someone else shes falling for."Cat smiled.

"Do you know who for?" I ask,hopeful.

Cat smile and shuck her head."I can't say."She says.

She giggles and runs off down the hall.

"Wow."I say. So, Jade's leaving him, for someone else. I don't know why I'm so excited, and hopeful, but I am.

Okay, first chapter to my new story! I'm sorry it's not so great, kinda peiced it together in one night... hopefully next chapter will be better

anyway, please read and review! Hope you liked chapter 1!